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I agree. Im against abortion but no 10yr old at that age should be carrying a child to term. At this point alot of people seem to want to win an argument then look at the big picture. Sometimes abortions are needed. Agreed. I have trouble with that too. Like i said its more of people wanting to win am argument. A lot of people don't want to put in the work to actually make a difference. They'll say well theres plenty of charities and pregnancy crisis centers but its still not enough. I truly feel if you believe the life of unborn children and children period is valuable you'll put your money where your mouth is. Its not enough to say well someone else is doing it-- no you do something to because with the influx of children coming alot of help will be needed. Thats why when a coworker told me about her possibly being pregnant I told her I have clothes, diapers, a carrier..anything she needs bc Its hard. It takes help..it takes a village not lazy feel good one liners. It takes actual help. That part many arent willing to do. No they didn't but I understand not wanting to be traumatized further. What if the victim was your wife? Would you be okay raising and loving a child that isnt yours but conceived in this manner? Im not for abortion i just feel some situations may require it.

Hes not.

I think you're right. This is very true. This is true but not everyone does. Some people really do skate through life. I think we'd be incredible spoiled. You are right about that. Still sometimes i feel like God is laughing at me when I struggle. I feel i cant trust Him or turn to him when Im struggling bc I genuinely feel he doesnt care bc if He did I feel he would help me.

Huh?

Like the title says. I wonder bc God allows alot of stuff to happen.

This is true. Its their house. Im trying to leave. I have a job that'll prayerfully start in 2 weeks. Im not looking for anyone to save me Im trying to do that myself. Anywho if it comes down to it I'll do hotel living I guess.

Thank you for stating this. I feel people who havent been in your shoes just dont get it. Im not willingly staying here. Im looking and applying daily. I am trying.

Like I stated earlier I AM TRYING. Im applying daily for jobs and going on interview after interview. Im on assistance. I never said shelters were beneath me.. Shelters seem dangerous to me my only other option would be just moving with my bf. Again my focus was on the music in this thread. Not the living situation.

Thank you.

I can show you an excel sheet of all the jobs ive applied to and have been rejected from. I went to an interview yesterday. Im looking Im always looking. I even got " hired" just for a job to tell me the day before I start work that the position has been filled already. So im looking and looking hard. Im even considering hotel living bc of this. Im trying to move out. I filed for CS. I. Am. Trying. And i didnt let my dad take him i was sleeping with both kids and I guess my son woke up and he dad took him and I heard the music and my bro and dad getting loud. And in this particular post I was concerned about the music mainly. Its not like my other posts.

Wdym you have to be reconciled with them? You have to pray for forgiveness for the baby too?

My dad looked up and played devil worship music loudly at 3a to get under my brother's skin bc hes a minister. However, he took my baby in witb him and had him listening to it telling him to let it in . Im worried. Will prayer keep my son safe? Im really annoyed bc I know what you expose yourself to is a big deal spiritually.

Oh you sweet soul. Im so sorry for everything youre going through but your faith in your trials encourage me greatly.

This was beautifully written.

Thats a beautiful ending. I hope the swme happens for her. Shes just really struggling with schizophrenia.

I know the knee jerk reaction would be to say yes but.. I just think of a friend of mine who has a child and i kinda feel guilty bc i kinda talked her into keeping the baby. Hes a lovely boy but shes in an abusive situation and bc of it her mental health deteriorated so much. In and out od hospitals. She cant really work or take care of baby without the help of her abuser. She couldnt do adoption bc he wanted the baby and wouodnt let her. He also has rights. I just wonder if God understands abortion in cases like these. Sometimes i wonder if i did the right thing. I myself am also overwhelmed with mt own kids. Idk there isnt specific scripture on it.

It is important.

Not at all. Thats why i didnt allow him in my house. However she is his daughter. I dont want to be petty and be a difficult coparent. He will be able to come to the indoor play area and take her home and be with her. Im just trying to be fair while also having boundaries. You know? But you're right. I would stand by my daughter if she did the same and was treated the way i was.

So today is my daughter's bday. Plans got rearranged bc my refund came late and i did a little bday celebration at my house but were gonna take her out to a cute baby play area later. Now, i didnt invite the dad to my house bc he said some really nasty things to me. But he will be invited to the baby play area and will be able to take her home. I feel he shouldve been there but idk i feel i shouldnt have to tolerate disrespect. What do you think??

Yeah. They used to let us in a little after oa but they said due to staffing shortage they have to make sure the ratio of teachers to kids is balanced. I get that. I was able to get them off to school today atleast

I have a 2 and 1 yr old. Im in school im not working yet. Plan to do so after classes end in May and then move. My daughter's dad is just now stepping up but ive been overwhelmed mentally and physically with 2 kids for a year now. 1 kid is nothing 2 is a complete hazing lol. An example ..yesterday night they didnt sleep until 4a. I cant get a good sleep schedule going until im on my own. No one pays much mind to my kids and being quiet while they sleep. I got up at 8.30 i did my best to get the kids to school but i was late. Daycare turned me away.. And im at home with kids crawling over me and i couldnt study much. Going back and forth with daughters dad. And thankfullly he took her for the weekend but i also feel sad bc shes always been with me and i love her so much. Idk i jusy feel exhausted. Im just venting but also looking for advice from other fellow parents whove been there and also asking for prayers as well ..but im definitely on empty right now. With my daughter gone and it just being my son amd me ( hes much easier to care for bc hes a bit older) i have a slight moment of peace and I just wonder how ive been holding up. Anyway thanks for listening.

The length is bc of 2 car accidents and my son's cancer scare. I had to let go of my job and spend months taking him to and from the hospital to see what was wrong with him. Spent time in the hospital too.My grandma abandoned my kids while at work so i couldnt work anymore. All of these things set me back and they just happened back to back..But Yeah no one knows unless theyve been in it..they just assume youre not trying by default which i dont get. Also had a blow out fight with fam bc they want to control my life. My mom called mr weak and said i shouldn't have had kids if i was gonna put them in daycare among other stuff. Gonna fast and pray for God to give me an answer. Im afraid to utilize my family bc they burned me on multiple times.. Im so emotionally spent tonight i could cry or throw up. Uhg

Why do people think im not doing anything. Im doing all i can.

Im doing EVERYTHING to get out. If i did nothing i wouornt even complain. I put the dad on child support Got daycare squared away Using the little money i have to fix my car Im looking for work. Im putting the work in

So my granmda that ditched my kids while i was at work is over. Shes talking about everyones acheivments and barely acknowledging me except when she need to get me to get her something from the store. She got a new car shes letting me drive. I just dont get how can God bless someone that did that but im working so hard. Im trying so hard and im getting nowehefe. I feel like God hates me at this point bc everyone around me is getting blessed except for me And im doing everything i can. Its like im in a storm that refuses to stop. The only time they bring me up is to say im lazy. They dont talk about me going back to school. How im trying to work again after struggling to find daycare bc i couldnt depend on my family. The only time im looked at is if people need something from me. Why does God bless everyone around me but me when Im working my butt off. Why? What does Be have against me? Everyone is able to do things with ease. Get a car. Ok got it. Get a place ok got it. Job..ok got it. My cousin has a really good paying one.. But me.. No. Car accidents. Son sick. My own health messed eith. Toxic family. No help. Just wlot of struggle to do ONE thing. Why is it like that? Im trying so hard more than most i feel. And i keep getting a brick wall. Makes me want to give up.