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RarexxRose

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  1. How do you know if you're hearing from the Holy Spirit or if its just other people's frequencies that you're tapping into? How do you know it's not other people's spirit that you're connecting with?
  2. Thats where I'm at right now
  3. Sometimes I do but for only moments at a time. A guy I liked, even wanted to marry liked/"healed" someone else at a HORRIBLE and dark time for me where I was at my lowest and so desperately needed help. He tried to cover it up by saying "oh well I helped her because she was working" and "you need to learn how to love" (which was the worst for me) just covering the fact that he wanted me to be her and/or be like her. His nonchalant and flippant spirit just added to my hurt and pain as I was learning about spiritual things that he and the girl were already well aware of. They even had the audacity one time to say "oh she's like our spiritual daughter" which only added insult to injury. There's a whole lot more to the story but I'll just stop here. But getting back to your post unforunately the thought does happen more often than I'd like to admit but its a great opportunity for God to show up in a big way.
  4. better have that covering!! Whoever said money and family weren't a covering tool was a lie! ?
  5. Thank you...growth and teaching for others at my expense ? ☺ Although I didn't have to learn this way.....it is what it is...LIFE
  6. Idk maybe they dont realize it or they hide it or a mixture of the two. Maybe in a way everybody does it. Idk
  7. Just because I want absolutely nothing to do with certain people doesn't mean that I didn't forgive them. How do you open yourself back up again without being spiritually violated by those same people? It feels like sexual violation as well. I just dont want these people to have access to me within and they do and idk what to do to stop it. It just happens against my will. Does a person have to experience the pain of something all over again in order to be/get free from it? Something and/or bad somethings happened to me at this particular church esp. on a specific day and I sense that many people are covering it up protecting the parties involved and it ought not to be. May the truth set us all free. Lord help me.
  8. I was wondering if its a spiritual practice of some churches to allow their young people to spew all of their hate, anger, aggression, and past hurts onto another, making them their punching bag if you will, so that they could gain their freedom and let it out on people who did nothing to them and have less than they do? Am I misunderstanding something? With what I've experienced and how I took it, some churches use intimidation, yelling, and fear tactics on the congregation even changing their name to someone else's and they don't even necessarily have to say anything. I know this may sound crazy but I know I'm not. I'm sure other people have experienced this. Maybe these people didnt realize, know or care as to how much I was hearing or able to hear if you know what I mean.
  9. Hmm...makes me question the psychological tactics of the church. Just earlier somebody or somebodies used a really hurtful experience to "discipline" me. They bring that event to my remembrance whenever they feel like it as a weapon. All just because they can "hear" me. Smh Or maybe I'm just "behind" or delayed in my experiences and with what happened because it was "too much for me to handle"
  10. Is leaving and cleaving a daily occurance? I think I heard or read somewhere that it was in a marriage. Is it a process to disconnect-connect/replace? In some circumstances and situations does separation/separating little by little exist?
  11. What do you do when you feel like a churches guinea pig?
  12. Why wouldn't a husband leave you alone if they refuse to respect a boundary that they are well aware of? Is that grounds for a divorce? What if you want to leave but they just keep on coming back; him and his family making it impossible for you to move on in a healthy manner?
  13. Is it possible to use your spiritual gifting for evil or make a huge mistake in a persons life because of it?
  14. ohmygoodness! one of the most precious things i have ever heard and seen!!
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