Well i was a evil person, a wicked person, I got angry at the lord because he wasn't letting me do bad things. I thought bad things were cool to do until i realized that doing evil things was not the way to go, and all this evil stuff were eventually going to lead to prison and hell, and jesus does not like sin, and i realised that sin will not be forgievn until i really repented and stopeed begin evil. I thought Jesus freely forgives sin even though you you keep doing them. I am only 16 by the way. But i was wrong!!! My sins were NOT forgiven because i kept doing them. Now i realised that doing good stuff was the way to go, now i realise that THE LORD IS THE WAY TO GO!!! Being with jesus is better than being alone forever. I feel like i blasphemised the holy spirit and cannot repent but i wanna be forgiven.