Having grown up in a "once saved always saved tradition" and then later being discipled by "falling from grace" folks, I went to the Lord and asked Him which idea was right. I expected that He would answer through His word as I sought Him. Initially I could only go back and forth in trying to decide which camp I fit into, but all He would say is "Just trust Me".
I have since realized that I have no control or decision making capability about anyone's salvation but my own, and since in this life only today is promised, and the Bible clearly states that "Today is the day of salvation" that all the scenerios I can think of are fruitless for me.
Am I saved today? When I am convicted of sin in my life I have the opportunity to let my heart be contrite and repent or to resist the Spirit. I have made both choices in the past, but "Today is the day of salvation" Is my conscience clear? Am I rejecting his favor and mercy and love today?
Love you all,
Viki