Let me start off by saying that I do believe in God.
I was a christian for many years,then I found paganism.It gave me the freedom i yearned,the trouble is it gave me so much freedom with my beliefs that I found myself floundering.
I need God.
Due to study though i am confused by the whole pagan/christian holidays.Who celebrated it first?
I know the Bible has been mistranslated and now i don't know what is of God and what is of man
I believe in God but I don't believe in the devil
I believe in heaven but don't believe in hell.
I believe Jesus died for my sins,but I don't believe it should be forever spoken about to make us feel bad.
I believe in a God of love but not one of fear.
I feel like I'm being torn in different directions,and don't know where to turn.