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Thanks for the verse encouraging!

Last night I was at service and my pastor said something that stirred up something in me; not only that but the holy spirit used him to reveal to me that God wants to be first place in my life to be my husband right now. If anyone out here seen my other post you will understand what I'm saying; but I'll try to explain a little to you who didn't read my previous post right now I'm separated. From my husband that has caused a lot of physical pain in my life and many other things but anyway, God has made me realize that he wants me to have a intimate relationship with him exclusively!!! I believe and know its because I have put wayy to much focus on my husband even thought we are separated (and probably will divorce) I still desire my husband of 5 years despite all of his wrongdoings and adultery against me but I know that the Lord wants me to put all of my desire and focus solely on getting to know Him to draw closer and be married to the word of God and to the holy spirit right now plus in doing so it will allow me to heal but until God knows in my heart that He is first entirely!! I believe God will either: restore my marriage( and save my husband but for His glory alone not for me or this marriage!) or find a God fearing husband but for now God is my husband and this is one man I know who will never,lie,betray me, hit me or my child,or yell or scream at me; yes He will correct me but only out of love; so for all of those who have jesus as their first love if u have any advice or encouraging word to leave I will greatly appreciate it God bless my friends, and may the God of Israel shine upon you

I'm with u josephine!!!! Amen

I agree with everyone! That is so true! I know of someone who believes in God but thinks that jesus is just a profit and that the world was made by our guilt and that everything we see and do is just a illusion in other words the world isn't real and we made this world up because we feel guilty because we think we left our home(in heaven) and this world is the result and the only way we can return home is thru forgiveness???? Please some one help me so I could point to some scriptures out to this person!!! The book they read from is the course of miracles with helen schuman??? And gary renard??

Wow!!!! I hope this is real!!

Well I thank God for the holy spirit because the church I attend has helped me become more spiritually mature but by attending I've had a much greater desire to know my Lord because my leaders really Do have fire in their preaching and they really want u to be all u can be for christ; yes there is a lot of controversy about my church but I know what the holy spirit does there; I was a unbeliever in fact I was a atheist for a short while but God brought me back home because many are called but few r chosen and I'm sooooooo privileged that God decided to love me again but this time I'm staying I told the Lord it is me and u now forever and I'm not letting no one or nothing come between me and jesus!

Hello friends, as some of u may know me and if u don't hello and how r u? I was just sitting here and thinking about how wonderful and awesome the Lord has been in my life lately (I wish I can tell it all; but He is not done yet!) Anyhow, I was wondering is there anyone on here that can tell me how to get free bibles for the a few people that the Lord is calling home. The church that I go to is a spanish church( I've never questioned the Lord as to why I'm at the church I'm at so don't ask me why because I can't tell u I just follow Him!) And from what I know they don't have english bibles so if anyone out here can tell me how to obtain a few let me know! Thank u in advance and may the Lord bless u with all u pray and ask for in His name friends!!

True and I agree!! Thanks for the input!

I agree with u, it just hurts my heart when I hear people who believe in the word of God not use their faith to pray and ask for a answer instead of praying how to deal with the problem we(meaning me at times) never say well Lord u said... or father u said... I mean if you are living according to His righteousness aren't u allowed to charge the Lord did he not say: try Him NOW!!! or even say: GOD WHERE IS MY ANSWER!!!!

Yesterday my pastor was preaching about revolt! And what is a revolt?? Its when u r tired, fed up of the way ur life is; as a christian there r situations that arise from daily life and sometimes instead of revolting at the devil for shooting arrows of: fear,doubt,suffering,sickness and unbelief, we do just like they did in the book of judges in chapter 6 verse 2: ( and the hands of the midian prevailed against Israel and because of the midianites the children of Israel made them dens in mountains and caves in strongholds) I'm talking about me (especially!) But this message hit home because when issues got spiritually" under fire" yes I wanted to run and hide; but I remembered did all the great people of the bible do this? and how(because of their great faith!!) Revolted and got angry and fought until: time stood still,the wall came down,they walked out of the firey furnish without a burn,and one man of God even fought with the Lord himself until he got his blessing; I mean we serve that same God today why can't he fix our situations? why can't we get out of hiding and out of our "comfortable caves" of fear and doubt and say with the Lord I'm ready to battle with my amour in ephesians that u have equipped me with? Well after yesterday fiery word I'll never look at my problems the same I praise God for opening my eyes to revolt at what's causing my situation and not at the situation!!! P.s. I put this in my own words as the Lord allowed!!! Be blessed in Jesus name friends!

Sometimes fez there r some christians that have more of a "religious" way of doing God's will rather than to walk in the spirit;( just like the pharisees!!!) Some of these" religious theologians" of christ time believed on Him that he was the son of God well other's..... U know the rest; but yes I understand what she is saying because some CHRIST-IANS can just point the finger and some even say things like: well my life is great and no don't do this and ur going straight to hell if u don't get your life in order, those are the ones who excuse me for saying this live a life that is defeated spiritually, and are not working in love! And if ur not working in love then what influence r u working under??? Yes it can't feel good to the flesh to hear a strong message but does it have to always be given in a strong action??? They way we speak to unbelievers and other christians we should spe ak to them just like if it was JESUS standing in front of us; (that is what I always think about when I talk to people) wheather; unbelievers or a believer!!!!

Sorry I don't cross all my tee's and dot all my I's n I'm not as squeaky clean as some folks; but I'm a mess that is in process n progress I'm allowing the Lord my savior to change me and who knows in his time I will cross the... And dot the ....

Sorry I don't cross all my tee's in dot all my I's n I'm not as squeaky clean as some folks; but I'm a mess that is in process n progress I'm allowing the Lord my savior to change me and who knows in his time I will vross the... And dot the ....

No I do not I just like to keep it simple sometimes!!!

I agree with every one!!

And I agree with every1!!! You know what before I've recently surrendered all to my Lord and savior; I thought about when I was out there in the world and I used to say that God had no time for me and that my sins were so disgusting that I couldn't even dare speak about God yet alone giving jesus my life; but oh how good it feels to being the arms of the Lord I love my walk with Him daily; and yes it is very challenging at times and I can even say really hard; but I'd rather walk not knowing where I He may lead me; then to walk around in darkness knowing where my life will end!!! Thanks saints for ur input God bless u friends!

Have u ever heard any one say the following: I wanna give my life to God when my life is on order??? In my community I've always heard people say this(I might have said it myself even!) But I never got it! Talk to me out here; what's ur take on this??

Thanks song its from da heart as real as I'm on here its da same in person I've been thru too much to be fake!!

This is a poem I wanna use to get out how I'm feelin: it's so easy when u got a warm bed for two; it's so easy when he is saying I love u and u say me to, its so easy when ur cuddling,sharing,and having romance, its so easy when u both were saved together in da first place with no kind of difference nothing to overlook or glance; it's even easy when u fight n argue because u know how to not give place to the devil; n not let the sun go down on your wrath; but tell me how easy it is to fight for a marriage that he has no plans to stay in, when ur being bruised and battered; choked to the point of not breathing, being told lies of infidelity, knowing the person he is sleeping with; is it easy to lay next to a man who all u wanna do is make love to and all he wants is his own hands? Is it easy to forgive him for the violence and trying to talk to him about saving his soul, while the whole time being treated like a rag doll with no emotion; knowing the person he is sharing his secrets with ain't u telling someone else I love u, yes now I don't have to deal with that kinda mess no more but in some ways I still love him and since I had his first child the love will be there forever more;and yes I have to forgive n let go but try to put 5 years of dedication to one person in da back burner while u sleep in a shelter with ur daughter all alone with no money and sometimes no hope not even proper shoes for my feet!!! But I'm still praying and keep believing that God is going to keep his word He is not like a man he won't lie and that is y I gave Him my life;yes I know healing is a process n I'll survive but think about me the next time n realize; how easy it is!!!!!!

Wow I know this feeling all to well; I can identify with u about this on so many levels and I hate to sound clique but like everyone before me said pray and ask for forgiveness so that u can heal I had to do the same thing to forgive my husband for his adultery and acts of domestic violence towards me and our child so I know about hurt stay strong and pray I'm praying for u as well!

This makes so much sense to me!