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ok yesterday I had a convo with a group of people about god. I didn't initiative it , it started out about something totally different and just led up to God . So one dude didnt believe in the spirit of god... And that amazed me..his thing was being more concerns with facts: Like what was the first book of the bible, the fact its been translated so many different times and theres missing books....
but I asked, if all we have is a breathe in us-- what did Jesus come to save? And he couldn't answer that...
anyway, I keep replaying it in my mind..bc this was sooo off guard for me, I wasn't prepared... I'm still healing myself from church hurt... And ..idk I just felt like ...could have been someone else, plus I wasn't there to convert anyone... In still trying to keep myself saved...basically I'm saying I'm not perfect... I just wish it hadn't occurred because I wasn't ready.
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thanks you guys for all the kind answers BC I was seriously replaying everything in my mind ...but like one said.. I cant save anyone...thats the holy spirits job.. Not mine and he'll draw people to himself when hes ready.