Help (a rewrite)

[Ghostdog]

Help by byran martin, colt ford

 

I know it's been a while
Been runnin' with the devil just tryna find my smile
And You're the only one who can see right through my thoughts
And I'll try to learn how to see myself through Your eyes

Some say it's the pornography makin' me feel lonely
Or is it the colder side of the bed?
There's no one there beside me, no one there to hide me
From the thoughts inside my head
Yeah, I'm a runner, I'm a gunner I'm always up to somethin'
But I keep goin' through hell
I don't know where I'm goin' but the only thing I know is I'm good by myself
And I don't need Your help
No, I don't need Your help

Just another lonely night talking to a girl from Seattle
And I wound up on the losing side of this battle
Told myself I was done with it all, had to get rid of these thoughts in my head
Through tear stained eyes seen that Bible by the bed

Some say it's the pornography makin' me feel lonely
Or is it the colder side of the bed?
No one there beside me, no one there to hide me
From the thoughts inside my head
Yeah, I'm a runner, I'm a gunner yeah, I'm always up to somethin'
But I keep goin' through hell
I don't know where I'm goin' but the only thing I know is I can't do this by myself
I could use Your help
Maybe just a little help

And I don't know what I felt the night that You called from Your throne
'Cause when I hit my knees I realized I never was alone, yeah

So I put down the pornography, left behind the lonely
On the colder side of the bed
Got You there beside me, You were there to hide me
From the thoughts in my head
Yeah, I'm a runner, I'm a gunner
Yeah, I'm always up to somethin' but You saved me from this hell
And I don't know how you're doin' but the only thing I know is you ain't gotta do it by yourself
You can ask for His help
You can ask for His help
It's okay to ask for His help