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Its a real blessing to have dirty floors and no solution to clean them. yay! It is a great blessing to stink also. Bless us more God, bring cancer next! Praise Him!

Oh I have a few blessings. I always wonder what it would be like to have a normal happy life, no we will not bathe anymore, the church said they don't want to waste their water money on us, nor have i done laundry for months. Thats a real blessing Are people deluded? I guess so.

Yesterday it took us 5 minutes to get into our door with our key, one of them bent irreparably. My sons ankle hurt he could hardly walk, no we cannot afford to take a bus to the dr. praise God!

I have never thought of my Lord as santa or on demand. These are basic needs. I have prayed, brokenly for years, nah, months. Now our door lock is messing up. Wonder whats next?

My child is home schooled, they loan us the computer and they pay for internet. I spent hundreds last year applying for jobs. I have no money left so walk and apply. Nothing. I have a churhc. I cannot even afford 5 to do laundry and the church knows this. I do not even pay rent (living in a relatives home, such as it is.

"Oh what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive." Ah yes, I am a great deceiver, its my life role. Carry on with your fun and lies.

I pray every waking moment, have for a long time. You may ban me if you wish, you cannot prove me wrong.

When was i looking for advice? Anyway, I will keep testifying God cannot or doesn't want to be faithful. People need to face the truth.

I am used to accusations of not really being a christian, I get it online often. i never get it in real life, at my church, with people who know me.

Yes, the water works, but an ice cold bath is not good.

No, God does not obey us, but His word says He will provide our needs. Then his word is untrue if he doesn't. Why are people not getting this? I cannot bathe even!

They will not tell me. I have called places, spent money to go there on the bus to apply, they say they are hriirng. I get there, they say no they are not hiring. I ask why, they say, not a good fit. I have walked 8 miles every other day to mcDonalds, asking when they will look at my application. Finally they call and have me come in for an interview. i do. No hire. How could i get umemployment, my last job was 1998 and that was self employed. Yes, i have told my church. Yes, I am on welfare, I get medical and some food on a card. No cash.

Another neighbor, whom we've known for years and visited many times, said he saw me do it. But I didn't. I still am stunned by this. She has power over people. A different neighbor said he was on my side (she'd been making many noise problems and we had called many times). After she called him into her house, he stopped being on my side.

4. I have been willing to take any job, for any amount, anywhere, any working conditions. No place will hire me.

1. The gas is already off, they will not, under any circumstances, turn it back on without 260$. 2. I read the bible for hours every night, pray almost all waking minutes of every day. 3. Don't misunderstand my example, the lds are not christian!