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Well thankfully I have my twin sister and she is also going through deliverance so we try to lift each other up when we can. But yes, I do plan on joining a body of believers sometime.

That reminds me of this verse: “There are many plans in a man’s heart, Nevertheless the Lord’s counsel—that will stand.” ‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭19‬:‭21‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

Oh yes. The attacks obviously ramped up when I repented and fully turned to God. It’s insane. But so many “Christians” told me that I shouldn’t be attacked if I was a believer and that Satan would leave me alone. So I was confused for a good while lol. But now it makes complete sense that Satan would go for Christians because the unbelievers are content in their wickedness. How much more of a gain would it be to Satan to wear down a Christian?

I definitely take back what I said about life being boring. Spiritual warfare is obviously ANYTHING but boring lol. I now know how to fight demons, I’m less scared of them now and that’s the goal. Cause I’ll be doing this my whole life or until Jesus returns. Also Jesus is giving me dreams and sometimes I pray from 12-3 am. God is amazing!

We are meant to be here to be lights to the world. But I was saying that Satan is allowed authority on the earth. He’s the prince of the world. God gives him authority over the non-believers, their souls are his. Even some people that are “Christians” are going to hell because they aren’t born again.

I laughed because that is too accurate. It doesn’t matter how many times God has moved in my life, I’m always surprised.

Absolutely agree until Jesus comes back and restores the earth. Every time I step outside it’s absolute chaos and I know it’s only going to get worse. I just want to be with God and stay hidden in his word. In the shelter of His wings.

I’m the same way, I’m just a people pleaser. Honestly I’m a homebody too. I don’t care for travel either. My mom drove me around for hours when I was a kid so I developed car sickness real bad. I think it can be cast out now but yeah. I’m definitely more simple minded now than I used to be and my life has gotten so much easier! I’ve been throwing away and removing things from my life that are worldly. I don’t have to worry about people too much just yet and while I’m still manifesting I’m trying to stay away. But I definitely wanna join a church sometime this year.

Haha I agree! When I evangelize, the Holy Spirit fills me with confidence I don’t have. I still have the Ahab spirit (fear of man) and get nervous talking to men about God. Since all the men in my life growing up were weak and angry, that’s all I knew. My trust in God has grown since I’ve posted this. I’ve developed more of a relationship with God and He has already healed me twice, no three times of physical ailments I’ve had. I think that’s a testimony in and of itself because it’s only been 2 whole months since I turned away from sin and worldly things to follow God. I don’t think that I realized the damage I (and other people) had done to my physical, mental, emotional and sadly, spiritual state. I am literally having to be delivered from tons of physical ailments, soul bondage, etc. this brings on a whole new meaning to “born again” for me lol. My deliverance and healing is going to take a while and while the process is painful, it will be worth it.

Yes! The good things… the fruitful things take time. They need faith to mature. And obedience to God. The desires of the flesh are easy but lead to destruction. We have to show our loyalty to God on this fallen earth by avoiding the people, idols, adversary, etc that try to tempt us away from God.

You all have such insightful wisdom! I do pray that I can continue in the way of God for the rest of my life and turn my eyes away from worthless things. I do plan on having fellowship with believers again, which I think will encourage me more. Thank you for all your responses, I’ve enjoyed reading them.

This song has helped me a lot during spiritual warfare and shows me that God is greater than the trials and tribulations that we will face on this earth. I hope that it encourages you too! He alone is worthy!

Thank you for showing me this thread! So when I started doing deliverance, I found out that there are demons that cause addictions. Thank God that I’ve always hated the smell of cigarettes and never done drugs, but I do deliverance for other things. Noah Hines is a deliverance minister. Can I share a link with you? [See YouTube: Deliverance Prayer | Drug Use Pharmakeia Nicotine] I promise that you will notice thoughts go away, etc. I wish I had started deliverance years ago.

Hear me out.. This world is made for those who indulge in the flesh. We can’t really care about food that much, we even should fast, or we have the sin of gluttony. We aren’t supposed to care about money or how much we make and we should give some to God. The secular people drink to excess, travel, party, go to fancy places/take vacations..We are not to care about in general what a lot of the world cares about. These people care about everything but the things of God. For a Christian, life can be very boring. Sure you can raise kids (if you want), or you can be in ministry, but since I started not caring about what the world cares about, I’m wondering besides my purpose of spreading the good news, is anyone else feeling miserable just seeing that we aren’t meant to even be here? We are meant for a heavenly kingdom. I know that. Yet basically everything on earth is meant for secular people. I would rather be in Heaven worshipping my Maker than being here on earth constantly fighting a battle because I’m resisting the Devil. I know Paul also desired this.

I have abusive parents and I cannot tell you how hard it is to deal with them. They didn’t raise me well and my mom even admitted she would have preferred to not have kids. If your parents are manifesting their demons around you, why would you voluntarily be around them? You can honor or forgive them from a distance. Don’t visit them if they are just there to berate you. They want to be a stumbling block. A lot of us were not blessed with good parents.