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Ghostdog

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  1. but there is more to a woman (or man) than just sex organs btw idk if you read my what is a man thread you might want to
  2. so a man knows what a woman is better than a woman? im thinking you dont understand the point of this thread. its not about just phyiscal but about emotional, mental and spiritual as well
  3. there have been 6 females post in this thread and 12 males, in my thread there was 2 females and 11 males why is there so many males posting in this thread? its about being a female and i for one dont have a clue whats its like to be a female
  4. this is a repost walk on water - eminem I wanna walk on water Just like Jesus I wanna walk on water But only when it freezes Why, are my expectations of myself so high? Is it the bar I set? My arms, I stretch, but I can't reach A far cry from it, or it's in my grasp, but as Soon as I grab, squeeze I lose my grip like the flying trapeze Into the dark, I plummet Now the sky's blackening, I know the mark's high Butter-flies rip apart my stomach Knowing that no matter what words I come up with Someone's gonna hark, gripe, and tell me my faith is shallow So I scrap these, as pressure increases, I fall on my knees I feel the ice cracking, because I wanna walk on water Just like Jesus I wanna walk on water But only when it freezes Time to go back to Carman's The Standard Back to the first time Jesus and I met Always in search of the sin that I haven't dealt with yet Will this step just be another misstep To tarnish whatever love or respect, I've garnered? My walk has to be perfect, a Christian life before you flawless And it always feels like I'm hitting the mark 'Til I go sit in the dark, look at it, and pick it apart God's given me all this Still I feel no different regardless People look to me to point them to God If only they knew, sometime it feels like a facade and it's exhaustive And I try to not listen to nonsense But if Satan is trying to strip me of my confidence Mission accomplished I wanna walk on water Just like Jesus I wanna walk on water But only when it freezes 'Cause I'm only human, just like you Making my mistakes, oh if you only knew I don't think you would love me the way you do 'Cause I'm terrified to let you down It's true, I'm a Rubik's, God's beautiful mess At times juvenile, yes, I goof and I jest A flawed human, I guess But I'm doing my best to not ruin your expectations There was a time I had the world eating out my palm Everyday I try to encourage others to keep going on And now I'm struggling to rewrite this song But how did my faith last this long? Begs the question, though Especially after I reaped what I'd sown As yesterday fades and the old kingdom is burnt to the ground And all that's left of all I owned Those days are long gone And it's time to put the past down Rebellion declines, that curtains drawn I'm closing the set, sin still poking it's head out from behind And everyday has doubt and reminds me Now forget your pain, forgive them and then do it 1,444 times I'll lie and say I no longer care and not let you see 'Cause I can't let this memory go without a fight One day my life be gone, outta sight, outta mind Can God made something from mine? But when I do leave this life, though, I'll be fine Please don't cry or sigh But that final bow will be divine, but for now I wanna walk on water Just like Jesus I wanna walk on water But only when it freezes 'Cause I'm only human, just like you I been making my mistakes, oh if you only knew I don't think you would love me the way that you do 'Cause I'm terrified to let you down If I try to walk on water, I would drown
  5. i was wondering if God can see all outcomes of every possible future. i know He is all knowing, can see the begining and the end so to me it makes sense
  6. theres plenty of freelance online work out there as well so dont just stuck to companies for online work
  7. what do you consider a man to be? is he strong? tough? doesnt show his feelings? is he a leader? what if you dont fit those catagories are you not considered a real man? this use to bother me a lot growing up and into adualthood cause i dont fit those ideals. i got skinny arms, im strong but not as strong as a "normal" man, i found that hiding ones "weak" emotions can lead to a being an emotinal wreck over time. growing up my idea of a man were what i saw on tv and in movies and i felt i wasnt a real man cause i didnt measure up to what holloywood was saying what a man was. i was ashamed to be myself and i was always trying to prove myself to be a real man in the eyes of others, especailly women. and it wasnt until i learned to accept myself as i am that i found peace
  8. not ready to make nice - the chicks now ready to make nice Forgive myself, sounds good Forget, I'm not sure I could They say God can heal everything But I'm still waiting I had so much doubt There's so much I had to figure out I paid a price, that I keep paying I'm now ready to make nice I'm now ready to back down I'm doing well, but I'm tired of the guilt Going round and round and round I just want to make it right And I would do it if I could 'Cause I'm doing well Can finally bring myself to forgive Me the way I should I know addiction said "Why can't you just get over it? I turned your whole world around And you don't like it" I made my bed, and I sleep like a baby With one regret, and I don't mind saying It's a sad, sad story When a mother will teach her daughter That to her I'm a perfect stranger Now how in the world Can these words that I write Show I stepped away from that edge I'd write them a letter Saying that I'm better But I can't cause Now our friendship is over I'm now ready to make nice I'm now ready to back down I'm doing well, but I'm tired of the guilt Going round and round and round I just want to make it right And I would do it if I could 'Cause I'm doing well Can finally bring myself to forgive Me the way I should I'm now ready to make nice I'm now ready to back down I'm doing well, but I'm tired of the guilt Going round and round and round I just want to make it right And I would do it if I could 'Cause I'm doing well Can finally bring myself to forgive Me the way I should Forgive me the way I should Forgive myself, sounds good Forget, I'm not sure I could They say God can heal everything But I'm still waiting
  9. you need to clear your browser cache
  10. but stay from the last thread we dont need anymore competition
  11. why dont you try a work from home job? theres plenty out there
  12. the ride - david allen coe Well, I was comin' back from sinning I had a lot of guilt on my back When a stranger stopped beside me in an antique Cadillac He was dressed like 1950 Seemed drunk and hollow-eyed He said, "It's a long walk back to God's throne Would you like a ride, son?" I sat down in the front seat, he turned on the radio And them old songs comin' out of them speakers Was gospel songs of old Then I noticed the stranger was ghost-white pale When he asked me for a light And I knew there was something strange about this ride He said, "Christian, do you still cry when you play with sin? Jesus paid your dues, His blood you can use So let your heartsong sing" He said, "Boy, can you feel that fire God placed inside? 'Cause if you're gold street bound let me warn ya, it's a long, hard ride" Then he stopped just outside of God's throne And he turned that car around He said, "This is where you get off, boy 'Cause I'm goin' back to guide another man'" As I stepped out of that Cadillac I said, "Mister, I apperiate it really " He said, "You don't have to call me Mister, Mister The whole world called me Billy" He said, "Christian, do you still cry when you play with sin? Jesus paid your dues, His blood you can use So let your heartsong sing" He said, "Boy, can you feel that fire God placed inside? 'Cause if you're gold street bound let me warn ya, it's a long, hard ride" He said, "Christian, do you still cry when you play with sin? Jesus paid your dues, His blood you can use So let your heartsong sing" He said, "Boy, can you feel that fire God placed inside? 'Cause if you're gold street bound let me warn ya, it's a long, hard ride" If you're gold street bound let me warn ya, it's a long, hard ride
  13. dont go into the fellowship hall of the forum
  14. ive had long hair a few years ago but i got tired of it always getting in my face when the wind blew or eating it while i ate, my nails grow long fast and when iwas younger i was ashamed of them cause i thought they were "girl nails",
  15. theres a lot of things women do that i dont understand so i dont even try
  16. Everybody's an outlaw - bryan martin Every Christian's an outlaw I was raised up under a simple man I grew up with a Bible in my hand Taught me how to love and how to fight Taught me what's wrong Taught me what's right Said one day you're gonna have a choice to choose Stick close to God and you won't ever lose Just remember even when I'm dead and gone Stick to your guns, son Make me proud Don't ever back up, don't ever back down Stand your ground and always call sin for what it is Cause this life can be real tough You protect your heart and always call Satan's bluff Don't think in this world, your fittin' in Cause every Christian's an outlaw Well the times have changed but not for me Heaven's gonna be my home along with my new family Two calloused knees and back to my roots I tell new babes every time Try to see the world through loving eyes And lead people to Christ if you can Stick to your guns, son Make me proud Don't ever back up, don't ever back down Stand your ground and always call sin for what it is Cause this life can be real tough You protect your heart and always call Satan's bluff Don't think in this world, your fittin' in Cause every Christian's an outlaw Stick to your guns, son Make me proud Don't ever back up, don't ever back down Stand your ground and always call sin for what it is Cause this life can be real tough You protect your heart and always call Satan's bluff Don't think in this world, your fittin' in Cause every Christian's an outlaw I was raised up under a simple man I grew up with a Bible in my hand
  17. i didnt realize how times i said "and" in the video
  18. not really just use one of the 3 ways i explained
  19. God i'm feeling low - sik world (Dear God I know I shouldn't live by my feelings But the facts right now hurt to much) Inside my mind going back and forth Every single night I ask the Lord Will he take all these grey clouds away Cuz when it rain I can't stand the storm Trauma's a pain that I can't ignore No drive for days, I'm a crashing course I tryna fight off my addiction I don't know how long I had it for But I had it long enough to know that It is apart of me They say get over it as if it isn't hard for me As if I didn't hear it from everybody else Giving me their opinion on everything They feel is wrong with me These highs and low, taken a toll I can't control, my feelings now I just don't know, how long I'll go Way down this road, I'm feeling down I make a rewrite so they feel me now Just cuz you exist, don't mean you're alive And I realized this, as time passes by I can't call it quits, I quit every-time I need to resist, this feeling inside I wish my pain would leave and just exit Maybe I didn't earned my lesson God I feel we're disconnected, cuz God I'm feeling low, low, low I'm feeling low, don't know where to go, oh God I'm feeling low, low, low I'm tired of the pain, wish I could go away, ay I tell myself that I got this Then tell myself that I can't do this Tearing down my spirit Now I'm in my feelings Man, when am I gunna stop this These voices in my head, do hit for sure Comparing myself till I'm insecure It hits me the worse when I'm feeling doubt I'm locked in my thoughts There's no getting out It's a toxic cycle that I can't break To paralyze to move, so then I just wait Till the pressure crushes me with all of this weight Trust me I tried to run but I can't escape Satan's always throwing my past in my face Porns like a potent drug, just to numb my pain I tried to open up, to the one I date Just to get broken up, yo what a mistake God I'm feeling low, low, low I'm feeling low, don't know where to go, oh God I'm feeling low, low, low I'm tired of the pain, wish I could go away, ay I pray the Lord my soul to keep This night mare isn't what I dreamed I cross my hands, in agony I pray, I pray, oh
  20. happy canada day to all my fellow canadians
  21. who i am - citizen soldier As these judging eyes surround me And silence tearing me apart Only seeing to the surface They refuse to see my heart In this mould that they have made me Tried so hard to fit in tight Every day's a punishment For being Christian but the wrong kind All their heavy words I carry Try to grind them down to dust But the pile's getting so deep Pretty soon a decision is a must I see two paths that sit before me The decision's mine to make Do I wear the mask and follow And pay the price of bеing fake? These wounds aren't healing And I am scared to death That I'll look into the mirror And believe the things they've said No I wasn't ready for the shame so heavy, maybe they will never understand Can't keep facing this fire, I'm just so tired Of being who I am No need to say that I'm immoral No need to tell me I'm a freak Don't waste your breath, you made that more than clear In the way you looked at me The only choices that you give me Two different posts you want to see Then you say I'm being fake I can't myself but be real These wounds aren't healing And I am scared to death That I'll look into the mirror And believe the things they've said No I wasn't ready for the shame so heavy, maybe they will never understand Can't keep facing this fire, I'm just so tired Of being who I am
  22. id have to invent time travel and find a girl who liked me
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