My story is long but I can share the clift notes. I started doing drugs when I was 15. Drinking, smoking pot, shoting meth and coke and all kinds of crime as well. I was sent to prison at 17 for robbery and also I had burgleries and other stuff. I got out at 19 became a dad and then got married one year later. I should say that when I was 12 I did give my life to the Lord but as you can see I went my own way. I went back to the Lord for a time during the mid 1980's but then in 1992 got back into the drugs and lost everything. I was tied up in the world of meth and stayed in it for five years! I lost my family and ended up in Teen Challenge up in Oakland,CA. I stayed there for 14 months. After I got out I stayed clean for 18 months and then back into the drugs again! I was dealing meth and turning over about 4 ounces a week and smoking PCP at the same time. I was involved in pornography and lots of really bad situations, it was hell. I did it all, theft, possesion of drugs, DUI, spouse battery, assult on a police officer, burglery, robbery. Through the grace of God I ended up back in jail in 1997 and the state wanted to give me six years in prison. Without going into many strange and bizarre details I am free today and have been cleaned up for five years now. I play my guitar with the worship team at my church and have wrote many songs about the Lord and what he does for people. My kids have been through lots of junk but I am now chasing after the Lord with the same effort that I used to go chash the bag and the devil. The Lord is good and now I am just trying to be the dad that God commanded me to be. Thanks!