Mark2005 Posted May 5, 2012 Group: Nonbeliever Followers: 1 Topic Count: 17 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 720 Content Per Day: 0.10 Reputation: 32 Days Won: 1 Joined: 05/13/2005 Status: Offline Birthday: 08/27/1966 Share Posted May 5, 2012 Having a hard time physically and it frustrates me. Sometimes I get so mad at God over this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NeedYouLord Posted May 7, 2012 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 1 Topic Count: 21 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 601 Content Per Day: 0.14 Reputation: 196 Days Won: 3 Joined: 04/27/2012 Status: Offline Share Posted May 7, 2012 Hippo's hope...Hi...I can relate to what everybody is saying and at the same time in such Awe of our God...I have been going through some similar things...I was thinking how I had forgotten to look for the Hand of God in my life. I learned that early on-someone that God had blessed with wisdom-told me that. At first I couldn't see His Hand at all in my life...it's gotten a little easier over the years. This is part of the amazing part-Hahaha...I haven't looked for a book-haven't even wanted to read a book-except for The Bible-for a very long time. Well...the other day, my daughter and I were in the Goodwill store...she loves reading and would just stay in the book section for hours...I just happened-just happened-hahaha-to glance down and this book title just swept me away...The Secret Kingdom-by Pat Robertson...and I have these "God moments" is what I call them...I just knew I needed to read this book...and I was right...I didn't know what I was going through and it was so subtle that I couldn't really see it. There is like one sentence in that book that has changed my life forever...A house divided can not stand...I know that is in The Bible...but this time I'm reading it and seeing it differently...The Bible is Truly Alive to me...Back to the divided part...there was a time when all of me was in unity...Seeking 1st The Kingdom of God...no matter what...and I can't even describe to you the wonderfulness of that time...It was like I was in His Presence 24/7/365 and it was literally heavenly...but understanding that there is a time for everything...Change and trials and tests come...they come for my own good really...what am I going to do...run and hide or stand? Well once again...I'm standing...and literally fighting the good fight of faith...I've never gotten anything easily from God or anyone else...I have had to go after it...To Seek Until I Find or Literally It's Put In Front of me...Hahaha This may be the best part of all...I don't know I think I'm celebrating God's Goodness right now... For some reason I was watching a show and there were many guests that are going to be at (or have been already...I don't know) a Women of Faith Conference...and I kept watching-didn't know why...and then a lady by the name of Patsy Clairmont came on...I sat in awe listening to her testimony. Google her name and she is everywhere...there are videos etc etc. I remember her saying this part...I went to my bed and didn't come out...She kept crying for God to fix me...and then one day...She prayed a different prayer...God, I am willing to do what You want me to do...She said it changed her life...and I have never laughed so hard in my life listening to her speak...She has put humor in being healed of something that was so horrible...She can see The Truth in all of it now... Father, I pray above all else, In The Mighty Name of Jesus, that we continually be allowed to see Your Goodness...To be allowed to be used for Your Glory...To Bathe In Your Light Forever...My my...I love your name, hippo's hope...There is So Much Hope In Him...I know that's The Truth!!! Loving you In Him, NeedYouLord Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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