Thank you to all of you brothers and sisters! I must say that anxiety, fear and worry is what we all experience from time to time. After all of the advices I got, I was overwhelmed and didn't know where to start. So I made the choice to start with God and it has been so much help. I saw great improvement in one day I spent with God. I felt at peace and rest. There is a lesson I learned from all of this. It is if you ever find yourself in this kind of situation where you are worried and anxious your first priority should be God. Of course we can seek help of other Christian's, but the way I see it. The Christian community or whoever we look up to for help is there only to pray and encourage you. Ultimately it's between you and God. So when we seek God first we are not being selfish and self centered. We are not focusing on our problems but focusing on Gods righteousness. With the same love that Jesus showed us, we are showing to others. When we live for God and others suddenly our problems disappear. We live in a selfish culture. But we as Christian's must not be confirmed into this world!
Your brother in Christ
Keny