GodLover86

None of us could ever be good enough for Him. But Jesus died that we could be saved. Set your mind on things above. Thanks

Thank you!

First off I am praying. Second off is this. He does not love us because of who we are. He loves us because of who HE is. He loved you and knew you as he or even before he created the earth. He knew the suffering he would suffer on the cross for you, before you were born, and yet, he loved you so much he chose to do it to bring you into you eternal relationship with him. You are right! I question things sometimes and I am glad God forgives me for questioning him

I have talked to a social worker in the past and she tried to get me to see a councilor, but that can't be much of an option right now, because my son can't come with me because he is old enough that he can't be in the room with me while talking about the things I need to talk about...I have to wait until he is school age for me to go....especially since I can't drive yet, my son would have to be in child care all day, once a week and I can't afford that right now..

Thank you! I know God is good, but I wonder sometimes if I'm good enough for God.

Hi, Right now I feel like everything is caving in around me...For starters I am mentally disabled...I was diagnosed with Extreme Bi polar, anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Borderline Intellectual Functioning and PTSD. I was diagnosed when I was 14. It has been 4 1/2 years since I last cut on myself or overdosed. I do have a hard time managing my stress because of all my mental disorders...I have a 3 year old son that I try so hard to take care of by myself but I seem to get so stressed out about every little thing that happens. I have a genetic Blood Disorder called Glucose 6 Phosphate Dehydrogenase Deficiency and because of this blood disorder, I am most always sick with a cold or flu almost everyday...I also get kidney stones every month and I get tired of always going in to the doctor and asking them for help because they always make me wait up to 2 weeks to get any sort of scans and they get irritated with me because I refuse to take any pain med (because I have my 3 year old son to take care of) even though I collapse several times a day from the extreme pain and nausea. I get SSI for my disability (674 a month) and that is all my son and I have to live on...with our rent and bills that add up to 615...I don't have enough to buy My sons pull ups, wipes and everyday household items...I feel like I'm going to explode with everything I'm dealing with....I can't turn on my heat right now because I don't have the money to be paying a higher electric bill...but how can I not turn on the heat because of my son...I feel like I am doomed to fail being a parent...I get so stressed that I start thinking about cutting myself...so far I haven't but I still fear I may start doing it again..I don't know what I can do or what anyone can do, but I am so tired of keeping this all in...

This would work for me, if I had the money to pay all my bills, instead of borrowing money from my family every month...

I believe God knows everyone's situation and how much they can tithe, but in my opinion, there can be many ways to tithe, You can give money, or you can give back by giving things to others or donating things to churches, donating clothes, giving food to a neighbor in need, buying a homeless person a hot drink on a really cold day, volunteering and I'm sure there are many more ways...but that is just my opinion. I always give what I can, for example, I only get so much money a month, and it doesn't even cover all my bills/rent, but I do get food stamps and my church is having a thing called trunck or treating, which is where people can bring their kids to the church for a safe place to go trick or treating and there are so many people parked in the parking lot all over the church to hand out candy from their trunk...so I went out and bought I think about 8 or 10 bags of candy to donate to the cause. It's not much, but I was happy to be able to help

wow!

Wow, I never heard of this song before

I Love this song! I don't have money to buy CDs and my radio never seems to come in clear, so you have no idea what posting this song means to me

I love it! Thank you for posting!!

I have to say that your Bi polar behavior is completely normal in my opinion. I am also Bi polar. Some of things you are describing are bi polar but I also think you could have a great deal of anxiety going on too. For a while I had to take Bi polar med along with Anxiety med to get anything to level its self out. With being bi polar, our emotions are always up and down and we can never explain why or what sets them off and that can be really difficult. I use to calm my nerves by reading or doing different art projects and just being alone (away from other people) for up to 24 hours because anything would set me off. I know from experience that praying can often have a calming effect. I will be praying for you