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Hello there.. Well dear, we are all only Human.. but there are two ways of being Human you know.. We get het up..and need to loose some stress...that is good.. But sometimes we hurt the very people we really love.. Why don't you do the 2nd way of being human now ... And go and give your Dad and then Mum, a BIG HUG EACH..and say SORRY!! to them.. We never grow too old , to say that wonderful healing word..SORRY, you know.. It can work wonders..and it can freshen up the atmosphere, really well.. And you are never grow to old to receive it either.. Worth a thought anyway.. You will be in my thought's, Prayers are with you... Could you please come back and tell us how you got on..? Love message X+

Hello JIR1, Its been so good to meet so many members altogether.. I feel rather like a little girl at a party..,unexpetedly finding that she has a pile of present's waiting for her...The Lord is good... Thank you for all your loving and sincere words..yes I am so glad, if I have encouraged you in some way.. Encouragment is part of my ministry for the Lord.. yes I'd like us to exchange emails..and send hope to one another that will be very good..thank you so much..for your great posting.. Hope to hear from you soon..Your always Welcome.. Sincere love and kind thought's, From Message X+

Hello Elihu's Girl.. Thank you for all you put in your posting..it meant alot to me.. I was sorry to hear that you suffer with depression... Look any time you feel low..PLEASE email me.. and I'll see what I can find in my books... and that to try and give you a smile.. and also food for thought.. Please take care...I care..so now you will have to won't you..lol! I mean it, I don't want you stuck in a corner..just send me a line or two.. and I will try and write back as soon as I find I have an email.. Thanks again.. for your words..and compliment..about my joy.. Take care..Jesus loves you very much.. He really understands you, you know.. He had His cross to bear as well.... Don't forget to email me will you.. writing is part of my ministry for the Lord..encouraging is another part of it.. I wish you a very good week health wise... Take care my friend take care.. Sincere thought's From Message X+

:emot- highfive: Hello Rebekah David.. thanks so much for your posting. And your prayers.. I am overwelmed at the response to my request.. It's given me a nice warm feeling inside.. God Bless you Sister.. Sincere Thought's, From Message X+ In the hour of adversity be not without hope---For crystal rain falls from black clouds.. Anon..

Hello Truespirit.. I just had to thank you for all your Sincere words, and thought's in your posting to me.. So many people posted to me, it's made me feel rather overwelmed really.. been many years now, since I had so many people around me.. And do you know what..It really feels good! I will remember all your kind words..they meant a lot to me.. Thanks Truespirit.. You are all building me up.. my ego must be at least 80 foot of the ground by now.. Everyones sincere words compassion and love..May God Bless You All.. Thanking you so much.. Love and Sincere Thought to you.. From Message X+

Hello Leonard.. It really is so nice to meet so many people together.. Thank you too, for your very kind posting... It was very good of you... Thank you for all your prayers Leonard.. I need them...I fogot to put in my request.. that because I had too much sadness, for me to stand.. The doctor also told me, that half my brain has now closed it's self down.. But the doctor added there are quite a few people walking around like that, whom do manage to lead quite good lives.. But there are so many bits of me, that either don't work, or only work a bit lopsided.. That at times it all becomes rather fraustrating..Thats mainly what gets at me.. I can manage for ages and ages.. then I find it hard.. If only I could get my brain and my mouth to synchronize, their watches together, a lot better..prap's it might help me more.. LOL!! In one of the postings someone said that she thought I found it hard to focus at times.. she had it in a nutshell... sometimes I find reality rather a long way off, other times its there a bit.. Anyway I have found that one can get used to anything, given time, and I really have accepted it all now.. Of course, laughter islike a good medicine..As the Bible says... I use humour a lot..mind you I can't stop it.. It seems to have a mind of its own... I come from a humourous family.. so expect that may be hereditary...So it's stuck fast now.. nothing I can do about it now LOL!! Anyway, thank you again for your compassion and support.. it really does mean a lot.. It has been such a long time, since I had such a lot of people around me.. I had alsmost forgotten how good it feel's.. Thank you once more for all your prayers.. Love and sincere thoughts, from Message X+ ******************************* But I fortunatly come from a family of fighters.. And as a line of a song goes.. God put a fighter in me..Amen for that.. **************************************** In the hour of adversity be not without hope------ For crystal rain falls from black clouds.. Anon... May God Bless You Leonard.. X+ ****************************************

:emot -highfive : Hi Elizabeth.. I just had to thank you too for being so understanding.. All these replys have really made me feel humble.. thank you very much for your posting... you are all building me back up again, in the Lord's name.. Amen.. May the Lord Bless you, And keep you, Love and Sincere thoughts, from Message X+

Hi! Heidi Anne, thank you so much for your very kind posting it was so nice to have so many supporting me.. thank you for you kind words. Compassion and Love.. Take care , Love and sincere thoughts, From Message X+

Thanks for all your comment's catsmeow.. and for your lovely prayer.. I will visit that website.. I thank you for your caring, and love and compassion.. It really meant a lot.. I am very greatful for your posting.. Take care.. May the Lord , reach forth,and help you with all your suffering.. many thanks, from Message X+

Please would you pray for me..I keep getting very down, and depressed.. Like all Givers, I find it, *the hardest thing in the world to ask for something for myself.. Hence the embarrased face above..* But I really must unburden myself to you, before I seemingly go off POP--BANG!!.. But as I said, the Lord really wants me to unburden myself to you all.. [Very Embarrasing!] I could do with your prayer's, and support.. It's just that, eight years ago.. I had a Very Severe, Breakdown..And almost died.. Really due to a lot of factors.. Things, that I was told in hospital, that I had never really dealt with..even though, I thought I really had.. We had a lot of death's in the family..really, really, close, close, close, relatives.. A lot with Cancer.. Then it seemed it was, one thing after another.. My short marriage broke up, 2 lots of violence followed.. Leaving me with a seven week old, baby boy,to bring up.. But Mum and Dad, welcomed me home, with great wide open arms, and supported me all the way.. Ten years on..and.. My Dad was ill, had to have a Colostomy, because he had Cancer.. He also had breathing difficulties..it became very hard, to watch this dear kind gentle man, fight for every breath, for almost five years.. Besides all the pain he was in with Cancer.. After almost five years of suffering my Dad died... Mum and I were broken hearted..we were a very close knit family..As we were with relatives too.. Mum was ill,then....Senile Dementure..Used to see all sorts of things... I thank God for the Day Centre, and the Respite hospital, . Five year's afterwards,I lost my Dearest Mum... A couple of months later, After, losing Mum..I didn't feel hungry, and the out come of that was, for almost a year, I starved myself... And slowely lost all my health..mental and physical........ I had sorta burnt the candle at both ends looking after them..Nine and a half years in all.. But they had never let me down..and I had never questioned it.. But, I was SOOOoooooo!! Glad that I looked after them.... It had just seemed, 'Very Natural', thing to do, to me... Just a tiny, way of expressing, A Big Thank You... for all they had done for me.. A way of showing the great love I felt for them.. A year on, and I was so thin..had lost over 5 stone..was taken into hospital, because I was shaking from head to foot, and just couldn't stop.... Anyway, here I am now.. Almost nine years on, having been much blessed by God..*With Hindsight*.. And I have now Accepted it all.... Great lack of concentration..which leads to all sorts of things.. Such as, Very short term memory..Sometimes very short, can be seconds.. sometimes quite long.. Muddled speech, when brain and mouth, have forgotten to synchronize!! . It also makes me quite deaf at times.. Whose counting though..and I really do mean that...............AMEN.. Blessing's sometimes come, all inside out, and upside-down.. But Everything, has so much widened my Understanding, of Human Suffering, it really has.. Such a huge blessing that is.. It's like all barriers have now been knocked away... Last year, I found I have Osteo Arthritis, in both hands..I have to wear splints now.. to stop my hands really going out of order..And I have also have it coming in my feet now.. I do get down at times..it's all the fruastration I think .. But like most of us..I stick a smile on my face..Really mean it too.. But I need your prayer's.. That I will remain as stable as I can.. Otherwise there could be a chance, that I could have another breakdown, the same as the last.. Of course I really would like that!! AHEM!... Also as I also, have prayed as well.. I would really like it, if you could pray, for the Lord to fill my life with Christians.. As through the stigma of my illness.. I also lost a lot of people, whom, I thought were friends..got over that.. It must be, 'cause the Lord has some other people, He would like me to meet..Hallelujah!! I need a new church too..but we won't go into that one.. Also..I would like the Lord to widen my Ministry for him..As, I am an encourager,and do write to people,on the Internet.. Hallelujah!! Thank God for the Internet too.. We are able to really help people, without even going out the front door.. Isn't it funny..we can do almost anything, to help others.. The only one, we find hard to help, is of course ourselves.. Also, as my Mum had Rheumatoid Arthritis.. I am told, that mine could also change to that.. As I said, I have accepted it all now.. Its just very fraustrating, when I have to try and remember a word..or I was going to say something..then it's gone.. If anyone,when I am talking, butt's in, to say something, my mind goes blank.. And if I get too much stressed, my mind just goes completly blank..for ages..and I hardly know where I am.. So Please, could you pray, that I stay stable, and for the Lord to fill my life with Christian's,and give me a new church..new to me I mean.. Thank you for reading this.. May the Lord, help you too, with the problems that arise in this life.. May He strengthen your Faith,and give you a closer sense Of His Holy Presence..Amen.. Love and Sincere Thought's, From Message X+

:rolley :thumbsu p: es: Thanks George.. I didn't really understand what things you had to do..I really feel 'Much Richer', for reading your post....it's nice to know we have you keeping an eye on us too.. Thank you, for All your honesty, and being So Sincere too... that really helps.. May you have a Blessed day in Christ... Sincere wishes from, Message X+

:th umbsup: Hello D Luke, I just had to tell you, that I was feeling very sad and rather alone again.. [some years ago, I lost a lot of relatives with Cancer... Sometime after,I looked after my own Mum and Dad for almost 10 years.. Dad had Cancer, Mum had little things wrong, then the last 5 years, she had Senile Dementure badly.. I seem to have written that a few times on a Forum, each time it comes out though.. I am sorry to keep mentioning.. Anyway..I came to this forum, as I was curous about the title of it.. Please could you thank your sister, for sending it to you, and I really really thank thank you, for posting it to me too.. Through it, I was really blessed,and the Lord yet again touched my heart, with his love.. And gave me great assurance, throught that poem, that He was always there, whatever circumstance, we might find ourselves in....He is always there.... He always is ready to love us... We are never out of His Heavenly Glance..However we may be feeling.. But being mere humans we forget that..And therefore, other's are given a chance, for their compassion to reach forward in His Holy Name..And give us the great reassurance..we so need.... Thank you, for listening, to the Lord, about posting your poem... God bless you now and always.. Through your posting, The lord has warmed a very lonely heart.. May God Bless Your day.. Sincere Wishes from , Message X+

Oh many thanks, to the person whom wrote.. they have learned not to throw stones, because too many of them had your name on them.. that alone is a great reminder to us all.. God shines his light when you least expect it.. He shone them on your words for me.. Thank you.. X+