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JesusMyHope

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  1. There is a message from our annual Ministry Night of Truth great message by Pastor Joel Gilbert Search this YouTube Video: Playing Time 1 hour 18 minutes Kingdom Warriors Night of Truth Event "Do Not Lose Heart" By Special Guest Pastor Joel Gilbert
  2. Hey guys, I just wanted to thank you for all of your sound wisdom in the lord, it was a blessing and may the lord bless you
  3. Hey brother I do study my bible. But, i was specifically talking about looking into some of what you call modern things that are bringing about the one world government and how we are seeing that at work in the political, educational, religious, science and other things. Including the history since the beginning of time. Every time i look into stuff like that I get onslaughted with attacks that I can't seem to overcome even with prayer or obedience to gods word. It is very strange what happens. I was just wondering if others experienced that. I think my issue also is that I try exposing these things or witnessing to others about that. I appreciate the wisdom here, will need it. Yesterday came on me out of nowhere and scared me. I have had things similar happen before in the past so its not new to me. I just wanted to understand the root of the attacks.
  4. Thanks for the advice. That has been one of the things I have been leaning towards is just reading my bible, the hard thing for me is I like studying
  5. Thank you i appreciate the time you took to respond to me. I will take this seriously. If you could please keep me in prayers i deeply would appreciate it.
  6. Hey, I have noticed that whenever I look into things about the coming one world government and like documentaries or books on these topics and the enemies tactics in the world today that I get extremely attacked almost to the point where I need to completely stop looking into it. The attacks got so bad today that I thought the enemy was going to take over my mind. My mind just got so confused and I couldnt overcome it and recently started again to look into this stuff. I asked my pastor and he told me to stay away from this stuff until I am stronger in my faith. Has anyone experienced this and why do you think it is happening to me and maybe this isn't the reason why it's happening? Does anyone have any wisdom?
  7. Hey guys, was thinking of coming on here to ask for prayer and saw all of your responses. Yah my wife and I are seriously thinking o moving out. I just got a very good paying job, but I have been close to quiting because the struggles have been so bad. I am not completely convinced the Lord wants me to leave my parents, but I am praying about and considering that it could be one of the reasons I never seem to have got a full recovery from this demonic oppression since 2007. The thing is my parents are in their 60's right now and our really struggling to make ends meet and just have food on the table. My dad is having to work a handy man job and is health is not the greatest. It is hard for me to see this happen to them and if I leave it could get worse, so I am not sure if it is good thing or not to do. Plus my Moms loneliness without my wife and me their kind of is hard to think about how she would do without us. As far as what my family does at the house is pretty much watch tv or go on the television I am not sure if anything else has been done here. I have got rid of anything that would be considered occult in my room and I dont see much in the house that would be considered occult. I know in the past I have gone to psychics and I did mess around with angel tarot cards and trying to communicate with angels and even that tength insight book trying to look into energy or something like that before my conversion at 18. As far as christian healers I have had a few people lay hands on me and even pray for the baptism of the Holy Spirit and I have sought for deliverance through many ministries and christian books. The Lord has delivered me many times from some physical and mental struggles I have gone through to reveal many times it was demonic, but what has been going on since 2011 has in a sense never really gone away. It has stayed and not left me completely. It really got bad for me when I was at an assisted living place working as a caregiver and I at the time was a leading a bible study their and going to school for ministry online. I tried to witness all the time to coworkers and the people living there and just in my daily life. I think I became very prideful and probably still am. I was very critical of everyone. But, I started becoming very zealous to the point where I tried casting out evil spirits out of the people who dementia in the building their because I thought they might have evil spirits so i tried casting them out. Well one day as I was sitting in the building something happened to me where I couldnt lift up my head barely at all. I had to go to the hospital and their was huge swelling in my neck area. The doctors could not find anything wrong with me. So for the next three weeks I got worse and worse and was beginning to lose feeling in my body. Then one day my wife tried comforting me because of what was happenig to me and we prayed together and the swelling in my back went completely away and I was completely healed. Then after a few days I was sitting at the computer desk and I started feeling soething like hit me in my back and neck area and i realized it was demonic because when I would resist it would go away, but then it would come back again. So I tried resisting these spirits in the name of Jesus for months and sometimes I still do, but what ended up happening was they would actually attack me back not soon after I would resist them even at one time i had one literally like hit me in the back of the head. I actually felt them come in my flesh and still do. One time they were trying to what it seemed like take over my mind while I was driving and I was trying to resist them again and I would have peace for a little and then they would attack out of nowhere. But, anyways The Lord revealed to me I have been believing lies from the enemy and I have been trying to walking the truth revealed in his word. I do read the scripture almost daily, but even so I still many times just lack the power of the Holy Spirit to over come these attacks. Its very confusing what s going on with me. If I hand to describe it I would say their are demons bent on trying to destroy e and take over my body and mind. I do apologize for coming on here so much with my prayers. I have done on other sites and I havent really got much better. I am trying to limit to when I really being overwhelmed. I do attend a church out here and a fellowship. Anyway God bless you guys and thank you for your wisdom and prayers and concern. John
  8. Yah I believe have been saved. I believe I became born again when I was 18. I was healed by Jesus of health problems during that time, but then an inner transformation took place and I became a new person with new desires for the Lord and a love for people and for Gods word and righteousness. But, I have questioned if I was truly born again then or not. But, evil spirits have been attacking my body for 8 years altogether now ever since i lived in sin with my wife prior to our mariage unrepentant for some time.
  9. Hey guys, my name is John I know I posted for prayer already about this, but was wondering if you could keep me in prayer. It is almost every week I am getting attacked by what I believe are evil spirits. It has been going on for a long time in my life, but especially the last few years these spirits have had access to weakening my body and mind and what it seems as if trying to come in my flesh and mind. Some days I will be just be perfectly fine and then i can feel this presence come down on me that tries to paralyze my body or take over my mind or by trying to blind me or make me believe they are. The only thing is I can feel them. I don't know if it is unrepententant sin because I have literally repented of everything I know of and have confessed also my sins from the past. Also i am not presently living in rebellion. I am married to a wonderful woman for about 8 years now. Even though she is not saved yet, also live with my parents with her. But, I really don't know what I am doing that is still causing this. Their is a lot more to my story, but i cant get into it right now because I have work. But one thing that as come into my mind is that I have a stronghold from believing lies, but can you please pray for my wife and I. Her name is Allyce. Thank you guys.
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