Seeker,
first, my appologies if anything i said or did has cause this ......
second, God never promised blues skies and an easy life, infact He promised the opposite. He also promised to take the heavier yoke (share) of the load and i can assure you He does.
however we have to allow Him to do this. like with any gift.....someone gives it and someone has to accept it.
BarbedSpirit