Ghostdog

i just found a few hours ago that out she died today

changes - nu breed I ain't never walked no line I can't claim to be a perfect saint But I promise you I'm one of a kind I been handcuffed, faced all my dirt I been dressed up, ready for church I've been betrayed, my heart is been broken And I broke some hearts and I ripped em open I'm just a man. I made mistakes Never settled down, living place to place I been ashamed and I've been proud I can laugh about it or break down Never been too good at love Never had a love that would love me back Never cried out to God until I needed help I was lost in sin and went way off track I been sick and tired, I've cried the blues I heard people sayin that I'm bad news And that's half the truth But, you only gonna see the half of me that you want to I've chased dreams, I've wasted time I've hurried up, just to wait in line But, I've paid my dues, I can't wait for mine I got a legacy to leave behind No matter what you think of me Just keep it real and don't be fake with me Dont talk that trash unless you're facing me And if you think I'll fail Just wait and see Cause God seen me through it all and now I'm not afraid The blood, the sweat and too much pain I've lost it all and got it all to gain So, I'm on my way, thank God I've changed Everybody changes, good or bad But it's up to you, what path you choose When your backs up against that wall again And you feel like everything's just fallin' in Everything changes, better or worse The real truth hurts You only get what you deserve Everybody changes, good or bad But it's up to you, what path you choose When your backs up against that wall again And you feel like everything's just fallin' in 'Cause everything changes, better or worse The real truth hurts You only get what you deserve Everybody changes and everything changes The real truth hurts You only get what you deserve Cause everybody changes and everything changes The real truth hurts and you only get what you deserve Never switched up, Never sold out Heartbreak and pains all I know about I need happiness, I'm gettin' older now My momma needs a better house And one for my little sister too So, I've gotta get my feet on the ground Gotta do this here with nothing to lose My friends have seen me struggle at times But, I did good a couple of times Look how far I've came with a troublesome mind When I could failed and came crumbling down I've did dirt, I've been kicked in it Built a house of pain and I lived in it Been badmouthed and talked down on So, it feels good to put a smile on And I promise that I'll never go back To that place that I lived in the past To the person that I used to be Cause I'm finally free at last So, if I never make it in rewrites Just know that I made it in life And that's more than I could ever ask for And I think I'm doin' alright No matter what you think of me Just keep it real and don't be fake with me Don't talk that trash unless you're facing me And if you think I'll fail, just wait and see Cause God seen me through it all and now I'm not afraid The blood, the sweat and too much pain I've lost it all and got it all to gain So, I'm on my way, thank God I've changed Everybody changes, good or bad But it's up to you, what path you choose When your backs up against that wall again And you feel like everything's just fallin' in Cause everything changes, better or worse The real truth hurts You only get what you deserve Everybody changes, good or bad But it's up to you, what path you choose When your backs up against that wall again And you feel like everything's just fallin' in Cause everything changes, better or worse The real truth hurts You only get what you deserve Everybody changes And everything changes The real truth hurts You only get what you deserve Cause everybody changes And everything changes The real truth hurts And you only get what you deserve

i heard about an opening for a resident ghost so i joined i came here in 2005 looking to find my way back to God after my family left the church we were going to. it was my first time being online and i had a lot to learn. i started in the chat room but now i just stay on the forums.

now your upside down

addiction - bryan martin I'm a darkness that comes in any size You can't hide me they can see it in your eyes Sinner or saint I'll have you believing lies But I'll be with you till the day you die Hiding in the shadows down the street Just waiting for the chance for us to meet Once I have you I won't let you go Jesus can have your heart, But I have your soul You can try to put me down but you'll always fail This ain't my first rodeo gonna put you through hell As you lie in bed with the sweats and the shakes I'll be waiting over here when your fever breaks Make you steal from your mom, make you steal from your dad I'll make you sell everything you have Forget about your kids, forget about your wife 'Cause I'm the only thing that you need in life Well I didn't come to you, you came to me So I'm not the one to blame you see You talk about all the things you changed When the morning comes I'll still remain You can hear the voices calling down the hall Ain't nobody there 'cause you've lost it all Come next week you'll be living in the street Don't worry brother I got all you need Well I come in many forms whiskey and pills Cocaine, porn, whatever spins your wheels I've been bought, and I've been sold Once I'm in your system I take control My names addiction it's a powerful name If you don't believe me come and play my game I took the best and watched them go insane Just kicked back and watch their lives go up in flames Im a darkness that comes in any size You can't hide me they can see it in your eyes Sinner or saint I'll have you believing lies But I'll be with you till the day you die

but there is more to a woman (or man) than just sex organs btw idk if you read my what is a man thread you might want to

so a man knows what a woman is better than a woman? im thinking you dont understand the point of this thread. its not about just phyiscal but about emotional, mental and spiritual as well

there have been 6 females post in this thread and 12 males, in my thread there was 2 females and 11 males why is there so many males posting in this thread? its about being a female and i for one dont have a clue whats its like to be a female

this is a repost walk on water - eminem I wanna walk on water Just like Jesus I wanna walk on water But only when it freezes Why, are my expectations of myself so high? Is it the bar I set? My arms, I stretch, but I can't reach A far cry from it, or it's in my grasp, but as Soon as I grab, squeeze I lose my grip like the flying trapeze Into the dark, I plummet Now the sky's blackening, I know the mark's high Butter-flies rip apart my stomach Knowing that no matter what words I come up with Someone's gonna hark, gripe, and tell me my faith is shallow So I scrap these, as pressure increases, I fall on my knees I feel the ice cracking, because I wanna walk on water Just like Jesus I wanna walk on water But only when it freezes Time to go back to Carman's The Standard Back to the first time Jesus and I met Always in search of the sin that I haven't dealt with yet Will this step just be another misstep To tarnish whatever love or respect, I've garnered? My walk has to be perfect, a Christian life before you flawless And it always feels like I'm hitting the mark 'Til I go sit in the dark, look at it, and pick it apart God's given me all this Still I feel no different regardless People look to me to point them to God If only they knew, sometime it feels like a facade and it's exhaustive And I try to not listen to nonsense But if Satan is trying to strip me of my confidence Mission accomplished I wanna walk on water Just like Jesus I wanna walk on water But only when it freezes 'Cause I'm only human, just like you Making my mistakes, oh if you only knew I don't think you would love me the way you do 'Cause I'm terrified to let you down It's true, I'm a Rubik's, God's beautiful mess At times juvenile, yes, I goof and I jest A flawed human, I guess But I'm doing my best to not ruin your expectations There was a time I had the world eating out my palm Everyday I try to encourage others to keep going on And now I'm struggling to rewrite this song But how did my faith last this long? Begs the question, though Especially after I reaped what I'd sown As yesterday fades and the old kingdom is burnt to the ground And all that's left of all I owned Those days are long gone And it's time to put the past down Rebellion declines, that curtains drawn I'm closing the set, sin still poking it's head out from behind And everyday has doubt and reminds me Now forget your pain, forgive them and then do it 1,444 times I'll lie and say I no longer care and not let you see 'Cause I can't let this memory go without a fight One day my life be gone, outta sight, outta mind Can God made something from mine? But when I do leave this life, though, I'll be fine Please don't cry or sigh But that final bow will be divine, but for now I wanna walk on water Just like Jesus I wanna walk on water But only when it freezes 'Cause I'm only human, just like you I been making my mistakes, oh if you only knew I don't think you would love me the way that you do 'Cause I'm terrified to let you down If I try to walk on water, I would drown

i was wondering if God can see all outcomes of every possible future. i know He is all knowing, can see the begining and the end so to me it makes sense

theres plenty of freelance online work out there as well so dont just stuck to companies for online work

what do you consider a man to be? is he strong? tough? doesnt show his feelings? is he a leader? what if you dont fit those catagories are you not considered a real man? this use to bother me a lot growing up and into adualthood cause i dont fit those ideals. i got skinny arms, im strong but not as strong as a "normal" man, i found that hiding ones "weak" emotions can lead to a being an emotinal wreck over time. growing up my idea of a man were what i saw on tv and in movies and i felt i wasnt a real man cause i didnt measure up to what holloywood was saying what a man was. i was ashamed to be myself and i was always trying to prove myself to be a real man in the eyes of others, especailly women. and it wasnt until i learned to accept myself as i am that i found peace

not ready to make nice - the chicks now ready to make nice Forgive myself, sounds good Forget, I'm not sure I could They say God can heal everything But I'm still waiting I had so much doubt There's so much I had to figure out I paid a price, that I keep paying I'm now ready to make nice I'm now ready to back down I'm doing well, but I'm tired of the guilt Going round and round and round I just want to make it right And I would do it if I could 'Cause I'm doing well Can finally bring myself to forgive Me the way I should I know addiction said "Why can't you just get over it? I turned your whole world around And you don't like it" I made my bed, and I sleep like a baby With one regret, and I don't mind saying It's a sad, sad story When a mother will teach her daughter That to her I'm a perfect stranger Now how in the world Can these words that I write Show I stepped away from that edge I'd write them a letter Saying that I'm better But I can't cause Now our friendship is over I'm now ready to make nice I'm now ready to back down I'm doing well, but I'm tired of the guilt Going round and round and round I just want to make it right And I would do it if I could 'Cause I'm doing well Can finally bring myself to forgive Me the way I should I'm now ready to make nice I'm now ready to back down I'm doing well, but I'm tired of the guilt Going round and round and round I just want to make it right And I would do it if I could 'Cause I'm doing well Can finally bring myself to forgive Me the way I should Forgive me the way I should Forgive myself, sounds good Forget, I'm not sure I could They say God can heal everything But I'm still waiting

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you need to clear your browser cache

but stay from the last thread we dont need anymore competition

why dont you try a work from home job? theres plenty out there

the ride - david allen coe Well, I was comin' back from sinning I had a lot of guilt on my back When a stranger stopped beside me in an antique Cadillac He was dressed like 1950 Seemed drunk and hollow-eyed He said, "It's a long walk back to God's throne Would you like a ride, son?" I sat down in the front seat, he turned on the radio And them old songs comin' out of them speakers Was gospel songs of old Then I noticed the stranger was ghost-white pale When he asked me for a light And I knew there was something strange about this ride He said, "Christian, do you still cry when you play with sin? Jesus paid your dues, His blood you can use So let your heartsong sing" He said, "Boy, can you feel that fire God placed inside? 'Cause if you're gold street bound let me warn ya, it's a long, hard ride" Then he stopped just outside of God's throne And he turned that car around He said, "This is where you get off, boy 'Cause I'm goin' back to guide another man'" As I stepped out of that Cadillac I said, "Mister, I apperiate it really " He said, "You don't have to call me Mister, Mister The whole world called me Billy" He said, "Christian, do you still cry when you play with sin? Jesus paid your dues, His blood you can use So let your heartsong sing" He said, "Boy, can you feel that fire God placed inside? 'Cause if you're gold street bound let me warn ya, it's a long, hard ride" He said, "Christian, do you still cry when you play with sin? Jesus paid your dues, His blood you can use So let your heartsong sing" He said, "Boy, can you feel that fire God placed inside? 'Cause if you're gold street bound let me warn ya, it's a long, hard ride" If you're gold street bound let me warn ya, it's a long, hard ride

dont go into the fellowship hall of the forum

ive had long hair a few years ago but i got tired of it always getting in my face when the wind blew or eating it while i ate, my nails grow long fast and when iwas younger i was ashamed of them cause i thought they were "girl nails",

theres a lot of things women do that i dont understand so i dont even try

Everybody's an outlaw - bryan martin Every Christian's an outlaw I was raised up under a simple man I grew up with a Bible in my hand Taught me how to love and how to fight Taught me what's wrong Taught me what's right Said one day you're gonna have a choice to choose Stick close to God and you won't ever lose Just remember even when I'm dead and gone Stick to your guns, son Make me proud Don't ever back up, don't ever back down Stand your ground and always call sin for what it is Cause this life can be real tough You protect your heart and always call Satan's bluff Don't think in this world, your fittin' in Cause every Christian's an outlaw Well the times have changed but not for me Heaven's gonna be my home along with my new family Two calloused knees and back to my roots I tell new babes every time Try to see the world through loving eyes And lead people to Christ if you can Stick to your guns, son Make me proud Don't ever back up, don't ever back down Stand your ground and always call sin for what it is Cause this life can be real tough You protect your heart and always call Satan's bluff Don't think in this world, your fittin' in Cause every Christian's an outlaw Stick to your guns, son Make me proud Don't ever back up, don't ever back down Stand your ground and always call sin for what it is Cause this life can be real tough You protect your heart and always call Satan's bluff Don't think in this world, your fittin' in Cause every Christian's an outlaw I was raised up under a simple man I grew up with a Bible in my hand

i didnt realize how times i said "and" in the video

not really just use one of the 3 ways i explained