~~ angelique ~~

Yep. I am doing what the pastor told me to do

Okay peoples...... I am having some serious spiritual issues tonight. I have been seeing spirits and have been praying but I need strength. The person who prayed for me warned me it would come but O,o does it have to be so quick? I'm fighting but geeze this is intense O,o.... So much so that the boxes outside my house will be burned tomorrow afternoon. I don't even want them on my property any longer. Please pray cause it's intense right now.

Hi. I'm coming out of Wicca. I really don't see the point in looking into the New Age as it didn't get me anywhere. I think the peace is not real and lasting. Having been involved in a New Age and Pagan group, trust me, the wonderful peace and value of people is not accurate at all.

okay angel, thanks for the advice hey angel, where is this control panel option located? It is the link below "who's online" that says my controls. Then look under the left index and click on change personal photo. and that is how I finally was able to change mine :(

:24: :) It's not burned but it's actually out of the house!!! Big accomplishment It's boxed up and out until a friend can help me safely burn. I am trying to look through my computer as well. There is so much that I might be finding stuff for a while but whooohooo...... The boxes actually made it out side the house!!!!!!!

I had the exact same problem. I went into the control panel last night and changed it from there instead of the tab on my profile page and it worked after that. Try that way.

:24: It went well. I have been actually able to read the bible this morning

Okay All.... I was seriously not going to post this until later but given things going on at the moment, I thought I'd do it anyway. I saw my counselor last week and asked her to get me in contact with someone who could pray for me. I talked with him on Saturday, at which time, he asked me to go to church on sunday. As those who have been praying/talking with me for some time know, I have serious wounds in the church/religious areas. I went and all I could think about was "is this church like the others I have encountered that hurt me?" But, I was seriously jumping out of my skin the whole time and felt like . I have also had a serious migraine since attending as well as having some serious paranormal activity in my home and around me. Anyway, tomorrow night, I have an appointment with my counselor and this other person for prayer concerning my involvement in the occult. And people, I am one freaked out chicka. I have not slept much since deciding to meet with him. Things have escalated for me today in a marked way. I need prayer between now and Friday night. I see the deliverance person tomorrow but I have yet to be able to get rid of myself Wiccan paraphernalia which is very extensive.... I hope that after tomorrow night and I will have the strength to do so. I plan on taking care of this on Friday but seriously think I need as much prayer as possible in this situation. There is much much more to this than I will write but this should give you the idea. thanks.

Stacey, what about the thousands who commit suicide every year? Would you not say they have been handed more than they can bare? We have a fellow here in Ontario named Paul Bernardo who is now behind bars, but when he was loose he was responsible for untold numbers of sexual attacks and murders including that of teenage girls lured by his wife for use as sex slaves. Over a period of weeks they were abused, tortured and murdered (cut into pieces I believe), all filmed on video for his later viewing pleasure. You don't think those girls were tortured beyond endurance? You don't think that the millions of Jews who died at the hands of their Nazi captors were handed more than they could bare? On one of the bunks in the Auschwitz concentration camp are carved the words, 'If there is a God he needs to beg me to forgive him.' Where does the love of God go? Your statements make no sense to me. God is doing us a favour by allowing monsters to abuse and torture innocent victims? The more a person is tortured, the more pain they experience, somehow teaches them more about God's mercy? I don't follow. It is because of acts like these that the problem of evil is for many people an obstacle to belief in God. You really are in the dark here, Cycel. God doesn't create evil. Man has free will and most choose to follow satan. The Lord offers every one of us salvation and eternity with Him; this is His mercy to unworthy mankind. Most reject that offer. That's the whole mystery solved right there. The world belongs to man and the devil for an allotted period of time....after that, the Lord will judge His creations and destroy this world. We all choose how we live our lives, what we believe, and where we end up. The horrible things you described are man's doing; not God's. I'm a bit confused about something...... If God created satan, then in a sense, didn't He create evil and suffering? I found a scripture which has perplexed me concerning this topic This seems to imply that Christ was crucified before the foundation of the world. Then God knew Satan would fall????? If that's true then didn't he allow the pain and suffering???? :24: :)

The topic of why God allows so much pain was easier when I thought it balanced out. The ying/yang or dark/light balance thing.

:20: I listen to secular metal a lot. Christian metal is toned down. I don't see anything wrong with it.

I know how to do numerology. Exactly how is this different?? Numbers have meaning and significance. Is the difference in the meaning of the numbers???? What do you mean when you say you know how to "do numerology". Ummm, I really really don't want to sidetrack the topic but to answer your question, I have studied numerology and am quite good at it which is why I'm trying to get the difference. :taped:

I know how to do numerology. Exactly how is this different?? Numbers have meaning and significance. Is the difference in the meaning of the numbers????

No sis - not occultic numerology. That's pagan. Scholars have equated some numbers in the bible with meanings, like God uses the number 7 for completness. For example - He completed the creation in 7 days. However, the rest is coincidence. The heretical bible code came from study such as this. I was like why do people tell me it's wrong if it's in the bible? tks

The bible has Numerology????

Umm, mead, can you pm me about this? I have questions about the traumatic part. I don't understand.

I know my gift is from God. To me that's never been in question. Even as a child before I moved into the occult, I could see. Actually, at the moment, I am doing what you say. If i'm not sure, i'm ignoring what I am seeing and I am seeing a lot of activity around me to be ignoring.

I have not been able to bring myself to burn it or throw it away. My cards are especially hard to part with. The one Christian friend I have is coming to my house when she gets off work late tonight and I plan on talking with her in person about this. I feel like I have this strong inner battle over this and I'm not sure why I can't seem to let go of everything but I keep praying I can soon.

I've been sick and depressed. I'll respond to everyone in a few days.

Thanks mead. Actually, I am not sure what is wedged between me and God. It's something in my soul, heart and mind but it seems to be something unconscious at the moment. I started seeing my counselor again this week. This is one of the issues we are discussing. tks for praying.

I sure didn't have a problem with eye contact. The eyes are the window to the soul so the more eye contact the better. It's just a person thing.

Angelique - You do know this stuff is giving these demons the right to torment you, don't you? You do know this stuff belongs to the darkness, don't you? You do know these things are "enemy of God," don't you? Please, for your life Please for your health Please for your sanity Please for the love of Jesus Please because we love you Please destroy these things. Even if you can't build a fire, break them, shred them, do something that ruins them, and get them out of your life. Please, Angelique, please, please, please get these things out of your life! i'm trying. i really am. it's so very hard though. Does God get mad when we fail and struggle?????

Umm, no. Not yet. It's harder to part with than I thought. Most of it is staying boxed up. I

I don't think it is talking about one religion. Have you heard of "Coexist"? I think it's more the idea of coexisting harmonious spiritual paths that this is referring to.

Ummm, things are very spiritually active these days. It's really hard to tell.