Ghostdog

i was thinking the other day about how some groups try and force the things they believe on other ppl and how those ppl push back usually and i wondered if i ever done the same thing with christianity. it made me pause for a sec

Interviewer: What does love mean to you? (Rachel: I want to be with you whether he is in the picture or not) Ghostdog: If you don't have the trust element, You're over Interviewer: How would you describe your relationships with women? (Ghostdog: I HATE YOU!) Ghostdog: You know, they broke my heart I know I've broke theirs too My love life is not exactly a highlight reel (Lindsay: I'm falling in love with you) I've been a liar, been a thief Been a lover, been a cheat All my sins need holy water, feel it washing over me Well, little one, I don't want to get into something All it's gonna cause is pain Truth right now is falling like the rain So let that river run Interviewer: Tell me about your relationship with Rachel Ghostdog: Honestly, that was the first relationship that I know I shouldn't have gotten into (Rachel: Hi Ghostdog: Hey Rachel: How you doing? Ghostdog: I'm good Rachel: I missed you Ghostdog: Yeah? Rachel: Yeah Rachel: I want to be with you whether he is in the picture or not Ghostdog: Really? Rachel: Yeah Ghostdog: What are we doing? Rachel: We're webcamming Ghostdog: Why? Rachel: Because why not? You want to do this with me, right? Ghostdog: Why do you have to be married Rachel: Ghostdog, you're everything that my husband isn't) She was married, yet we found our way, Guilt and pleasure intertwined each day. Introduced me to a world I hadn’t known, In the shadows of the screen, our seeds were sown. We explored desires through digital touch, In moments of escape, we lost too much. Her voice was a whisper that called me near, But the weight of our actions was crystal clear. She felt trapped in a life she couldn’t change, I was the escape from her cage so strange. We both ended it, walked our separate ways, A twisted dance in our secret haze. Never felt that depth of feeling again, A love built on guilt and digital sin. The lessons learned were harsh and true, The pain lingers on in all that I do. I've been a liar, been a thief Been a lover, been a cheat All my sins need holy water, feel it washing over me Well, little one, I don't want to get into something All it's gonna cause is pain The truth right now is falling like the rain So let that river run Interviewer: Tell me about your next relationship with Amanda Ghostdog: Oh man how much time we got? (Amanda: Hi Ghostdog: Hi Amanda: What's your phone number? Ghostdog: You're beautiful Amanda: Ghostdog I've fallen head over Heels in love with you Ghostdog: This girl at work-- Amanda: Stop please! Ghostdog: I think we're meant to be together forever Amanda: I'm sorry but theres another guy Ghostdog: I HATE YOU!) All the nights we shared, thought it was meant to be, We planned a future, dreamed of eternity. A year together, a promise we made, But reality hit, and our dreams began to fade. Headgames we played, you and I were tangled, Trust was a game, and our hearts were mangled. You left me for another, shattered my trust, The future we envisioned turned to dust. We thought forever, but the end came fast, Our love was a moment, just a fleeting past. I played my part, and you did too, The harsh goodbye left me feeling blue. You called, you reached out, but it was too late, The pain of the breakup sealed our fate. I was left with memories and a heart that hurt, Regret and sorrow, from the love we skirted. I've been a liar, been a thief Been a lover, been a cheat All my sins need holy water, feel it washing over me Well, little one, I don't want to get into something All it's gonna cause is pain The truth right now is falling like the rain So let that river run My name's (ooh), my name's (ooh) Ghostdog (ooh), river run Call me (ooh), call me (ooh) Ghostdog (ooh), let that river run Interviewer: How would you describe your relationship with Lindsay? Ghostdog: I really shouldn't have used her the way I did (Lindsay: I'm falling in love with you Ghostdog: Are you kidding me? Are you sure this is right? Lindsay: I'm sure it's right, Ghostdog: I don't want to be in a realationship I've already told, we've already talked about this Lindsay: Maybe this was supposed to happen for us Maybe I want something more between us-- Ghostdog: Hold on, hold on, hold on So, so listen, you're saying Us as in like we're together together Like I thought we were just making out Lindsay: You're kidding me You're involved in this too. And you need to take responsibility for your own actions You are so selfish Ghostdog: I'm selfish? how am I selfish? Lindsay: Cause you're choosing yourself over-- Ghostdog: You told me you didn't want a realationship Do you remember that? Do you remember us having this conversation? Lindsay: Okay, well anyone can fall in love when you fool around like we do, Well make a decision You wanna be with me? Ghostdog: I don't want to Lindsay: You and me did this together That's it Ghostdog: I'm not calling you baby) Still reeling from Amanda’s goodbye, I found myself lost, with no reason why. Lindsay came into the picture, sweet and bright, But my heart was still dark from the previous night. We were cybering, tangled in our virtual space, But I wasn’t ready for a real embrace. Her feelings grew, and mine were unclear, I was still healing from the last broken sphere. I left her quickly, couldn’t face the truth, A short-lived affair, a moment of youth. She wanted more, but I was just a ghost, Using her trust, I was the one who hurt most. We were a fleeting dream in a digital land, I walked away, unable to understand. The hurt I caused was something I regret, A short-lived love that I’ll never forget. I've been a liar, been a thief Been a lover, been a cheat All my sins need holy water, feel it washing over me Well, little one (I'm sorry) I don't want to get into something (I messed up) All it's gonna cause is pain The truth right now is falling like the rain So let that river run Interviewer: Just explain to me a bit about what the rewrite means to you? Ghostdog: What this rewrite means to me is something that I felt like I needed to get off my chest Interviewer: Do you have anything you’d like to say to them now? Ghostdog: I just want to say sorry for the way I treat you. I made mistakes and you deserved better.

i think paul had a better understanding than we do today. one reason is cause he had access to the original scripts whereas we have copies of copies. and as some said its been diluted over the years.

[in Ghostdog's head] Another rewrite? This guy cant write amything original He should stop Nobody likes them Am I the only one who likes the songs I've done? These thoughts running in my dang mind When you check your feed, and you hear nothing I ask why do I post rewrites online Oh, my my, hey, yeah Guess I'm a loner in the crowd Oh, my my, hey, yeah Guess being real ain't allowed Guess being real ain't allowed Unpopular, unpopular Cast me out, put me down Cause I write my lifes true facts Have you heard? I'm a commoner Got my family, sanity, everything I need If my efforts come to be Will my rewrites ever be Popular? Seen for what they're worth? I guess they'll always be unpopular I won't apologizе when I speak my mind I'm just bein' mе, so lay off Because of my rewrites they think I'll end up in hell I guess struggles are against the law, Oh, my my, hey, yeah I ain't a loner in the crowd Oh, my my, hey, yeah Guess being real ain't allowed Guess being real ain't allowed Unpopular, unpopular Cast me out, put me down Cause I write my lifes true facts Have you heard? I'm a commoner Got my family, sanity, everything I need If my efforts come to be Will my rewrites ever be Popular? Seen for what they're worth? I guess they'll always be unpopular To be unpopular Guess being real ain't allowed Guess being real ain't allowed I guess being real ain't allowed Whatever Unpopular, unpopular Cast me out, put me down Cause I write my lifes true facts Have you heard? I'm a commoner Got my family, sanity, everything I need If my efforts come to be Will my rewrites ever be Popular? Seen for what they're worth? I guess they'll always be unpopular To be unpopular

would you say that today we have a better understanding of the gospel than paul did?

[Ghostdog] The wind blows hard across one souls plain Makes one side think he went insane While the other quietly prays for rain That's where we came from Just a boy playing in the burning sun One side with the Book, the other with guns God calls but just one comes The other one runs [Ghostdog, Dennis] With a christian sense of wrong and right We were born and raised in black and white One side learned to pray, one side loved to fight We were born and raised in black and white We were born and raised in black and white [Dennis] Ghostdog took to the gospel road Spent his whole live guiding souls When he looks at me his blood runs cold He doesn't even try I had no dreams, I had no plans But sin felt good in both my hands He asks, “How could you do that, man?” I say, “I don’t know why” [Ghostdog, Dennis] Welcome home to sin's delight We were born and raised in black and white One side lives to pray, one side prays for light We were born and raised in black and white We were born and raised in black and white [Dennis] Someone ask me if I had regrets As they offered me my last request I asked my mortal soul be blessed By someone close to me I came to myself with trembling hands I swore I'd never understand I realized it's just what God had planned It was always my destiny [Ghostdog, Dennis] Don't waste your tears on me tonight We were born and raised in black and white I chose the dark, and chased the light We were born and raised in black and white We were born and raised in black and white [Ghostdog] The wind blows hard across one souls plain Makes one side think he went insane While the other quietly prays for rain Rom 7:18-19 “For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing.”

Take wheat and barley, beans and lentils, millet and spelt; put them in a storage jar and use them to make bread for yourself.

renegades of Christ No matter how hard they try, they can't stop us now No matter how hard they try, they can't stop us now We're the renegades of this day and age This day and age needs renegades Renegades of this day and age This day and age needs renegades From the early church to the Reformation Right down through the Middle Ages Christianity kept going through changes At first the Messiah came and things started to change Nothing stayed the same; there were always renegades Like Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Martin Luther, Billy Graham They were renegades of their time and age So many renegades We're the renegades of Christ We're the renegades of Christ We're the renegades of Christ We're the renegades of Christ People think God lives many galaxies away But He came to dwell among His creation It was a new revelation And He gave us a mission to share His truth and vision To go from land to land, spreading the message with conviction Preach to all nations x8 Now renegades are people with faith-driven philosophies Who change the course of history Everyday believers like you and me We're the renegades, we're the ones Living out a Christian philosophy Throughout the pages of history He calls on ordinary people like you and me C'mon We're the renegades of Christ We're the renegades of Christ We're the renegades of Christ We're the renegades of Christ We're teachers of the truth Not just empty talk We're guided by faith Walking the walk With the rhythm and beats, we'll do our best 'Cause you just need to plant a seed and He'll do the rest Today’s a time when Christianity Seems to be called insanity People from all around Reject teachings that are sound You have to be a renegade these days So dance Christian (dance) So dance Christian (dance) He said move gravestone (move) He said move gravestone (move) So dance Christian (dance) So dance Christian (dance) He said move gravestone (move) He said move gravestone (move) (x2) We're the renegades of Christ We're the renegades of Christ We're the renegades of Christ We're the renegades of Christ (x2)

i JUST replaced with a shorter vid lol

i forgot about that i know he has other shorter vids he prays at the end of every vid

My walk don't look the way the average Christian looks I'll admit I've taken roads I never should have took But you won't read those stories in the final books Even then you don't really know How I was a long time ago Females have been my trouble since I found that type of sin In spite of that I stopped and behaved now and then I built my fences high but I couldn't hold lust in But I was believing lies from below And I learned the truth a long time ago Don’t ask me about the years I spent out in the rain Or the times I had love that ended in pain Don't ask me what I did to cause tears to fall like rain I think you already know I told you that a long time ago Me and Ghostdog, against Godly ways we fought Misguided, our own way we sought Through God’s grace, lessons had to be taught We tried running, but where could we go? So we quit running a long time ago

You know His reputation I don't bow down to the lies that never came from heaven But they be too quick to misinterpret my salvation Providential how He's workin' with me through every situation, yeah, ugh Know we a chosen nation So it ain’t no sense in actin’ like this a revelation You think you're holdin’ me back, then here's your education This Christian just a savage gone off the reservation, yuh When I go Geronimo, His name gets heighten Never could be chained, at least far as I'm aware When I go Geronimo, I walk in His light Feel the flicker of His flame, then His peace in the air Know His reputation, my faith soaring high when I walk in His salvation Searchin’, For the fire in the sky See the constellation of His saints My spirit’s alive, no, I ain't dead Never gonna lose this soul He's led I'm saved. My sins are paid Living for Him till my last breath On the top of the mountain no matter how steep, Ran with the wolves, but really am a sheep Forever I will run, even if they bury me Born in the Spirit, His holy fire will always set me free. When I go Geronimo, His name gets heighten Never could be chained, at least far as I'm aware When I go Geronimo, I walk in His light Feel the flicker of His flame, then His peace in the air SHHH. Ain’t no hesitation, you know His reputation They have to bury me before I lose my salvation This ain’t a revelation, just His holy invitation You tried to break me, but He led me with His direction Walking through the trials, I can't be detained You can't break a soul reborn in His name Flicker in the fire, fearless in pursuit Walking through the embers with His word as my roots Now I'm praying for my enemies that wanna see me fall In the eye of the storm, His love conquers all Witness history as I rise in His light My spirit lives on when I go Geronimo… When I go Geronimo, His name gets heighten Never could be chained, at least far as I'm aware When I go Geronimo, I walk in His light Feel the flicker of His flame, then His peace in the air This ain’t no resignation They know we out here, they know we stand in His salvation I’ve seen the strong ones fall, but grace brings restoration You comin’ for me, you’ll witness His elevation Know we a chosen nation When I step out in His name, there ain't no hesitation You think you're holdin’ me back, then here's your education This Christian just a savage gone off the reservation When I go Geronimo

i do live in another country and i dont see america as great thats why i make a joke about it

so its gonna be called great america now? like great britian?

its funny how many short vids ive seen now mocking the ss and sloped roofs

in heaven by morning In heaven by morning, away from this flesh and bone Everything I got is laid down at His throne When the Son is high in that big ole sky I'll be joining Him in the air In heaven by morning, in heaven I'll be there They took my dreams in Fort Mac , broke my heart in 2008 Lost the desire for a wife or a girlfriend somewhere along the way Well I'll be standing on faith when I'm standing outside that gate And I hope my Judge ain't blind In heaven by morning, heaven's on my mind In heaven by morning, away from this flesh and bone Everything I got is laid down at His throne I ain't got a dime, but His peace is mine I ain't rich, but Lord I'm free In heaven by morning, heaven's where I'll be In heaven by morning, heaven's where I'll be

not before canada

actually they if they are under extreme strees or lack of food or other factors

Jesus come save me (intro) Ghostdog: Dennis get up Dennis: *mumbles* Ghostdog: get your bible you need to eat Dennis: I'll read it later Ghostdog: you need to eat Denniis: in a minute Ghostdog: wake up (Ghostdog) Jesus come save me Me from myself I'm so tired of fighting this hell (Dennis) Another vid and I start to spiral Anothher day of serving this idol Waves of guilt washing over me like tidal Saying I don't deserve this christian title I remember a time when I danced down the aisle It's been a long time since I was a new child Those were the days when my face had a smile But these days I just want to shout God how can You be proud of how I turned out Sorry that I choose porn and put it above You Sorry that I don't love You enough to Give it up and make my heart anew (Ghostdog) Jesus, come save me Me from myself I'm so tired of fighting this hell They say my lifestyle is bad for my spiritual health But its the only thing that seems to help (Dennis) Want to say sorry to the man looking back at me in the bathroom Sorry to that little boy I was before this sin led to my doom Hope the sincerity comes through Little bro sorry I failed you Sorry that you'll never get to Hold or hug a wife and kids They live on the other side of your eyelids Just know I tried I really did But those dreams out of my hands slid I feel so cheated From a foe I want defeated And the reasons are so deep seated (Ghostdog) Jesus, come save me Me from myself I'm so tired of fighting this hell They say my lifestyle is bad for my spiritual health But its the only thing that seems to help (Dennis) I know I need to do is commit But it's so hard to submit Another chance and I blew it Seeking an end to this conflict That doesn't end in a guilty verdict Sending out a save my soul As I fall further down in this deep hole Just as I'm standing on the brink Farther into addiction I sink Maybe take this bible and toss it When they lower me in my coffin there'll be tears fallin' down my cheek (outro) I'm a lost cause Don't waste your prayers on me I'm so damaged beyond repair Porn has stolen my hopes and my dreams I'm a lost cause Don't waste your prayers on me I'm so damaged beyond repair Porn has stolen my hopes and my dreams

Well, my name's Ghostdog and I serve the good Lord Heaven's the goal I'm racing toward But every day livin' in this old world Has become one too many days for me Being on the front lines of this spiritual war And I don't think I can pray no more And I ain't sayin I know for sure I'm just down on my knees Beggin', Lord, take me home I wanna go home I don't know how much longer I can go This battle's been so long I just know I didn't used to wake up feelin' this way Dealing with lust every single day Doing my best not to obey Tryin' to do what the bible say I wanna go home Four days ago buried the old me in the ground Saying this time I'll put the porn down And two days later giving into that sound Now I'm carrying all this guilt around Lord I wanna go home I wanna go home I don't know how much longer I can go This battle's been so long I just know I didn't used to wake up feelin' this way Dealing with lust every single day Doing my best not to obey Tryin' to do what the bible say I wanna go home My name's Ghostdog and I serve the good Lord Heaven's the goal I'm racing toward “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."

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don't you think this christian bad boy bit done got out of hand I'm for the law and order the way it should be This rewrite's about the time when you couldn't say that about me Someone called me a bad boy and I turned from being clean Then God had to put His foot down like I ain't ever seen Don't you think this christian bad boy bit done got out of hand It started out as a joke I hope you understand Doing whatever I wanted until I got busted by the man Maybe this here christian bad boy bit done got out of hand out of hand I was wrapped up in the persona that's why I never saw The car pull up the boys get out and the room fill up with law They knocked on the front door in the middle of the night They served their justice and brought me back into the light Don't you think this christian bad boy bit done got out of hand It started out as a joke I hope you understand Doing whatever I wanted until I got busted by the man Maybe this here christian bad boy bit done got out of hand out of hand I do think this christian bad boy bit done got out of hand