I have been looking at the whole idea of giving, not just when we have plenty but when we have little.
The Widow of Zarephath1 Kings 17: 8-16
"Then the word of the LORD came to him, "Arise, go to Zarephath, which belongs to Sidon, and dwell there. Behold, I have commanded a widow there to feed you." So he arose and went to Zarephath. And when he came to the gate of the city, behold, a widow was there gathering sticks. And he called to her and said, "Bring me a little water in a vessel, that I may drink." And as she was going to bring it, he called to her and said, "Bring me a morsel of bread in your hand." And she said, "As the LORD your God lives, I have nothing baked, only a handful of flour in a jar and a little oil in a jug. And now I am gathering a couple of sticks that I may go in and prepare it for myself and my son, that we may eat it and die." And Elijah said to her, "Do not fear; go and do as you have said. But first make me a little cake of it and bring it to me, and afterward make something for yourself and your son. For thus says the LORD, the God of Israel, 'The jar of flour shall not be spent, and the jug of oil shall not be empty, until the day that the LORD sends rain upon the earth.'" And she went and did as Elijah said. And she and he and her household ate for many days. The jar of flour was not spent, neither did the jug of oil become empty, according to the word of the LORD that he spoke by Elijah."
The widow had nothing much to speak of and the thing she most needed, she was asked to give away to someone else in need. Her poor status (widow, homeless, on wellfare, disabled), did not make her exempt as we would think in our natural human minds.
There are so many other incidences in scripture where God requires people to give the little they have and certainly with money, possessions, food etc... it can be uncomfortable and seem even wrong to accept a gift from a person who has so little themselves but in the light of scripture, to humbly, graciously accept, would be allowing their faith (in God) to flow through you, then from you (as you trust God to fill their lack) to God and them in thanksgiving.
In all so that God may be glorified.
Then i began to think about the emptiness in our soul. When we have grief, sickness, a lack of love, lonely, broken-hearted, whatever the dis-ease. To give away to another what we are so desperately in need of ourselves can often be the most freeing way to come through a difficult journey and be filled ourselves.
Instead of trying to procure it from others, seek out those equally in need and give to them the very thing you lack, unconditionally, expecting nothing in return. Giving without looking to other humans to fill our need but leaving God to fill the internal void.
If you are grieving, help another who is also grieving
If you are sick, reach out to people who are also sick and encourage them
If you are broken, in your pain, lend your ears to listen to another and your arms to hold them
Not in a way where you repress your pain in order to make others happy, no but give in spite of it, through it.
And through the storm, yet i will praise you
In spite it all, yet i will sing
Through good or bad, yet i will worship
You remain the same, King of Kings
You are the voice of hope, the anchor to my soul
where there seems to be no way, you make it possible
you are the prince of peace, amidst adversity
my lips will shout for joy, to you the most high
Lara Martin, alc
This is my experience in giving, what is yours?