kellineals

Dear Kitty,

You are being so open with the people here on the board,

Have you told God what you're telling us, in prayer.. I suppose that's a

moot point now, as God already knows the intent of your heart. In

your prayer time, what about telling God how you're honestly feeling?

Do you expect rejection? You won't get it.. I've had to appologise

to God because I grew up in a family where Love was difficult and I'm

still unsure of it today. However Like you, I too realize that God

must love me..after all, He sent His son Jesus to die for me.. Me.. and

what did I do to deserve that? Nothing..which is difficult for me, as I

find it easier to give then recieve.. on top of that I find it amazing that

God would find me worthy enough to gift me with Salvation, but He did,

because of His Love for me.. what I've done has been to take my

thoughts that I've shared here to prayer and talked to God about it..

explaining that I felt that I lacked love for God..After all doesn't

scripture tell us that God already knows what's going on in our hearts and

that He waits for us to share it with Him? You can tell Him.. He wants

to hear you share your heart with Him, warm or cold..You have friends

with whom you share good and bad..The Lord also wishes you to share all of you

with Him, not just the choice bits.

I loved that show, I wanted to know how he got to be invisible, so I could do that too..... that was a neat analogy about seeing the man's face coated in flour... One day we'll get to see Jesus as He really is too!

I too appreciate what you've written.. The bit about being connected is great! I've been going to churchs for a while now..and found that even tho I've stated that I'm a Christian...displayed the claim with fruit... I found that the real relationship with Jesus, was to be more then just in my head or academically speaking.. but in my heart is where I need <ed> Jesus most! That connection you speak of.. yes..I agree whole heartedly <with my heart also> that we do need it.. I will say that without my heart included, even tho my intentions were the best.. it wasn't a compleate connection to the Master Electricition<?> I found myself feeling a lack as if I needed to prove something to someone..myself..others, I do not know. However I wish to say Thank you for reminding me to keep on..keeping on..

A Panda Bear walks into a restaurant..sits down.. The waiter brings him the menu.. He looks at the menu and orders..

The waiter takes the Panda's order to the kitchen, later coming back with a plate of food. The Panda eats the food. Finished eating, The Panda gets up to leave.

The waiter brings the Panda his ticket.. The Panda shoots the waiter and continues to leave..

The Manager in the back room, hearing the commotion, runs out to see what was going on.. He stops the Panda by saying "Hey YOU...STOP" The Panda turns and says.."who me?" "Yes YOU!" replies the Manager...

"What did I do?" the Panda asks...

"YOU have alot of nerve.. you come in here and eat my food, shoot my waiter and now you're leaving??"

"But of Course" replies the Panda... "That's my M.O... Go look it up"

So the Manager goes back to the office checks out the definition of a Panda.. in which He's told "Panda, a marsupial that eats, shoots and leaves."

What's this...a lurker in the midst?

To Be or Not to Be..that is the ?.... Weather tis nobler to decide that the topic is finally finito or carry it on into the nethers.... Should that have been Eternity instead? Pray tell me dear One... Your thots.. As some folks do have a way of concluding a story with the beginning of another dream..

I too 2nd the motion Jesus Saves.. It touches my heart as well and after experiencing a get together with some sisters..I know it would be a perfect prayer for our gathering as well...Thank you!