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So after about 5 days of thinking I would get another job; i’m so sure I heard God’s voice telling me to stay; ok no problem don’t want to get in a fight with God. And for the 2nd time in about a week i’m sure I obey His voice just to get will the only way I can put it is sucker punch. So sure I understood and obeyed and something terrible happened both times.

I have never prayer for great riches however I have prayer for financial help. I have no faith left. The biggest lie I have ever heard is how anxiety; disbelief; doubt and worry are the greatest enemy of faith. These are all great rank amateurs, when compare to LONELINESS. When the enemy has you all alone he well batter you with the truth because God has made you an island with no support. Plead the blood of Christ all I want prayer doesn’t work because faith greatest enemy loneliness has defeated me! So no pray will not help because if my faith is not dead it’s pulse is so weak it is on it’s deathbed!

So does prayer really work? I ask because a thing(s) I have asked for all my 36 years of being a Christian(?) have never received anything but NO for an answer. I put the s by thing because it is especially one thing but several over things that are major but minor compare to the one thing. The ? by Christian because I ask in the Name of Jesus yet seem to get nothing from God! Never has a man needed a miracle more than me but all I have to plea is the Blood of Christ.

Why do people who believe in justice and judgment always ask for justice and get mercy? While though of us who believe in mercy and the law of liberty ask for mercy but instead get judgment? What happen to the promise of James 2:10-13?

Why do people who believe in justice and judgment always ask for justice and get mercy? While though of us who believe in mercy and the law of liberty ask for mercy but instead get judgment? What happen to the promise of James 2:10-13?

So today after a very short day at work and long week of troubles of which the worst was were i am sure I followed God’s command just to get slap like a bug I went to Express Services to check out getting another job. Probably be a good week more of having to work at my current job.

So this morning came in with a wonderful attitude but after a major blunder feeling lower than a pile of manure. Yes I know no one is perfect; but I feel like I make way to many major blunders.

I have always made mistakes; it is just in the last few days to couple of weeks they have seemed to ballooned into millions a day. In all honesty i am dreading going to work today.

I have a wonderfully great job and the boss is Awesome! He is a born again Believer. But yesterday after messing up with some numbers something i am usually good with; will I had 2 pieces of paper this morning which somehow stuck together it was just to strange of a mistake and after this it all just went downhill, I just really feel like a walking MISTAKE! Talk to my boss about it; he told me I was being to hard on myself, he liked my work. I really like the job but like I told him I can’t even tape a box right! Thinking of talking to the Temp Agency; about getting another job next week. I dread going in to work tomorrow afraid to see what other mistakes I will make.

As the question states I have recently gotten a new job start the 11th yet I haven’t thank God as I should! Instead been worrying about how I will do at my new job! So God has graciously bless me and I look at possible problems the midget instead of a giant the blessing of getting rid of a job I have come to loathe in the last year and a half. Israel may have murmur and complain in the OT but unfortunately I could teach them lessons on this issue just so unthankful to Jesus.

Now due to medical problems I seldom feel healthy; but not talking about physically but much worse Spiritually. It seems all I see in my life is God’s justice. I need the Father many mercy thru Christ. Right now terrify of every little thing, most of all find myself terrify of God just waiting for more justice from Him.

So as I stated in my intro., I had a fellow associate who threaten me with a knife than punch me and slapped me. After talking to family I talked to store management and he got fired. But have come to find out he has found another job that is PT but probably pays better than mine FT job. I really feel hurt by God, I can’t find a better job yet someone does this evil to me and gets a better job. Trying to be thankful to God for a job ( it is not the worse but far from good) but pay is not great and well never get back on my feet with this job. Prayer that God will be merciful to this wicked sinner and grant me a job I like and can live off of, then maybe I might feel like a saint

My definition of an ice storm is when the temperature is to warm for snow, but to cold for rain. You can get sleet which give a little traction or pure ice which make the roads very dangerous if not treated. Usually they are between 27 to 34 degrees.

No I haven’t; but it sounds so delightful. As our loving Heavenly Father guides you, it sounds like awesome sauce! For our God is awesome He spreads His awesomeness like sauce.

Just think if my earthly mother; Mary didn’t believe Gabriel maybe she would have tried to abort Me (Jesus). The world would truly be lost!

Last week we were at -28 degrees here. It has been a brutal winter we have had 3 or 4 ice storms also. Don’t know about Minnesota nice but for sure Minnesota ICE!