Mobile21 is right Teh, the wages of sin is death. They (the OT people) desurved it. So do we today! So does everyone in every era in time! But the Good News is.... it doesn't have to be that way. God had a plan from before the foundation of the world to send His Son and cleanse us (yes, even you) from all iniquity! The gift of God is ETERNAL life! HALLELUIA!!!! We mustn't accuse The Soverign, Holy God, maker of heaven and earth of murder. He is the potter, we are the clay! I know where you're coming from though, Teh, before I was saved , I had some pretty hard, angry questions for God, too. And I WAS NOT interested in converting to Christianity. I also made myself moral judge of the Almighty. (I have to laugh at myself now!) I was perfectly happy with my tarot cards , astrology books, and my room so full of the smoke of aeroshieka incense that I could hardly see, much less breathe ! But I was always aware of the God sized hole in my heart, I had no idea how to fill it. Then people started praying for me. I struggled for a long time, but one day I just prayed. "God if you're really out there, I need to know it" . He touched me in a way that was so real to me that I couldn't question Him anymore, nor did I want to. After that all I wanted to do was worship Him, and to know Him better. Finally, I had peace! Finally, I knew that I had been loved all along. I don't know if anyone's ever told you this, but if Jesus would have faced the cross knowing that His suffering , and death would have saved only you, he still would have done it.He loves YOU! Blessings to you Teh wiccan.