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I am born again, Evangelical, try to be gentle in rebuke and receiving it. I love to enjoy the outdoors for blading, walks, hikes. I also do lots of research in my brief free time, mainly medical, health, nutrition, and Christian Psychiatry etc.

I have a family of one at this point of my life. I do nurture true friendships in my life, and have a few that I hold very highly. My sister is my only family, and she is in such confusion and despair that it is so difficult to talk and visit with her. My Mom's last day was one of much love, but she did warn me to not get tangled up talking for hours every day with her. I am hurting for her, but mainly for my own recent loss. My wife of 11 years is leaving me. She chose to do this as she believes that God told her that I was not working hard enough. Every step of the way I seemed to be a notch off, but I still kept on clanging. I know that I will be accountable for this situation, though I have done everything in Pastoral counsel, Bible application, and prayer together. There is no right party in these affairs, but there certainly are some wrong things. Shame on those people that tell her to just go off and find someone new to make her happy. God knows the mistakes I have made, and also the sacrifices I made. I will not boast, rather that thru him she was healed of Leukemia.

My life will need to become more than memories of our marriage and life. My favorite scriptures were always part of us. I don't believe in divorce because one person is becoming unhappy due to a lack of stuff. I saw a miracle in her life being spared, and in the adversity of incredible odds, we made it thru so much. Given an easier life, and a chance to see a richer one, problems ensued.

So, my optimistic self will come back, even though I have died in the flesh. I will go to the courts and find out what all I need to be concerned with. I will change this about me page very soon, as I do only believe that it is important for some good Christians to know what they are praying for. I am here for reasons of prayer, encouragement, and to supply much of both also. I am not here to seek a wife, and am not even sure that the Lord would permit such. Scriptures are a little unclear on that,,, see Luke 16:18 and compare with 1 Corinthians 7:11. There seems to be a call for the divorcer to not remarry another person in Corinthians, whereas Jesus is sorta clear in saying one should not marry another.

OK, I have learned to work hard at my increasing age, and really do not worry about retirement. I stay as healthy as possible, and try to find beauty in things very nearby. I have traveled in my life, but note that the next year may not afford much of that. I love to help, learn, live, and to be responsible. I am an accomplished Karaoke singer, but not good enough to headline a band.

I believe that love is precisely what 1 Corinthians 13 share about it. I hope to be smiling much more frequently in the near future. Life has been tough, and probably mainly because our entire life was focused on being blessed by Jesus. It is confusing now, but I have a pretty good understanding of how satan can even trick a Christian into making a poor decision or two.

I openly forgive, love, and have hope for any or all enemies. I am saddened when I hurt a person, but I do believe in tough love. Perhaps that is what I receive??