SondraKaye2018

The devil and internet of things just tied to stop me from posting this!!! But, I prayed and God over road the evilness!!

Well how to explain, is already here, in some detail, in this ongoing topic and up dates of Advice. First, peace came when I let go of working for a mason. Second, gratefulness came when Abba Father replaced the work I gave up. Third, clarity is coming as I read the Boundaries book. It is really helping me to realign my improper boundaries and thinking. Along with the bible. Fourth, I was afraid of mean christians and quit going to church. But, in my heart of hearts I longed for the the gathering of genuine brothers and sisters. God gave me the courage to go to a little church that he had already put in my mind just before the lock down. Fifth, I spent the Feast of Trumpets, the 10 days of Awe and the Feast of Atonement in repenting and rending of my heart for my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. The joy and freedom I feel is because I humbled my self to my good, gracious and merciful Father God, Jesus my Savior and the great comforter, clarifier and refiner, in the person of the Holy Spirit. Now I have prophetical dreams now and then. So I will share the one I had not long after Israel celebrated it's 70th birthday of being restored to their promised land. In my dream I saw a coo coo clock. But, instead of a little bird popping out I saw a little scroll in Hebrews pop out. It was rolling backward because Hebrews is read from left to right. When I woke from the dream the Holy Spirit gave me an understanding of this dream. We are on God's time now and any thing is possible for the Glory and spreading of the gospel and the salvation of souls. Including, the great awakening that is happing all over the world. To God be the glory and praise forever and ever, Amen and Amen!!

I am so happy I joined here. It is good to be in touch, have encouraging support. And, I pray for ya'll too. And, I am feeling the prayers for me! Thank you!! I found a good genuine church and went to service tonight!! Now that is a miracle in and of it's self!! I am feeling the joy joy joy down in my heart

I have been waiting for God to provide more elderly to help. I just got 2 more people to help to replace the one I let go! God is sooooo good!!!!! Praise God to whom all blessings flow! Praise Father, Son and Holy Ghost! Amen!!

I do not work for them any more. PTL I am free from them! And, on this awesome day of atonement I am patiently waiting, watching and wondering in the awesome presence of the Holy Spirit for Jesus to take his bride home! Hallelujah!!!!!

Thank you all for the support, advice, prayers and the complements for the picture that God inspired me to paint. I know I could not have gone through with all of this with out you good people!

I am fully aware of masons and shriners exacting revenge on men who leave the fold. I have heard about it when studding what masonry is really all about. Additionally, years ago my dad's good Christian friend lost his farm after he quit the masons. So please pray protection for us, as the mason is not letting me just quit with out trying to find out why. He has tried calling and is trying to talk to me texting through his wife. They said they did find on their calendar that I made a March car payment. And, they are asking me where I am going to work. I have closed the gate to them and putting barbs on my fences

I am sorry Omegaman for becoming agree with you. For the others who chime in or, who are following, here is an update. And, thank you all for all the prayers!!! They are really helping during this 10 days of awe and repentance. I quit yesterday via text and promised to keep up with my payments via mail. I found the book Boundaries and I am reading it! My husband George and I are praying for the Lord to lead us to a church! God bless and with much love, Paige

Omegaman, I am not in league with the mason! Many Christian peoples have jobs who work for corporations where the top management and CEOs are wicked people. I stayed working for them because God told me too. This does not make me in a mess. And, I did not put my self in a mess because he has recently hugged me in a sexual harassment way. He violated me, not I him! I was seeking encouragement and Godly advice. Not to be told I got my self into a mess and that I am in league with bad people. You are not helping!! FYI I am quitting tomorrow and paying him off with payments.

I am to go there tomorrow to clean house. When I am approached for a hug, I will step back and say, "I think we need to keep social distancing". I do not want to open a can of worms saying that he makes me feel uncomfortable. I will apply all my earnings towards the car. Then I will owe less then 500. Then I will give them notice. Now that will be hard because I do not want to tell them why. Not sure how to handle this delicate situation.

Yes, there are other churches. Since I started membership here, I am seeking out a church that is meeting in person. On the other topic. I stayed with the mason because I felt like the Lord wanted me to proclaim the gospel to them. And, because I help them. They are old and can not do the things that I do for them any more. However, you are right. I can pay off the car another way and move on from people who have made up their minds into whom they serve.

Hello. Don't let the devil make you feel bad. As a born again Christian, you are forgiven for sins past, present and future. The fact that you are struggling with various things and know it, shows that the Holy Spirit is at work in you! Praying for you!

You are absolutely right! I need to apply my spiritual blessings and courage to attending church!! Thank you!!

Hello everyone. Thankyou for your kind welcomes and advice. The advice for boundaries and the book are great. I have that book! I just need to find it. My husband says that when he starts to give me a hug, I should just step back. But, how obvious is that! Please pray for me to have the courage to do it and, to do it with love and grace. And, for His protection. I will be praying for ya'll too!!! There is some serious spiritual warfare when I go there. But, I believe I am covered in the blood of the lamb and nothing evil can touch me. So even when I work there, I aim to be cheerful and loving and do the best work I can because, I really work for my father. However, I just want to finish paying for my car and quit. Every time I educate my self on masonry, I do become uneasy and afraid to ever go back. But, on the day I am to go, the Holy Spirit helps me loads and loads!! I am excited to be here and have genuine believer fellowship. Many Christians I have met in my life were some of the most judgmental, self righteous and really mean people I have ever known. I stopped going to church because of it. I do not have tough skin and my spirit gets really grieved by these kinds of people. It makes going to church an anxious and unpeaceful event. But, my spirit longs for being around true, loving, good, born again, brothers and sisters. That kind of church does not seem to exist around here. And, now with the whole virus thing, many churches are only on line. God's blessing and favor to ya'll ! Love, Paige

I probably shouldn't have posted this on welcome. I will continue to work off my car. It is the right thing to do.