I have kept you in my prayers. HAve you tried the Bible studies they have in the chat room? Here is a few scriptures that helped me from giving up. Pslams chapter 23, chapter 29, chapter 31, and chapter 32. Proverbs chapter 30, and chater 31:10-31. When studying the Bible I like to put on praise music to set the praise and worship before studying. I pray that the Lord will give you the spirit of discernment, wisdom, and most of all strength. He has never left your side. He is waiting on you to turn to him. I pray many blessings.
Clorisa