unspokenrequest

Why does he act up when my mom comes around. He's almost 30 years old and he's over here tormenting a sibling in the family. I noticed bad things happen when she is around.

Finding another place to stay with money? Money is sadly the only issue of why I can't move and I really desperately want to get out of the unsafe environment I am in. I am begging.

And in a unsafe environment? I asked so many times to move.

Either that or just a curse on a family in general.

I unfortunately had “family” members play with ouji boards in the past and did all kind of stuff like calling the dead and a trying to contact them. Now I have an uncle in the Freemasons along with another “family” member and I know the masons are evil and they sacrifice people at the 33rd level. I noticed life got so much harder when he got involved with that garbage. When he join that occult , that is when his mother died and she only kept getting sicker while he was in that garbage occult. His son also go sick and developed some type of illness. It seems like way too much of an attack on Christians in the family. It’s getting too difficult to survive. I heard of cursed objects and possible spirits attached to certain things but I can’t get them to throw those things away. For one example an owl on a necklace or a certain stone. I had a so called friend that tried to get me to go in a physic reading place for a party and I would not go. I also have the most bizarre guys trying to use me and no one decent has came. I don’t even play mainstream music because I know if you play some of it backwards it can say some evil stuff. I don’t watch tv or anything bizarre. I just don’t know know why I keep living around evil and or having evil friends who are only interested in going to a club and doing drugs. Life is also difficult , too many things going wrong. Some how I always end up living around evil people or in a bad neighborhood. The least I ask for is to be able to live in a home and not an apartment and to not be lonely.

I wish I could stay with someone, but I don’t know anyone. I need to get out of the environment it is not safe and the people I live around are not safe.

I quote scriptures and pray and he still abuses me. I have been begging for help to get away from him. He torments me as soon as I wake up. I need help.

Every place I live in, every place I work, every school, every friend, every guy??? Even some people in the church , who actually were slightly racist. It's not me.

My dad was abusive and it is really something how his sons became the same way. Mom did nothing to control them while they were little and the abuse change them in a negative way. They did not mature and she can't tame them now and I am now having to deal with abuse 2.0 . Will anyone ever love me to get me out of this. Better yet the rapture just come and end the suffering for the Christians who deal with abuse???

It's so odd how he is ALWAYS AFTER ME, no matter what I do. If I was like job or ignored him more, would he not be SO after me or attached. There are things that shouldn't be coming my way. I'm not opening doors to evil. I react and like a bully he wants a constant rise out of me. Why must he also use "family" members?