this is bettygirl,i know what you are going through.see my dad died 1 year ago and ever since then i feel like i am alone.even tho i have my my mom and husband.i have to take depression pill how sad is that.i am biplor manic depressed and it is so hard for me to even think that people loves me.but i still hold on,cuz i know that god hasa purpsoe for me here on earth.so thats y i stay cuz i believe that i could do all things through god who strenthen me.