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About 11 years now. Since my mid teens.

I did that one time, and I was lead straight to John 8:44 "You are of your father, the Devil…" Was he telling me "Sorry, you're screwed!"?

Know what I really think? I think the enemy is just too strong sometimes. God can't do anything but watch and weep.

God promised we wouldn't be lonely, when he made a woman, remember? Why is that one not kept for so many people? I'm just saying.

I have tried and tried and God will not do his part. I always end up right back where I was, at rock bottom, no job, no friends, wondering if I should just end it. What am I supposed to think?? Maybe God is a liar

And? … I'm just stating what I have experienced in life. I'm not calling God a liar, but it seems he is not keeping his word, or CANT for some reason.

Like I said, yes I am. I have had this argument 100 times and it's infuriating. Live one week as me and then tell me I'm not cursed. God doesn't test people to the point of Suicide. I have tried.

Then why am I still cursed?

I am born again, and it doesn't change anything. I don't care how many people tell me "You aren't cursed, because Jesus became the curse", It's my life, and I know what I experience. It doesn't matter what other people believe or don't believe. Why does no one get it?

I'm very near the end of my life if something doesn't change.

I have even cursed at God repeatedly for allowing me to go through this. It's all but unbearable. Was this not why Jesus died on the cross for us? To become the curse, and protect us from unjust curses and torment from Satan? Why does the blood not apply to me?? I am in desperation right now.

It's just unbelievable how nothing can ever work out for me, even the smallest things. I can never keep friends, every time someone tries to be my friend, they start having these weird spiritual attacks when they get near me (I can see physical manifestations like eyes turning red, weird spasms/jerks, ect.) and before long I never hear from them again. I can't have a relationship because every woman God tries to put in my life gets attacked by Satan and/or instantly meets another guy. Even stupid little things, like I was trying to buy a car from someone recently, and the guy suddenly just hangs up on me and won't answer ever again. Find out 2 weeks later it was sold to someone else. The same stuff happens with anyone who tries to help me get deliverance or break this curse. They always have strange circumstances come up, like a relative will get deathly ill, they suddenly get extremely busy, or they just start ignoring me for no apparent reason. I feel like Satan hovers over me for the sole purpose of tormenting me in these ways just to spite me. I have no clue why or what I did. It happens every time. The latest one was I was trying to get deliverance at a church, and these are real people of God, but Satan got in their heads too. Convinced them that I just need to read the bible (like I never have before) and that I need to stop "worshiping other gods" (I never have!). It's driving me crazy to the point of wanting to kill myself. It just never ends. How do you break a curse that protects itself from being broken??

And over what span of time?

It "was", but WHEN was it "was"?

God is an eternal being. Have to think in eternity when interpreting prophecy from him, not in our linear timeline.

Are you talking about something like "Project Blue Beam"? The 2nd beast out of the earth He performs great signs, so that he even makes fire come down from heaven on the earth in the sight of men. 14 And he deceives [f]those who dwell on the earth by those signs which he was granted to do in the sight of the beast, telling those who dwell on the earth to make an image to the beast who was wounded by the sword and lived. 15 He was granted powerto give breath to the image of the beast, that the image of the beast should both speak and cause as many as would not worship the image of the beast to be killed. 16 He causes all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hand or on their foreheads, 17 and that no one may buy or sell except one who has [g]the mark or the name of the beast, or the number of his name. ^^^This "beast" is man made technology (out of the earth), not a person

"Was" is from a future point of view. "I saw this, when I was in the future" No prophets have been killed IN New York (or have they) but "Babylon is 3 related things" The woman, the city, AND the nation. Yes, God's plans, but the antichrist os of the Devil, not God

Yes, New York City.

Oh I am right. Definitely right. I could be wrong though. I will add, Ishtar (Roman Libertus) is the babylonian Goddess of love, beauty, sex, desire, fertility, war, justice, political power... Sounds like the "whore of babylon" to me.

That doesn't make any sense. Also, the world is already deceived. Its the most simple answer if you can see the whole picture. the entity John called a whore is actually a whore, an actual woman. Ishtar is the Babylonian goddess associated with love, beauty, sex, desire, fertility, war, justice, and political power. And if its any organization, its illuminati and/or masonry, not the RCC

Similar post to another one I did, but I'm going to come to the point now, and be blunt. Idol: (noun) an image or representation of a god used as an object of worship. Idolatry (noun) worship of idols. I'm sure we all have read about God's past wrath against idolatrous nations, so why can't we see what's right in our faces today? I fear the deception is already greater than people realize. We (The USA) have a GIANT ROMAN IDOL (By DEFINITION) Sitting on Liberty Island The statue of "Liberty enlightening the world" (her real name) is the Roman Goddess Libertus (literally "Liberty" in Latin) holding the masonic "torch of enlightenment" in her right hand. Ishtar in Babylon, Isis in Eygypt, Aphrodite in Greece, are all the same goddess. Babylon the great, the "prostitute", is her. It's really more simple than people make it. "Prostitute" is quite literal. (Foregive me if I'm preaching to the choir, I feel a spiritual "itch" to talk about this topic recently)

In short, (not going to mention what's very obvious already) I believe "Babylon" the great prostitute, is the roman Goddess Libertus (English Liberty) The beast she is riding is also the 4th beast in Daniel 7 (Rome) The statue of "Liberty enlightening the world" (her real name) is the Roman goddess Libertus (same as Babylonian Ishtar) holding up the Masonic "torch of enlightenment". If you are familiar with freemasonry, they worship a false God (probably a high ranking demon or Lucifer himself) that they refer to as "great architect of the universe". The term "enlightenment" goes all the way back to Genesis, the garden of Eden, the knowledge of good and evil ("For God knows that when you eat from it, your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God.") "She held a golden cup in her hand, filled with abominable things and the filth of her adulteries. I saw that the woman was drunk with the blood of God's holy people, the blood of those who bore testimony to Jesus." The "adultery" that the kings of the earth committed with her is receiving forbidden fruit from other gods. What's the forbidden fruit (look at the Apple logo for a subtle hint), and consider that our modern technology/AI is similar to the tower of babel in that we are trying to reach heaven, be God, or recreate God in our own image. What nation did most or all of this "forbidden fruit" come from (in some part)? For God knows that when you eat from it, your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God Consider the modern profession of computer programming, in that way we can literally be "like god" and speak our own words of creation, albeit on an infinitely smaller scale That covers Babylon the woman, but what about Babylon the "great city" and which nation falls in Rev. 18? This was my "eureka" moment, my heart skipped a beat when I made the connections Let's look at some names, because God seems to have left a message in certain names (as silly as it sounds, hear me out) First, the name "Donald John Trump" Donald = Gaelic Domnhall (Great Chief/World Ruler) John = Hebrew Yochanan (Jehovah has been gracious) Trump = Old English Trump, French Trompe (We know what the word Trump means) So his name is "Great chief, world ruler, graced by God, Trumpeter" Now let's connect it all together. The biblical name "Rome" means "Strength/Power" The continent of America got it's name from (presumably) Itallian explorer Amerigo Vespucci Amerigo is the Italian form of old German Emmerich (pronounced like "Emmerick") The elements of Emmerich in German are: hiem (home), amal (work/labor) ermen (whole/universal), ric (Power) So the name means something like "Newly built home of the universal power" So this "great city" is New York City, the "Big Apple", in the "Empire State" (<- more hints, go figure) And that is the city that the Antichrist will rule the world order out of during the tribulation Revelation 18 (The fall of Babylon) describes very well the effects the downfall of America would have on our current world.