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I just PMed you, but the more I think about it, the more I realise that I'm not going to give them away, I'm going to throw them away. I appreciate you trying to take them off my hands, but I was taking to John just now and he said that it's like spreading poison, and he's right. Sorry.

My friend John was telling me stories of how he used to watch a cartoon that he really liked in Highschool, and this was when he wasn't Christian. He used to buy everything of that cartoon, and when he became Christian, he realised that he had to give it up. He told me that it was really hard for him, and he told me, because he knows I like Horror books and I watch Horror movies and I read Harry Potter, and I play YU-GI-OH, and he thinks that it's bad for me to be around that kind of thing. He told me that all that stuff just invites demons in your house. And he thinks I should give it away, and I want to, but it's hard. I've been around this kind of stuff for as long as I remember, this is what makes me...me. It makes me diffrent from other people, I don't want to give it away, but he says I should, and I trust John because he's one of my best friends. And he knows this from experience, he told me he still has one set of videos from that cartoon, and he can sense the evil coming from it, it scares me, I don't know what to do. BTW, this was one of those weird anime cartoons like Inuyasha and stuff.

Okay, this is just some background info. Yesterday I went to auditions for a school play. It's called, "Our Town." I've never actually read the play, but I signed up anyway because I lov being on stage. Well, my best friend Rachel, is also into plays and stuff, so I called her and told her about the auditions. She sounded really happy about it. So We both went to the auditions. I always get these sudden impulses when I know if something is a good thing or not. They really come in handy sometimes, any way. I was looking down the character list, and I found a character named Emily Webbs. Well, when I read over that name, I got that sudden impulse. I told my other friend Katherine about it (Katherine and Megan were two of my other friends that came.), and she told me that if I get that impulse, then go for it. So I signed up for Emily Webbs. Rachel couldn't choose what part she wanted, so she asked me what part I signed up for. I told her I signed up for Emily Webbs. She asked me what that part was, and I told her that I didn't know. So she said okay. Then she was about to put "Any" as her choice, because that way she would have access to any part in the play. Then someone passed by us who actually knew something about the play, and she asked who Emily Webbs was, and the person said Emily Webbs was one of the leads. So Rachel signed up for that part. So, here's the problem. Rachel signed up for the part of Emily Webbs JUST because it was a lead. And the problem is, Rachel has more acting experience than I do. And she always gets the lead parts. But whenever she DOES get a lead part, she always finds a way to complain about the part she plays. She only wants this part because it's a lead. I want it because I actually DO want it. And I have like a lot of sel-esteem issues, so when I don't get the part I really want, I feel really bad about myself and I don't think I'm good enough. So, when Rachel signed up for the part, I felt really bad. Anyway, I need to know what I'm feeling, I really don't know. Is is jealousy? Self-Esteem Issues? Confusion? Hoping? I don't know... BTW, if you know anything about the play, can you tell me about it? Just a short summary would do.

I got an e-mail from some publishing company but i'm not sure if it's a hoax or not, here's the e-mail: Dear Jamie, My name is Mercedes and I work for Xlibris, a print-on-demand self-publishing company. If you don't mind, I wanted to take a moment to let you know how we can help you become a publishing success. If you are not interested, please let me know by clicking on the link at the bottom of this message. Xlibris is partially owned by Random House Ventures, LLC, a subsidiary of Random House, the world's largest trade book publisher. Every day, we help authors just like you by offering flexible, inexpensive methods of editing, marketing, distributing, and selling books. To date, we have published over 10,000 titles, paid our authors more than $1,000,000 in royalties, and paved the way for many of them to win contracts with traditional publishers such as St. Martin

Ok, my friend Mary, she's a lot of diffrent religons, she's Christian too, but also Wican. She believes that when people believe in a lot of Gods/Goddesses, it's the same as Jesus/God. I don't know what to say to her, should I tell her, "No! You're wrong!" Or should I tell her something else? I don't know, is she right or wrong? I used to believe that too, but when I started going back to church I stopped thinking about it. She says that other Gods are the same as our God. It just bugs me a little.

Ok, I posted one of my dreams here before, but I can't find it again, and I don't remember the title. But if any of you have seen it, it was about my sister, I don't remember the details exactly. But it was about my sister going to Hell, it really scared me because I didn't want that to happen to her. I could feel what was going on, that's the only dream i've had in color. Another one was about a year ago, I had a dream that a friend of mine was close to being molested...it came true, i'm not sure if that one was in color though. But it wasn't in b/w and i didn't see any color, it was more like voices going on. My friend ran out of the house and right in the nick of time jumped in her dad's car to go somewhere with him. this was a man that her whole family thought that they could trust too...

Ok, yesterday night (Sunday) I joined a club at my church called GYM, which stands for, "Godly Youth Mentoring." We have to do daily devotions, and when I read mine, (John 1:1-18) a lot of it sounded familar. John 1:1-18 In the begining was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2. The same was in the begining with God. 3. All things were made by Him; and without Him was not any thing made that was made. 4. In Him was life; and the life was the light of men. 5. And the light shineth in the darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not. 6. There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. 7. The same came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all men through Him might believe. 8. He was not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light. 9. Thatwas the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world. 10. He was in the world, and the world was made by Him, and the world knew Him not. 11. He came unto His own, and His own recieved Him not.12. But as many as recieved Him, to them gave He His power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on His name: 13. Which were born, not of blood, nor of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God. 14. And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us (and we beheld his glory, the glory as the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth. 15. John bare witness of Him, and cried, saying, This was he of whom I spake, He that cometh after me is preferred before me: for He was before me. 16. And of His fulness have all we recieved, and grace for grace. 17. For the law was given by Moses but grace and truth came by Jesus Christ. 18. No man hath seen God at any time; the only begotten Son, which which is in the bosom of the Father, he hath declared Him. Ok I just posted it because i know that some of it told about Genesis, some of it repeated itself, and some of it referred to John 3:16. Well, that just caught my eye so...

My Pastor always says, "It doesn't matter how you pray, you can just start talking, just telling him about your problems or your friends' problems..." It works, I just start talking, just get somewhere quiet where you can be alone, and start talking, after a few minutes, it turns into prayer.

Something's up with my sister all. I don't know what though. She's started yelling and screaming at me for no reason. I get a bowl of cereal and I'll eat it on the carpet and she'd yell at me and a whole bunch of other stuff. Amber and I used to be best friends, she'd stand up for me and I'd stand up for her. The only time we'de ever fight was if we were playing around. Now that isn't the case anymore. When I'm listening to music, she'll come in and turn the t.v. on, then she'd scream at me for not turning off the radio. I just want to cry and let it be over, but it hasn't happened yet. I've been praying for her and that doesn't even work anymore. I don't know what to do anymore.

Wow, that's really good. But first, you really need to work on your puntuation. j/k lol But seriously, first, what do you want to happen in the story? Think of what you want the climax to be, and work your way back to the begining.

ask her to e-mail me, me and my friend can maybe help her understand it a little more. we're only in 8th grade, but my friend is in accelerated math classes which teach highschool math anyways. my friend helps me with my math and together me and my friend can help ashlea. so maybe we can tutor her long distance. but hey, that's just my idea.

Ok, everyone makes me do everything, everyone asks me to take sides in an argument, and a whole bunch of other stuff while still trying to please myself! Anyone else feel like this? I just feel like a slave sometimes. Other times I feel like I have to please everyone while trying to please myself. And I can't take it anymore! Does anyone else feel like this?

LOL looks like you and chatter are on the same page. ok, you want something to happen in the hotel right? well, make a dramatic beggining, like something happening in the hotel and an eyewitness watching the whole thing. you can set it in a dark room in the hotel. and like the next morning there can be like a whole bunch of cops surrounding the place and questioning the eyewitness. then, they'll identify the person that was being attacked in the hotel. does that make sense? you know, kinda like a mystery movie. I hope that helped a little.

chatter, e-mail me the story, i'll help you i'm a good writer i have like 3 or 4 stories going plus i have some poems to work on. so i'll help you with it. i love writing fairytales it's fun. bjaysegg@msn.com

here's a reason, it's actually the most common. if he hangs out with you a lot people may think that you two are dating and they're making fun of him and you don't know about it. so he stopped hanging out with you because he doesn't want to be teased. it's happened to me lots of times. i've had a lot of guy-friends that stopped hanging around with me because they were getting teased about it. but it may not be the reason. have you seen him hanging around other girls? maybe he has a girlfriend or something. hey, it could happen.

Well, at least you liked it, so I guess that was a good thing.

Sorry all, I just realized I put this is the wrong place

6 YEAR OLD WISDOM One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy. TEACHER: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. He doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss (getting tired of the questions by this time). LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? TOMMY: Yessssss LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher? TOMMY: Yes LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain? TOMMY: No LITTLE GIRL: Then according to what we were taught today in school, she must not have one! "FOR WE WALK BY FAITH, NOT BY SIGHT" if you believe that there is a God then send this to all your friends.