Constant615

I was curious about God...went through some horrible times in my life and thought if God existed..he wouldn't let things like that happen to good people. One day I just googled christian chat rooms and this one came up. I learned alot about Jesus and myself. I met some good people on here and I am truly blessed! God has changed my life especially over this past year!

It's not a perfect world...we have to help ourselves too. We can't sit back and wait for God to fix everything. Ifit were true..we'd all be sitting around doing nothing. Don't lose faith. Maybe God wants you to prove your love and devotion to Him. Maybe this is why things are looking bad for you. Don't turn your back on Him. He won't turn His back on you. I am a living breathing example of that. Sometimes God puts you on your back to so youre forced to look up! He is there waiting for you. DOn't let Him down! Keep strong w/everything!

Why do you think you won't have children? Does he not want to have them w/you?

Well..last year I "thought" I accepted God into my life and when my world came crashing down on me..I have doubts about His love. I turned my back on Him but still prayed that he would make everything better. Over time I realized that by turning away from God,made me feel worse and I realy had to evaluate my life and who I was and where I was headed. To make a long story short....God was there w/me through the bad times though it didn't feel like it. He made me a stronger person and never again will I turn away from Him. Always keep Him w/you even when bad things are happening around you! He will help you through it and He did w/me.