The Gift

[FreeinChrist]

Will really feeling the pressure again, and really wishing God would either give me this desire, or take it away, or just end me.

[Guest Teditis]

~praying again then

[alien224]

Praying...

[1to3]

 people also need people, for encouragement and help.
I have to trust that God will never give me more than I can handle and that He places people in our lives,

 however brief the encounter as a sign of His loving help, care and hope

 

 

Hi19Duggarfan,
 

 

Did you ever hear this?: " I lamented about not having good shoes until I passed someone with no feet."

 

God loves you 19DuggarFan, you know that.

You know all that God  has done for you so far.

God does not quit loving you, nor will He keep from guiding you throughout your life

  So please  don't quit God by thinking of ending it, doing something like taking your own life.

You known that's not God leading you to think that, right?.

Those thoughts come from the enemy.

The enemy tries to get to you by digging at your weak spots.

Please don't give in.

Remember always that when you think of suicide you are under spiritual attack from the enemy.

Place your armor of God on. Eph ch6

 

Remember you have the sword of the Spirit that is the WORD of God.

with God and Gods Holy Spirit we are more than conquerors over the enemy.

 

 

He that overcometh, the same shall be clothed in white raiment; and I will not blot out his name out of the book of life,

 but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels.”— Rev. chap. 3:5

“I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.”
—Philippians 3:14

 

 

 

Fall Down Seven times, Get up Eight  (Japanese proverb)

 

 living , a lifelong process.

 

We all crawl, get up and fall, all through life in many different ways.

This is how we learn and come to understand things if we keep an open mind towards this process.

 

You don't need the aid of another human being , woman or man, bishop or polish scientist to help you find these confideo questions,

 

as confideo means trusting God alone, to lead you , and to developing a daily relationship with God for this to produce within growth from the original source.

 

Just in the privacy of your being,  just ask God to help, you, to come and make his home in your heart and  to guide you.

He will.

I know you know all this already, just sometimes its good to be reminded.

 

Be Still and know (Psalm 46:10)

It will wake you up

To the Truth

 

And the Truth shall set you free from the enemy.

 

Isaiah 40 29,30:

"He gives power to the weak,
And to those who have no might He increases strength.

Even the youths shall shall faint and be weary;
And the young men shall utterly fall,
But those who wait on the Lord,
Shall renew their strength;
They shall mount up with  wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint.

Forgive me if I upset you with bible verses. They are what bring me strength when nothing else is to be found, not even a human.

 

And the Gift...

 

I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed, what God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands One who is my Savior

I take Him at His word and deed
Christ died to save me, this I read
And in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my Savior

That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange so once did I
Before I met my Savior

My Savior loves, my Savior lives
My Savior's always there for me
My God He was, my God He is
My God He's always gonna be

 

 

Lyrics by

Aaron Shust -My Savior My God

Edited December 7, 2014 by 1to3

[FreeinChrist]

I used to know a guy who thought that way. God didn't give him a wife till he was in his 40s. A computer expert, changed careers and became fluent in Chinese by continuing his education in China. Then he went to work for Wycliffe Bible translators. The last word I heard was that he was married.

If your heart still desires marriage God may be teaching you to wait patiently on Him, learning to be content with whatever state you are in.

Blessings,

Willa

 

Thanks for the kind words, Willa, if I were that young I might have some hope, but I just recently, turned 49, and with a few dates, as exception since being 19 really have not had any real relationship, so in reality the simple truth hurts greatly; in my mid 20's, I decided to trust God, so now i am so sorry for doing that.  So I find myself wondering if I would not do this to my worse enemy, why has God done it to me.  So within the next year I will be 50, and if my some chance God, does allow me someone all my youth will have wasted except between the ages of 15 to 19.