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  1. This person i encountered was deeply troubled i think and perhaps that is why he is the way he is. when we were comunicating and trust me it wasnt fun i dont know why but i truly cared for him i was concerned for his well being and salvation i even prayed to god to forgive him and allow me to bear the punishment from his words and actions. he didnt understand what he was doing, i think if he had only known who god is and how he loves him he would be a much kinder person. it seemed to me he was more angry with god than me which is common for ppl who have had horrible lives. but maybe there was more going on in that event than i knew. perhaps he got curious because of the loving response he got and if by some miracle he will be saved i will be deeply relieved. saddly i cannot contact him though so i can only pray and have hope
  2. Demons also curse, swear and use offensive language. I'm not saying that people like this are possessed but when they resort to insults, use foul language and then get very personal, sexually perverse and try to be as offensive as possible then you know something is not right. Their swearing will also be repetitive because they are not thinking but lashing out in anger. Never rise to it. Either ignore them or respond with love and calmness. You did the right thing. honestly i cant take credit for how i reacted. the normal me might have lashed back but i was consumed by a deep love in that moment. i knew i wanted to be love even with this person but because of who i am because of my flesh this is not always who i am. i remember the attack i remember how i reacted but anything before that is very foggy. i dont remember if i asked god to fill me with love or if i just suddenly was like that i only know i wanted to be love. its strange how that part is foggy i wonder if i was hit on the head or something lol
  3. Title got u huh? i made the title sort of as a joke but mostly very serious. no i do not mean offensive in the way u probably thought but we as Christians are offensive to lots of ppl. in a christian forum i used to be in there was lots of attacks. athiests and satanic ppl often came on there to stir trouble. saying blasphemy and saying horrible vile things to us to get us angry and say hurtful things back. it didnt matter if u banned them because all they had to do was create a new email and username. these ppl created chaos in the forums, becasuse most ppl on there replied back in a non christian way even though i warned them they were falling into a trap. our faith offended these attackers so they came on to say vile things just watch us squirm.it wasnt long till i was targeted. this person said such vile things i mean i had no idea how disgusting one could talk. he tried everything he said things about me about my mom about my God i mean the things he said was beyond vile. But even with all he said i only had compassion on him i found i truly cared about this person and felt such love for this poor person. I replied in love and tenderness and this infuriated him. he even said he was trying to get me to take the bait and how i wasnt taking it. he went on a frenzy of such hateful vile sentences but when he saw i simply would not fight back he left. this is a prime example of how us being christians offends ppl and if you only reply in love it makes them insanely angry.
  4. I have asked God the same questions. i often look to the sky half expecting for the sky to suddenly turn dark or the heavens to suddenly break open or suddenly hear a mighty strong voice say COME and then start ascending. in my first rapture vision i was ascending slowly but in most of my rapture dreams it happened suddenly and out of nowhere. in one of them i was walking and the suddenly next thing u know i was in heaven. i was taken in the blink of an eye so quickly i didnt even know i was raptured. so maybe to us we will be slowly ascending but from the worlds view we were taken as quick as lightning?
  5. I think this a very good topic. there are earthquakes in various places everywhere but never as much as toduys earthquakes for instance chile recieved 33 earthquakes in just three days. and if earthquakes were not enough we have water turning blood red [mostly in china] giant swarms of bugs like lotus or hornets taking up entire cities we have solar activity that baffles even scientist and much more. the story of moses and pharoh is an almost exact foreshadowing of what is to come before the rapture and the beginnning of the dreaded tribulation. the fact how all these things are happening all around the world in rapid increasidy and breaking records..... do you think God is trying to tell us something?
  6. my apoligies i meant to title it my psalm 3 sometimes i forget to type in words
  7. hear me beloved Lord and listen well for i sing a psalm to be please your ears. I thank the Lord for keeping his promise to substain me. my belly is always full my cup runs over my lips are never dry and my head rests on a soft pillow. in all i have been given o God i ask more of you for my heart longs for something not of this world, i seek to behold just a glimps of your glory a hint of your majesty but abundance of your glorious love. just to be in the presence of thousands upon thousands praising you in your throne room would fill my heart with glee. I hear that u honor a prayer to know you, so then oh mighty Lord honor mine so i might in turn honor you. give to me in abundance so i may give back in abundance I hear you have a special love for the wounded and broken, for the lost and lonely and the sad and pained. those of us in the human race subjected to the worst life gives are in desperate need of your loving touch. Do you hear Oh great father? do you hear their cries? do you see their sadness? do you feel their anguish? run to them Lord for they are the ones whom your heart aches for and the tears in your eyes. I desire love above all i seek a humble and caring heart such as yours and chase after the image of being like you. but alas Lord i am unpure, i fall many times every day and do shameful things. look away Lord in those times and forgive me for i do not wish for you to witness my sinning for you are a holy and righteous God and my sin only brings me shame. move your spirit in me Lord for your sake for i wish to make you happy just witness you laugh just to make you smile to tickle your heart with joy.
  8. obviously there is no talking with u about this. unless u know for a fact it was not prophetic joking about it is pointless. for all we know it could have been prophetic because unless we know for a fact god did not send me a warning we cannot rule anything out. i dont believe in aliens but i do think demons will disguise themselves as aliens. the aliens in my dream did not rapture ppl i just felt in my spirit once they landed the rature was to happen any second. if my dreams and posts upset u i am sorry but i have a habbit of speaking my heart and if god shows me something i have an obligation to tell others of it. as i said i dont know or care if it was prophetic because i have things to do in my faith other than try to see if i had a prophetic dream or not.
  9. the gift of prophecy in the NT is mainly concerned with the expounding of the word of God in what way would this be prophetic? how does this encourage other believers? how does this reflect on your own ability to contrast your dream with the Bible? do people who actually have a prophetic gift agree with you? and by that I mean people who actually DO have that sort of gift...not people who get goosebumps talking about special knowledge and or gifts...because some people will encourage any and all things they perceive as supernatural WITHOUT discernment...that is a VERY dangerous path to encourage you should know that dreams and such never ever take precedence OVER the revealtion we already have from God this may not be what you want to read, but in all honesty, that is my perception of your many dreams (often about the rapture) and your experiences fighting demons and such again, I am just concerned that you are putting way too much stock in these things, especially considering that you have admitted to some sort of addiction I have posted my honest insight. I expect you will receive encouragement which is, IMO, what you are really asking for. I cannot do that for you with any integrity first i want to clarify i am not a prophet nor do i think i am but i have had dreams that came true. and yed i have posted dteams that are special but they are special to me other than that there is nothing special about them and i have had to deal with demons but so what? i couldnt have have dealt with them with my own strength in fact more than once i had to call to Jesus to save me. To actually have the gift of prophecy is to hear from God and repeat said not having dreams or having to have encounters. never once has he spoken to me and told me to tell others. and no i didnt post this for encouragement i posted it because i needed help to understand if it was even ftom God as if wasnt even biblical as far as i know. it may be prophetic but only the part where i was expecting the rapture to happen. Yet, you state in yr op that you think the dream may be prophetic I've read your posts I'm not answering you in a vacumn I do not believe you have a gift from God regarding prophecy. That's my truthful and honest answer based on what I know scripture states, your posts and how others have received what you post. We all hear from God through scripture and the Holy Spirit speaks to our hearts. Every Christian has the Holy Spirit inside...not just those who think they are prophetically gifted. Every prophet should have the gift of discernment if they really are gifted because you would need that to discern if what you hear or understand is actually from God I don't believe you are discerning very well as a good number of responders in yr other posts have tried to point out to you All kinds of people have dreams that come true...and they are not Christians. That, is not a good way of knowing whether or not you have a gift. Firstly and foremost, dreams are not an indicator of a gift...only the WORD of God is infallible. Every single one of us are fallible. There are NO exceptions! I have had dreams or little visions and they have come true. I do not believe I am a prophet but I do believe that God can sometimes direct us personally when we really need it. However, as far as the rapture goes...we already know it is going to happen...we do not need someone to tell us that as the Bible is plain on that. Trying to say when it will happen is also not biblical...so I don't know why you are having all these rapture dreams other than that it may something you dwell on alot in your waking hours. What does that mean exactly? I cannot deal with spiritual struggles in my own strength either. I have had to deal with demons and so has every other Christian whether through temptation or through an attack. That, is not any special sign. The problem is when you cannot overcome them and the attacks continue. They have to have some sort of 'legal' ground in your life for the continuance. Jesus has overcome all these things and we have HIS victory...but we have apply that victory in our life as we progress. Look i dont really know or care if its prophetic or not i just follow God at my own pace my own way. but god has on more than one ocassion warned me of future events so i am not ruling out an invasion of what we are supposed to think are aliens. if u must know however i am not that focused on the rapture, sure i like to talk about it but my main focus is how to deepen the relationship between god and i so why he gives me these rapture dreams is not because i think about them but maybe because i am willing to listen. do u know what i was thinking of the night i had this? i have a very hard time going to sleep and was praying over and over again to go to sleep not a single thought of the rapture or aliens just sleep. and yes i constantly have to deal with my flesh because i hold myself far more accountable to be just like jesus than i do others but the demons i spoke of were actuall demons. scary movies are like barney compared to these things and god had to rescue me each time. i could not fight these things all i could do was to trust god. i dont know when the rapture will happen or even the details of what must happen first but i do know many want the rapture to happen to escape this world but i have different reasons to go home. beside ppl dont see life as it is because like me a viel covers their eyes and they only seem to see the darkness in this world. but recently i got to have a glimps through the veil everywhere i looked i saw the glory and majesty of gods hands even though it appears us a normal thing like the grass or the sky or even a gloomy day. do i want to go home? yes. do i welcome a dream about the rapture from god? yes but i look at ppl who walk and drive by and remember why we are here and what we are fighting for. they are the reason for my being here they are the reason i will be strong. they are the reason we christians are to be like jesus on the deepest level to love both god and them that we would be willing to burn in the flames of hell for a time fofr the salvation of just one person. me personally i can accept nothing less than that because when i promised god i would have such a love and be like him on a supernatural level and to be willing to go that far even in the fires of hell i made that promise with my heart and to not just god but to all of them as well. this something i call a covenent of the heart a moment when you and god connect in a very deep way and infuses your heart with a fire that will fulfill the covanent no matter the cost. i am not going to debate about this dream any more though but i wanted to show you where i stand what i think about and why i am called fire heart. i always keep a mental note of why i seek to be strong in first place
  10. the gift of prophecy in the NT is mainly concerned with the expounding of the word of God in what way would this be prophetic? how does this encourage other believers? how does this reflect on your own ability to contrast your dream with the Bible? do people who actually have a prophetic gift agree with you? and by that I mean people who actually DO have that sort of gift...not people who get goosebumps talking about special knowledge and or gifts...because some people will encourage any and all things they perceive as supernatural WITHOUT discernment...that is a VERY dangerous path to encourage you should know that dreams and such never ever take precedence OVER the revealtion we already have from God this may not be what you want to read, but in all honesty, that is my perception of your many dreams (often about the rapture) and your experiences fighting demons and such again, I am just concerned that you are putting way too much stock in these things, especially considering that you have admitted to some sort of addiction I have posted my honest insight. I expect you will receive encouragement which is, IMO, what you are really asking for. I cannot do that for you with any integrity first i want to clarify i am not a prophet nor do i think i am but i have had dreams that came true. and yed i have posted dteams that are special but they are special to me other than that there is nothing special about them and i have had to deal with demons but so what? i couldnt have have dealt with them with my own strength in fact more than once i had to call to Jesus to save me. To actually have the gift of prophecy is to hear from God and repeat said not having dreams or having to have encounters. never once has he spoken to me and told me to tell others. and no i didnt post this for encouragement i posted it because i needed help to understand if it was even ftom God as if wasnt even biblical as far as i know. it may be prophetic but only the part where i was expecting the rapture to happen.
  11. So yesterday i had an interesting dream. honestly i wasnt even thinking about what i saw when i went to sleep or even during thd day because i was having fun at a friends house so this was out of the blue. in the dream i was being examined by a doctor apparently i had cancer it wasnt liver cancer bur the cancer was in an organ next to my livers but i dont remember what it was called. But then suddenly i had a view of earth from space and saw thousands of alien space ship invading earth i heard a narrator say something like they are heading towards earth like Gods angels to take his bride. then my view was back on earth and i was outside and i saw one land a short distance away like an explosion. i felt inside myself an urgancy of the rapture i expected it to happen that very moment. I dont believe in aliens but i do believe this was prophetic in some way. if i got cancer again it would not surprise me afterall it could come back at any time. but an alien invasion? i was hoping someone would have some insight on my dream
  12. Faith is an adventure if thrilling trial of rewarding endurance and the very essence of love for God. its something much more than a reason to live or a way to find salvation or meaning, its a welcoming gester to to dive into the heart of God and its something no person can truly teach you for that is something u and God alone must discover-after all its ur journey and no one persons faith is the same. yes we are all givena cettain amount of faith its the mustard seed but how greatly it grows? that depends on how u nurioush it. Faith is something always worked on but never perfected and when the world says u cant it will tell u that u can. imop true faith is not how much of it u have but rather what u believe God can do. faith is something that requires key ingrediants, love hope trust and a relationship with God. u can do a sermon on faith u can even guide them in the right direction but in the end all u çan do is plant the seed what they do with it is between them and God because each journey while each unique has to be experienced and enjoyed
  13. believe me i know the history of the blood moons and israel which is why i say something will happen. but trust me when i say lots if ppl are date setting and are speaking for God. and yes i know of the scriptures concerning these things and i have no issue with ppl bring interested in these events as i myself have done in depth research on them. but what concerns me is lots of ppl are consumed by this stuff, like i said i have been all over the web and youtube i have talked with and listeneď to hundreds of ppl in my research of these things and saddly i have seen many who all they think about is these things and they take their eyes and hearts completely off God. the only time they seem to go him is to constantly ask him how soon till we go home. I am homesick too i want to be with my lord too but i have been down this road. i and many others i knew were obsesed with the rapture and would be lead astray by every hype believing we would go home but after a long time of getting hyped up only to be let down there was a period where i had lost any sort of hope for going home. but eventually i got some of it back and we all went down that road again but we became spiritually exhausted all the time literally runing on fumes. I then had a serious talk with God i decided to hope for the rapture but my focus would be on God himself and our relatonship. however only a few of us realized what we were doing to outselves and to this day many are still on this path. lots of them are famous youtubers. these blood moons are bible prophecy but the devil will also do to others what he did to me. to the point where they lose any hope for the rapture and will become spiritually exhausted. Right now there is a spiritual war going on and satan is being clever, he wants to wear out the saints do when the time comes they would have hardened their hearts and fallen asleep but the oil would run dry and he is doing a good job of it. so yes i am a hypocrite because i myself went down this road but i realized the danger and the damage i was doing to my faith
  14. Do u remember those times when ur parents say to do something that u didnt understand why u had to and when u question them about it they use the parents ace in a hole-because i said so. as a kid i studied my parents actions and words and reactions and i had a very bad abusive and cruel family. so i learned how to be a good parent by seeing what not to do and doing the opposite. i learned ppl say because i said so because they either couldnt give u a good reason or they didnt want to honest with u. theres also the terrifying moment when u either want to talk with them or ask them for something but ur terrified of either their answer or if they flipp out on u. now i am not a parent but if i ever become one i wont be using because i said so and i want my kids to be able to talk to me without that terror because i remember well how it feels. honestey is vital in any relationship especially with ur kids.
  15. I have been all over the web and youtube and i see everyone getting hyped up and overly excited about the blood moons, prophecy and the end times.But i also see everyone making the same mistake they made before. for example when december 20th 2012 was approaching ppl were freaking out making videos how the end is here and how God gave them a dream or a word that this is the end or that the rapture would take place before december 20th. but when it came and passed nothing happened and their excuses were God Tarried or gave us more time. the exact same scenario with comet ison and now the blood moons specifically dates around the first one. you know how many ppl say the rapture is april 15? ppl actually ignore scripture how no one knows the day or hour and claim God himself told them and some even speak for him saying stuff like son of man write my words for the bride or cherished daughter tell them this.... as if it was God himself talking which is extremely dangerous. Not to mention dates about his wrath which they do the same thing. sure something will happen with israel but i doubt its the first moon. ppl dont seem to see this pattern and get super hyped up and set dates and then when it passes and nothing happens do they quit? no they make excuses and carry on. so what i am trying to say is its okay to expect something to happen but dont pin your hopes in it and stay calm and level headed unless you want a repeat on the 12/20/12 or comet ison
  16. So in my prayers God sometimes speaks through me and i will use words that i never heard of or know the meaning. Recently i have been praying for sight in all things. his heart his kingdom how he sees us and eveb just the world around us, but more specifically for the veil to be removed from my eyes. i only know of a veil ad that thing a bride wears but i dont know what it does seeing wise. I have not ever used the word veil in my prayers until recently. what does this veil i speak of mean?
  17. Yes i understand how hard it is to wait on the Lord. for instance even though i have some sight i an spiritually blind when it comes to him and what he sees. i want to know him far more than this and i cannot see ppl. the way he does. I feel there is a veil over my eyes and for a long time i have been asking him to give me sight. when we pray there are generally three answers he gives us yes no and wait and he says wait alot for this prayer. never understood why
  18. I am not into this but what do you think of angelic symbols? humans have always been fascinated by the supernatural but are angelic symbols even real? i mean before i was saved i had a satanic friend i am the kind of person who can make friends with any kind of person and was acceptable of ppl regardless their faith or beliefs. he used satanic symbols and spells so if satan has symbols do angels ir God, i know the cross but anything beyond that regarding symbols i dont even know if they exist ppl even talk of summoning angels which i highly doubt of anyone being able to do so
  19. When i made this thread i admit i was being attacked, i am attacked often and go through spiritual tests often as well. Tests where my faith is put to the test- sometimes in the spiritual realm. There were times when i was attacked by demons, some wanted to crush me some wanted to rip me apart others just wanted terrify me. This last attack was breaking me down but then today God reminded me of a dream i had that i dont know if it was a test or not but in the dream i was in a dark place and was being strangled by satan and i was consumed by the holy spirit and was blazing fighting him back. he whispered in my ear ( your not strong enough) but instead of giving up the fire only intensified and i was getting stronger and stronger the fire became so strong it woke me up and made me jump off my bed because of the intensity. For some reason remembering this for some reason gave me strength
  20. Ty Ms kwick and his diciple your responces they were both very helpful:) yes i have a church i can walk to its a nice church even though i disagree with some of its beliefs. as strong as my caffiene addiction is though there is nothing i wouldnt give up for God because my desire and love for him far exceeds even my addiction. I am weak in many ways - I do not have the eyes and heart if God nor do i have the faith to move mountains and i am not that mature in Christ. However the one thing i am strong in is love- He gave me a burning desire to know him and in doing so i fell madly in love with him and only sought to know him deeper. I understand my weakness and know my limitations but honestly when i think about it, it doesnt matter because even though i am weak he is strong. so if anyone can make me strong it would be him
  21. okay so i have an important question... am i a threat to satan? i ask this because I know that satan sometimes asks God permission to test our Faith and when we are a danger to him he attacks the weakest part of our hearts. He has done this to me quite a bit lately even today i was on my knees in tears begging for Gods help. I dont see why satan would attack me so much. i am no one i dont have great faith and i am not able to even stand up and overcome on my addiction. So why would he attack me so severely? Also i want to learn to fight back, i want to be strong but i have never been able to fight back. for most of my faith i could not ask and believe and it would happen i could for some reason never move mountains even fully believing what God could do. so how could someone as weak as me stand against satan?
  22. every year this happens a holiday being atacked christmas halloween easter and who knows what else. the easter bunny is not evil and i dont think easter itself is evil but i have to admit i find it odd how so many historical tragidies in the u.s. have happened on april 19th
  23. Jeremiah 33:3 really stood out to me because i have been praying for a long time for him to open my eyes and show me the deep and hidden secrets of his heart and for me to see what is hidden from so many. and this scripture was as if he spoke to me directly.
  24. I am not into the occult nor have i ever been but I know God uses numbers as well as letters. i find it interesting that the hebrew alphabet has numbers to each letter, that 6 is the number of man that 7 is used so many times by God even three as prair said is used many times in the bible. i believe if God uses numbers anf he did speak to me with 333 it must be for a reason. but as i said i tend to stay away from things like this because i have seen ppl take things like this way to far. devout Christians being distracted and seeking mesages in everything. non christians see numbers as well and teach of angelic messages or divinity even satan uses 666
  25. early this morning when i was laying in bed half asleep i heard the number sequence 333. i try to stay away from stuff like that for fear of looking for something that isnt there but why would i randomly hear that number and what does it mean?
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