I've always found Revelation to be fascinating, yet over my head. I suggest you get the Message (version) Bible. I read the entire book of Revelation the other night, and it made much more sense- it's easier to visualize.
I don't know why, but I have always believed the Lord was coming back in my lifetime- even before I was born again (I'm 25). I used to get so scared- probably, because I wasn't where I needed to be, and also because the fear of the unknown. Now, with everything going on in the world, I would be more than happy to leave it and be with my Jesus! I still have no clue about the end times, but it doesn't scare me anymore. I just hope Jesus comes to take us (me ) before it all goes down! Praise God!!!