Jhon

I dont know if you guys agree but in my opinion, what makes homosexuality a a sin are the homosexual actions/practices - physically manifested - but mere homosexual feelings/emotions CANNOT be considered a sin - its more of an "honest mistake." For instance, homosexuals normally are attracted to the same sex but such abnoraml feeling is something BEYOND their control and they never choose and wanted it in the 1st place. That itself cannot be considered sinful because at least, it is SELF-CONTROLLED. What sinful for me is are those homosexuals who have TANGIBLE (uncontrolled) homosexual acts and practices which ALTERS God's created image for humans (for men specifically) - eg cross dressing, gay/lesbian sexual relationships, transexual operations, etc. What I mean is, homosexual people who MAINTAIN to their "homosexuality" controlled, limited and confined within the bounderies of the intangible realms (eg. feeling, thinking, etc) are AT LEAST TRYING to do the "lesser evil" - or the "least evil" possible and I think God at least credit such self-denial.

Thank you very much for your promising advices - especially to Serenity Grace. Yes, that's the most hurtful thing - that I have to realize God's answers "NO" to my prayers. Actually, as of the moment, to be honest, I keep my prayers as NEUTRAL as possible, merely thanksgiving and somewhat REFRAINING from making specific requests as I know it would just hurt myself asking in good faith while getting no results. From experience, it has often been the case that what I EXPECT doesn't happen while what I UNEXPECT do happen! Life is such a paradox and you don't know what you got until it's gone. I know though that whenever God says "NO" to my prayers, He do has BETTER alternatives. My only wish is for such alternatives to manifest instead - for even those options of Him I cannot yet feel. I just want to know whether God refuses because we differ in the MEANS (ways) or in the END (objective) itself - because as they say, the end JUSTIFIES the means(?).

Why do I have lots of UNFULFILLED prayer requests? Not a day pass that I did not pray and reflect to God what His plan for me. They always say God will let it come in the right time but isn't it God is BEYOjava script:emoticon('', 'smid_18') smilieND time or is He likewise bound by it?

I just wonder, how does God take into account human error and even sin in His original plans? Isn't it paradoxical that it seems He does ALLOW human mistake at times? I know, He does not control it to give way to human freewill. But how can God really UNDO our errors, mistakes, and even sins? Isn't it too late already when we start feeling REGRETS?