the prayer of the few

[blessings from above]

I pray that I will gain the strength to forgive the person that got me addicted to porn. 

I often have problems measuring up to the standards my mother has imposed upon me and wished I could become a better person in her eyes. 

This means

She dealt with a lot growing up but found a normal way to find a balance and remain close to her old friends.

With the guy that got me into watching porn we talked about that when I was still his friend. I started to hate him more once he threatened to tell on me if I cheated on a test. Since I did not cheat on the test I could he didn't tell on me and I could move on from him sooner.

The thing with forgiveness in most situations is that if I was already going to do something a certain way regardless of them then I can get over it sooner.

Matthew 5:44

To heal you need guidance

Guidance meaning if you needed to learn to forgive how to do so. Then using that to focus on self-care so you can learn to love others.

 

I pray that I can establish forgiveness for myself when I wish for something that God has not granted for me to have. 

John verse your not meant to stay on the Earth forever wishing I had gotten what I wanted out of life more often

Dear lord allow me to actively transition from a sinner to a woman rooted in Christ. Any Christian principles I may embody through my growth in your name I will give you the glory. 

John and the disciples going from disciples to apostles meaning I need to elevate my faith to think more apostolic than regular. Also relates to 1 Corinthians 4:18 rooted in sin because eventually these verses will get to that.

Also colossians think about whats to come instead of whats in the world that verse

Apostolic I don't like to say that sucks I say that stinks in case an adult comes into my life thats more mature.

 

 

1 corinthians 1:8 I will put aside all malice and continue to serve Gods word dutifully. 

Matthew 5:44 

2 John 1:10 

I often have problems measuring up to the standards my mother has imposed upon me and wished I could become a better person in her eyes. 

 

Dear lord I pray that I will remember to stay organized at home and remember to pray when I drive to my job or anywhere else. 

Understanding that I should not allow my past to discourage me from living a fruitful life in Gods name given my past relationship and school trauma. 

1 Chronicles 4:10 

The lords prayer 

Hannahs prayer 

 

 Proverbs 16 

1 john 4:18 

Lustful passions I have but realizing that my urgent need to have sex could be rooted in other problems as well.

When lust is conceived bring forth death

Thessalonians 4 

The man I met in February 2017 hit on me then more guys after that

It got scary because it began to be a regular pattern 

[Amen]

Hi dear,

May The Lord Jesus Christ gives you the strength to forgive and to abandon porn for the rest of your life.
 

God bless you.

[TheBlade]

Its written who ever calls on the name of the lord shall be delivered. Yes it is that easy. No one has the right to control me unless I allowed it. No one forced me to make any choice. When I was young living at home I could lol blame Mom and Dad for some things but once I left I had no more excess. I get thoughts, desires so forth and being set free by Christ I can say no for greater is He that is in me then he that's in the world. 

So things my dad had or best friend had.. still I was never forced to do anything. See its knowing Christ is real its knowing who you are in Christ. Its knowing He already over came the world, and He is in you and gave you all power all authority over the enemy. I got this far and this song has been playing it was almost done and I wondered what is this song "Lifeline  by Todd McVicker". "my eyes on you, my eyes on you" "you always run to my rescue, your always there when I need you, you are you are you are my lifeline"

Eph 4 "that, regarding your previous way of life, you put off your old self [completely discard your former nature], which is being corrupted through deceitful desires". Think about that "deceitful desires". God made us man desires woman woman desires man that's natural but what were talking about are "deceitful desires/lusts" "deceiving or misleading",

So as God said to Sarah what is to hard for the lord. So there is nothing that has the right or power or authority to control us unless we allow it. Now if we have given in many times then that fight will be much harder yet greater is He that is in us then He that is in the world.