Im glad to hear that ur honoring your parents . Dont not be afraid fo God has a plain for ur life hes not a God that will forsake you. Maybe the guy u marry will need u to b introdused to Christ. But God has a plan pray and fast seek his voice he will answer you. MATTHEW 17:20,21 says "So Jesus said to them, "Because of your unbelief; for assurly I say to you, if you have faith as a mustard seed you will say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you. "However, this kind does not go out except by PRAYER AND FASTING.". I will b praying fo u bt if u ask it will be given unto you. No matter what happens never let go of his hand. -God bless you