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peace. i didnt find it, until Father made me new. yes i did get sometimes peace from Holy Spirit, for some time but peace that are in you all time and never leaves you again, only, after Father did change me. depression - its pain you will feel, when Father cleans you. less trust make more pain.

depression, feeling lost, " how to apply it Is the issue " none knows answers... dont be surprised. it was how it started - my life with real relationship with Father. i was there. i know that feeling - depression (18 years) and it did end. depression - it have purpose. depression will end, on earth, if you dont give up. Father will change you. all that happened to me. you will know what really means - look new is born! how? when i just believed and got some lessons from another believer, i did lost contact with her ( she moved and i had no phone at that time). didnt had no radio, no tv at home yet. just silence and 3 month old kid. almost 3 months all my words every day were - how much? - in store. you can imagine how its like - no music, no communications with other people (how much? dont count). just cry of baby and silence... at that time, when none of pastors couldnt answer to my questions, when i was alone, one day i did cry - Father, if none dont talk with me, at least You do! and He do, after 24+ years we talk, talk, talk every day. and most beautiful - He will teach you all, He will lead you to that day, when you get ride of depression and sickness for good. sorry there is No Teacher, but only Him. there is no way out, but listen Him believe me, i did seek for another way out 18 years and... failed He did fix everything with ONE NIGHT.