How can an atheist, a creature, standing in the midst of a creation that he did not himself create deny that there is a creator?
If everyone was their own creator none of us would be aware of anyone else since we'd all be in our own creation.
How can an atheist who does not have the Holy Spirit deny its' existence when he knows nothing of it. Of course nothing appears
to change in him through his denial. He has no clue, however, what changes through acceptance but it only comes from a sincere heart.
I understand how the original poster feels heartbroken.