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  1. Hi everybody! i wanted to thank everyone that prayed for me and give an update! God is certainly moving something along with us! Ever since my husband and I started praying regularly (not every night, but most nights, though I pray on my own throughout the day), BOTH my husband and I are have been experiencing a change in attitude and behavior. I’ve become more joyous and loving towards him. His temper has subsided. There are still tense moments but we haven’t fought badly like we have in the past. I have identified a demon that’s been tormenting him and have been praying him away. My husband has been more open to hearing about the supernatural things and ACTUALLY admitted to seeing a figure coming towards him at night and he was scared and it opened up a conversation between us and I explained to him what God has revealed to me. lately my husband has stopped waking in the middle of night being angry. He is still not sleeping well due to worry and anxiety and he’s still battling depression but I feel like we are finally getting a hold of his afflictions thanks to God and all the wonderful people that have prayed and fasted and encouraged me! My husband has told me that he hasn’t felt the demonic presence in some nights already!!! we still have a ways to go... God told me to pray against the spirit of restlessness. As this is Currently a huge affliction. My husband is constantly worried and he can’t sleep at night and it’s adding to his depression. It’s also bothering our daughter! Last night it took her 1.5 to fall asleep!! She was twisting and turning. She was so tired from the day and kept dowsing off and then all of a sudden wake up and start moving about and laughing and being crazy. I thought maybe she’s just over tired. But After some time I felt I needed to pray against an spirit. I started praying for the spirit to leave her over and over and she just fell asleep! my husband experiences the same difficulty but in a different way anyway, I’ll be praying and praising God!! thank you all!!!
  2. Thank you truly for all your caring and compassionate words. i have to let you know that your words give me strength and hope! thank you so much!!! I will keep my head up during this battle
  3. My husband shared something with me this morning that gave me hope and faith! We were talking about our argument he said, you forgot to pray every day this week... i told him I was just scared to initiate but I’m so happy to hear that he wants me to pray every day. he said don’t forget to pray every night and he said that he’s embarrassed to admit it but he is Secretly hoping for the “irrational” - meaning for God to help us. i have scriptures and prayers written out and I’ll write more to pray for us!
  4. There are demons living in this house I don’t know how to get rid of them Darkness just overtakes us here they just follow us everywhere I keep praying for light to fill this house and evict these demons
  5. It seemed like for a little while things have been getting a little better between me and my husband. He even started to open his heart to prayer. i feel like everything became undone with one argument. so many people have prayed for us I pray for us honestly, I want to talk about it but I’m tired. im so so tired. I can’t even express anything coherently anymore how much more can I pray scripture and speak it over our lives how much more can in “give it up to god?” im hurt
  6. Do you believe that Jesus Christ is your lord and savior?
  7. But you do get tormented by negative worldly things that you let into your mind... so it’s kinda like being in hell on earth. Be careful what you watch and listen to, it affects your spirit
  8. I empathize with you i have been hurt by enough people that at this point I don’t have any friends. I mean ZERO. Not even my parents. l wouldn’t have a single person to call I’m case of an emergency. I don’t trust people either and when I go out with my daughter to activities I keep to myself. ive had some really close people, including my parents, those I called “sisters,” and Christians really hurt and disappoint me. though I completely agree that it’s better to put confidence in the lord above man as scripture tells us it tells us also that it is not good for man to be alone. It seems like you are not completely alone... you have some friends and you should be wise who you let into your life that’s not wrong scripture also says “Proverbs 27:17 New International Version (NIV)17 As iron sharpens iron, so one person sharpens another.” we do need other people in our lives to help us through our Christian journey and keep us sharp in faith. I would say, it’s perfectly ok to be guarded but I wouldn’t isolate yourself either! not trusting people comes from some major pain in your heart that needs to be healed first. There is no point in thinking about others. this is the time to spend with God and ask him to heal the pain that’s in your heart and pray for His will for you life. And he’ll bring the right people into your life. so you’re not wrong but don’t neglect your heart
  9. I understand what you’re saying I worked a long time in solitude and it does get lonely and you start wondering about your social life and missing out and you think that others are having more fun. i was very motivated by my job and loved what I do (I’m a stay at home mom for now until I go back to work) i have learned going through my own difficulties that people are drama and bring about their own stress and problems that you may not see, especially “worldly people” A great place to start in terms of socializing is frequenting a church! thats where you can begin to make friends. Churches plan gatherings and events outside Sunday sermons and often by age groups. That’s a start! you can check out your local library for different weekly events they plan for adults that involve socializing many people use social media like “meetup” that networking site has faith based groups I’ll be honest my best relationships have been with those with whom I share faith. i can’t seem to be connected with nonbelievers anymore. but above all take it to God about what you feel that you are missing and see what He tells you!!
  10. It’s such a long and complicated story I wrote in my previous post a little about it... shes 12 years old and she stopped talking to me. She decided to live with her dad. I can’t blame her because she got tired of seeing me and my husband fight. I didn’t stop her from that decision. I wanted to make her happy but I wasn’t preparing that she would stop talking to me completely. I’ve continuously reached out to her texting and calling she finally agreed to speak to me on the phone and it seemed like a promising conversation which ended with her asking me to come see her and talk more in person. I thought we were on our way to a resolution. I listened to her. I apologized for the things she felt a strongly about. We talked about rebuilding our relationship. She told me she loved me and missed me too. Then again, she stopped talking to me and only one time texted with me telling me that she’s not ready yet. I told her that I understand but I would like to keep in touch. I text her loving things, apologetic things, pictures, etc. shes ice cold to me im so hurt because I can’t describe what this feels like when your daughter doesn’t talk to you i tried so hard when our relationship was strained and we were still seeing each other... I pleaded with her dad to help and my Own parents whom she adores. she holds her dad in high regard and my parents too there is so much history behind this that’s difficult to explain but I’m so hurt by them all (not my daughter- she’s just a child) I supported every Family relationship in my daughters life- her dads, grandparents on both sides selflessly and I never let my own feelings get in the way of anything. now I feel like it came at a cost to my relationship with me... she adores her dad and my parents because I did nothing but encourage closeness there. my mom was hurting so bad because she missed out on her first grandchild due to a fall out with her and her daughter in law. I made sure to foster my daughters relationship with her. she repays me by essentially stealing my daughter away from me. As much as pleased with her to help me with my own daughter, she did nothing but worse than nothing. Because she didn’t get along with my husband, my parents talked trash about him/us. It’s a lot in there too... im so saddened that my daughter forgot About me and all the love I poured into her. i sit and I remember her as a baby and I weep. It hurts so bad She feels like a stranger to me now. I don’t know anything about her... im struggling so much trying to fix my marriage and also get her back
  11. This is exactly how I’m thinking and trying to live each day! You’ve hit it!! this morning my husband woke up in a loving mood. He was so happy and energized. I haven’t see him like this in years. He usually wakes up tired and is rushing to work nervous and agitated and cursing. i know we prayed last night!! to me this is such a big deal
  12. My husband actually asked me to pray today! hes initiated prayer each time that must be God working i think he is too proud or too scared to admit that he wants to see God change something for us the prayers are short but I will take it! I’m excited about this development i feel like this past weekend, things seemed to go ok all things considered. I was filled with so much love and motivation. we did have one fight over the weekend today Seemed like a step backwards. He pushes my buttons so hard I wanted to really just be filled with hate. I’m glad the Lord somehow sought me through it. its so difficult, each day. I prayed today that I am weary and I don’t want to fight. I want God to tale over this fight completely and give me rest. I’m not sure how else to pray this. I feel like I say it everyday.
  13. Truly your words inspire me and fill me with strength and motivation! i agree that I need to keep my eyes on Jesus and keep seeking, asking, knocking i know His promises are true “faith has made you well!“ That’s a recurring scripture and I need to be faithFUL. I am excited that I can start praying with my husband. In time things will be better and I’m so thankful for all the prayer warriors here!!
  14. Hi Tzephanyahu, I am baptized! I have been filled with the Holy Spirit and been delivered twice from my own demons. I used to have a wonderful spiritual and church life. things fell apart when I made the mistake of marrying a nonbeliever- which is another long story. but at this point it’s neither here nor there and i am praying for all of that To be fixed!! I made mistakes and I feel like I am paying for them now. my older daughter won’t speak to me. I had a falling out with my parents. I have lost my friends over the years. I don’t even understand it. I truly feel someone either cursed my life or I am paying for my sins now. i know God can turn everything around thr way my life has turned out, I know there is some serious spiritual warfare going on-things don’t just spiral down like that out of nowhere! my husband is very much in the dark and I know that I need to be his light. I don’t witness to him because it causes more tension anyway. I try so hard to stay afloat but his darkness consumes me. I pray for God to give me strength, warmth, compassion, wisdom to handle my husband I miss being filled with the Holy Spirit
  15. I know it’s because I have wonderful Christian brothers and sisters praying for us!! I’m so thankful
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