vcdstroyr

In my change I am also doing better with the kids as well. I won't lie and say I'm not physically attracted to this woman but it's not just that. I'm actually trying to have a good relationship with her and God. Her divorce will be final in March and I want to know I have a place in her heart at that time. I think I have come on too strong in my efforts to win her back. I need to trust in God that all this will work out. Please pray for my situation.

I got in a relationship with a soon to be divorced woman and are living together. The future ex husband cheated on her numorous times and is currently living with a girlfriend. He is also a Christian but his actions with his wife and his refusal to go back to her and work things out doesn't show it. We both repented for what we did and asked forgiveness from God and the ex-husband. Yet he still refuses to go back to his wife. I became distant, a jerk, and wasn't bonding too well with her kids and he lost interest in me romantically. We are still living together but I'm looking for my own place to live now. I have found God again and asked forgiveness from God and her for my actions but I think I mess up bad enough that she will not take me back. I realized what I did wrong and with God by my side once again I want to make things right and have been doing so (I think) but it appears it's too late and she won't have me back. I have prayed to God to take away the feelings of love and hope of getting back together with this woman. But I sometimes find prayers and passages leading me back to feeling love and hope in this woman. I'm not sure but I think God is keeping those feelings in me for a reason. I need some advice and some prayers please

Tim LaHaye and Jerry B Jenkins

I started reading these books a few years ago. I use to read them while I went to the field for training. I have book 10 and I haven't read it yet. But it's been so long since I read the other ones that I'm thinking about starting all over. I would have to go out and buy some of the books because at the time of reading I borrowed some from my friend.

I use this name in other forums so why change it and be confused. I like playing Star Wars computer games so I made this one with the name of a ship on the game. Victory Class (Star) Destroyer = vcdstroyr