Welcome Wiccan to Worthy. Honey I was lost, for forty-eight years and then Jesus came into my life. Jesus is every thing to me, He is Lord of Lords, King of King, Lord God Almighty. When you have been lost that long, and then you meet Jesus, you are over whelmed. I'm so greatful to my Lord, had I died before I met Jesus, I would have gone to hell. I know that is heavy, but it is the truth. I'm so sorry that when you were looking into the Christian faith, that the help wasn't there for you. Honey I believe that it is not an accident, that you are here. I also believe, that if Wiccan was all you say it is, you would not be here. I well give you an example, when I came to the Lord, and was born again, I was felled to over flowing, with the Love of Jesus. He became every thing to me, why would I ever go and look into, other beliefs, when I can feel Jesus in my life, so completly? Wiccan Honey, I'm here for you, as is every one else. In all honesty they would do a far better job of helping you then I can. But I can and well pray for you. I pray that you well stay, and this time around, you well truly be felled with the Love of Jesus. God Bless, Faith :prayer :dove