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The devil lies. I had this as a kid. I wasn't even saved yet. Maybe because I had read occult stuff. If I didn't take 4 steps instead of 3 in the hall some random person would die and it would be my fault. If I didn't do my hands like this zillion times people on earth would die for every time I did not do that. It's a lying spirit of fear. If you don't have a good church that helps you watch prayer cave tv from Muthee, Kyambu Kenya. It's on youtube and Facebook. They pray for people sometimes. I got set free by a word I got from God through a guy with a prophetic gift. He said: I declare you free in My love. I believed it and it was instantly gone. Had been tormented for years. My son had it cause his dad preached about hell to old ppl with him present. I think it is caused by fear. I said: tell your dad it's gone, because he brought him to a psychologist who wanted to put him on drugs. But then I lie. No it's the truth. He whom the Son sets free is free indeed. He said it, his dad didnt believe it, but within a week it was gone. You have gotten authority over satan. If you find out who you are in Christ and how much authority He has given you, satan has reason to fear. He rather doesnt want you to know that.

The pentecostal and evangelical church in Holland want no money. I went to one here. They acted and dressed like the reformed. Very calm music. It depends. T.L. Osborn came to Holland in 1958. A lot of people got saved. His translator started pentecostal churches and he went to an American Bible school, so he always asked for money. We would joke about it. He had a really good magazine for evangelization, thanks to one of his churches I got saved and they weren't insane rich and had houses for orphans in other countries, but they did want an income and they did want money to do all that and buy church buildings. He had in that magazine: if you have old jewels laying around give them to us. But nobody complains about reformed reverends who get a university income and some of these churches have so much money, they all bought church buildings. If it is someone's time you just have to stop praying. You can't pray against God's will. Some gypsies in our church, their grandma died, they just demanded she came back and she said: Let me go. I was just walking with Jesus. That is how much authority the believer has been given. The pharisees knew He did miracles. They refused to believe and got no miracle. They were wicked. But: ‭John 4:46-53 NKJV‬ [46] So Jesus came again to Cana of Galilee where He had made the water wine. And there was a certain nobleman whose son was sick at Capernaum. [47] When he heard that Jesus had come out of Judea into Galilee, he went to Him and implored Him to come down and heal his son, for he was at the point of death. [48] Then Jesus said to him, “Unless you people see signs and wonders, you will by no means believe.” [49] The nobleman said to Him, “Sir, come down before my child dies!” [50] Jesus said to him, “Go your way; your son lives.” So the man believed the word that Jesus spoke to him, and he went his way. [51] And as he was now going down, his servants met him and told him, saying, “Your son lives!” [52] Then he inquired of them the hour when he got better. And they said to him, “Yesterday at the seventh hour the fever left him.” [53] So the father knew that it was at the same hour in which Jesus said to him, “Your son lives.” And he himself believed, and his whole household. https://bible.com/bible/114/jhn.4.46-53.NKJV

I just read in a Dutch reformed newspaper that a church that's a combi of 2 types of reformed churches coming together, in a certain city, now lets gay couples take an office. Guy in the comments says: This is why you get church splits. I see another one coming. In the 90s I was in an evangelical church that later split because half was pro and the other half was anti Toronto blessing. ‭I Corinthians 11:18-19 NKJV‬ [18] For first of all, when you come together as a church, I hear that there are divisions among you, and in part I believe it. [19] For there must also be factions among you, that those who are approved may be recognized among you. https://bible.com/bible/114/1co.11.18-19.NKJV But it can also be because of ego's and building their own kingdom.

The worst ones have been bound. It's most of the time not possession but demonic influence. The woman who didn't walk straight, spirit of infirmity. Only her body was bound. She was the possession of God. Or unclean spirits. They didn't leave. Paul said we had to wrestle against them. If someone is addicted to porn those demons come through the tv. Trusting in a minister is no use. Always trust in God, but He may use someone and it's useless if you don't repent from that sin.

That exists too yes and you have to really watch out with that. In the 90s a guy with a demon kick out ministry came to Holland and a lot of evangelical leaders were naive and had no clue. You just assume it's also from God. Well it wasn't. My ex went there. I wanted to join, but he wouldn't let me. Luckily. It was insane. They supposedly cut off the arms and legs of demons and other totally crazy stuff. There were some leaders who warned against it. People fell from their faith afterwards. My ex had to be set free from a demon because he went there. There was a gigantic car crash nearby. He thought because they were summoning demons. So the reformed church is safe. You won't ever get that kind of craziness, but they also miss out on good stuff.

He didn't mean a normal ring, but the masonic ring as a sign that they're a freemason. No wonder all the craziness came in the charismatic church.

I saw a video from an American pentecostal pastor. He said that even pentecostal pastors in that city were in Freemasonry and wore their ring. I posted that on a small forum and a guy got mad. Turned out he was a mason too.

Ah that explains it. I was wondering why you went from pentecostal to reformed. Now I understand. I once took an atheist to a hip church meeting. He said: Why is it all black? I hadn't even noticed. Why is there no light anymore on the podium?

I don't know but it might be a side effect because you just started with new meds. Here I Googled it: You may notice that you feel emotionally numb when you take an antidepressant. Unfortunately, this is a common side effect.

They are still mooching there?

I'm a spoiled Dutch part time princess. One year of my life I worked 40 hours a week and it was a 10 minute bike to work. Poehoe. I was exhausted. So then I went to 36 and then to 32 until I got kids. Then first 2 days a week with paid parental leave and now 3. There was a young guy at work. Here dads get a daddy day: a paid day off to take care of your kids. So almost nobody at my office works full time. But this young guy said he worked 40 hours a week and I said: Oh no! How horrible! Isn't that way too much? He looked at me like I was nuts. 🤣

I don't know, but if he is so tired that he falls asleep in no time I think so yes. It would be different if he was playing computer games until 12 and let you do it all alone. I never had a guy who went to work for me to make money. My ex worked for church but they didn't pay him. Well hardly. My mom thought it was standard and normal that my dad always worked so much. I told her that she should be grateful that he did all that. She thought that was very weird. And then she said: You're right and she told him how great he was. Was a few years ago. It was cute. It was a horrible job. He was a teacher. And my sister has videos from him in which he runs after her kids when they were small. I didn't know that he was so playful. I expected my mom to do that. He really enjoyed it. And I was like: awwww he just always worked because he felt he had to and he provided for us all. Even for my kids now. If it weren't for him we could have never done anything fun and would have lived in poverty. But women who have a man who works 40 or more hours a week and then takes over at home and vacuums everything think that is just standard. I saw a Norwegian woman on Facebook. She got a year paid parental leave. He got it too. They first stayed home together with the kid and he did a lot. She said: It would have been way too much if I had to do that alone. Then he started to work and she stayed home and then she worked full time and he stayed home. She said: I now know how it is for him to have worked all day.

Those guys who ran away weren't christian and if He only gave it to the apostles that would be bad news for other demoniacs similar to the guy from the Gadarenes. What is the church's answer for those? Go to an unchristian psychiater and take drugs? Hey look. I never saw that. He worshipped Him. Then they came to the other side of the sea, to the country of the [a]Gadarenes. 2 And when He had come out of the boat, immediately there met Him out of the tombs a man with an unclean spirit, 3 who had his dwelling among the tombs; and no one could bind him, not even with chains, 4 because he had often been bound with shackles and chains. And the chains had been pulled apart by him, and the shackles broken in pieces; neither could anyone tame him. 5 And always, night and day, he was in the mountains and in the tombs, crying out and cutting himself with stones. 6 When he saw Jesus from afar, he ran and worshiped Him. 7 And he cried out with a loud voice and said, “What have I to do with You, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? I implore[c] You by God that You do not torment me.” 8 For He said to him, “Come out of the man, unclean spirit!” 9 Then He asked him, “What is your name?” And he answered, saying, “My name is Legion; for we are many.” 10 Also he begged Him earnestly that He would not send them out of the country. 11 Now a large herd of swine was feeding there near the mountains. 12 So all the demons begged Him, saying, “Send us to the swine, that we may enter them.” 13 And [d]at once Jesus gave them permission. Then the unclean spirits went out and entered the swine (there were about two thousand); and the herd ran violently down the steep place into the sea, and drowned in the sea.

There will be a revival during the trib when the uncountable multitude comes in and hopefully before that too in the West and not only in other countries.

I saw a few days ago that they have labs near the Russian border too.

Prayed for a guy I met on another forum. He didnt want the vaccin. He was afraid that they would kill him if he went to the hospital. Was into conspiracies or something. He had covid really bad. Here listen to Derek Prince praying for healing. No. He was afraid of any preacher who prayed for healing. It was okay for my mom and me to pray for him. We prayed via video. He got healed. My ex got covid before the vaccin came. I only coughed for a few weeks. Prayed with the kids and he got healed. For the rest I believe it was demonic and planned cause a guy on a video from 2010 said that in 2005 they had said: China will catch a cold and they were laughing. It would go over the world. They also planned a war. They said it was to control people. I think to get the ac in.

How much does he work?

My granddad, his dad remarried to a woman who was in christian science. His dad was christian. His christian mother died. He went to rosecrucianism for a while. They speak curses over family. I had 2 miscarriages, blood loss with the 2nd child and then again problems with the third. I had a dream in which I kept searching for the cause and found it. Looked on internet at a rosecrucian site. There was some initiation thing on it from the whomb becomes a tomb. You have to renounce all that and break family ties and curses. When you sin yourself you give a demon legal access. And there are not many ministries who want to help you because they'll get attacks from satan. There was a guy once on a Dutch reformed forum who asked for help. It was horrible. He was constantly bothered by demons. My ex could have helped him maybe but he had no church anymore and he went back to fishing plus the guy lived at the other side of the country, so I asked a preacher who had preached in our church as a guest preacher years ago. What does he care. He didn't even respond. He did not care. With a lot of effort I could find one woman via Facebook who was willing to help him. We paid thousands to go to Canada to get help for me. But that was from the Toronto blessing and that was mixture said Derek Prince. They invited a psychiater to preach and they sold his books in church in which he glorified medical drugs and they kept pushing. I never wanted that stuff. Because of them pushing that through my throat I eventually gave in months later and a side effect was suicide attempts. I left a really nasty review on that psychiater's internet page which he removed.

The guy singing it is a street preacher. He says Jesus wants to help him.

The demons don't simply run when one gets saved and if someone is really possessed and not just influenced or oppressed they can't even get saved before you kick those demons out in Jesus' Name. A guy in Africa left his wife, understood nothing, lost his mind and walked through the woods for years and was aggressive when they tried to get contact. His wife kept praying. He got set free and saved by prayer and rebuking those demons. Even a sickness can be demonic. And behold, there was a woman who had a spirit of infirmity eighteen years, and was bent over and could in no way [d]raise herself up. 12 But when Jesus saw her, He called her to Him and said to her, “Woman, you are loosed from your infirmity.” 13 And He laid His hands on her, and immediately she was made straight, and glorified God. 16 So ought not this woman, being a daughter of Abraham, whom Satan has bound—think of it—for eighteen years, be loosed from this bond on the Sabbath?”

You had to do it all alone? You got no help? I always stood in the row for prayer and I've had prayer sessions from a couple. After all these years I learned to do it myself.

Are you serious? Non essentials don't matter. They got revival in some city when all the churches prayed together and put their differences aside and they preached in each other's pulpits. ‭John 17:20-21 NKJV‬ [20] “I do not pray for these alone, but also for those who will believe in Me through their word; [21] that they all may be one, as You, Father, are in Me, and I in You; that they also may be one in Us, that the world may believe that You sent Me. https://bible.com/bible/114/jhn.17.20-21.NKJV

I once read on a Dutch reformed forum that the Heidelberg cathechismus said that God gives diseases. That goes straight against the Bible. Jesus never said He didn't want to heal someone. Yes the pharisees, so He spoke in parables, but not the sick who came to Him.

Yes it's not the most important and yes there's evil stuff, but I don't agree with God decides. He decides when it's someone's time and then you have to quit praying for healing and let them go, but there are gifts of healing and miracles given to believers and ministers. And I think the teaching from the Word of Faith on healing was great. I had RSI. Had to quit my job. I just kept building my faith for a year with Bible texts that say that God wants to heal you He is my healer, by His stripes I am healed, I am the Lord that healeth thee present tense etcetera day in day out hours a day and at night a cd with these Bible texts. I did that for a year and then I had built my faith. Believe that you have received it and you will have it. And then I went to a healing meeting and a guy who couldn't walk was jumping on the podium and he just got saved and I thought: Why am I so complicated? So you had to do something you couldn't do and I slammed the floor and it was gone. By the way you can say that about physical healing that it's not the most important, but what about mental healing or possession? People in my mom's church would go to Africa and take psychiatric patients with them who could not get helped here and they got healed there.

They took my 3 month old baby and 2 toddlers from me, an evil judge. My lawyer was only interested in her own kids and too lazy to read my 1 page. Afterwards: Oh you didn't work full time? They thought he was the houseman. Long live feminism where they steal your baby and try to force you to work more to pay child support. I prayed. I asked God to give my kids back. He did nothing. At last I assumed He did not exist after all. I saw a preaching then but I did not understand. There was a woman yanking the preacher's tie. My kids! My kids! Why? Why? Why? And he said: Because you turned your back on God. I did not understand. I did not realize I lived in sin with that guy. That was why God could not help me. When I saw I had been mislead and repented and broke up I got my kids back half the time. Years later same thing. Ex's sister tried to set him up against me again. He would go to Germany with her and take the kids. A preacher on youtube said: Don't fear. This time I did not live in sin so God could help me. But it's not always because of your own sin. In your case I think you need a good church and I wonder if someone like that aunt has been cursing you or a generational curse cause it's really weird that is goes good and then bam all the time. My granddad had been in occultism. Those curses had to be broken. But also those happily married people are always super mature, communicate well, not 1 has a controlling demon, they were not beaten up as a kid. It's zillion times easier for them. A few exceptions who really lay their life down but that's only happy clappy in the end. My ex got beaten up with fishing gear by his mother as a kid. Nowadays they would say: red flag. Everyone wants an easy partner just like they all want a golden retriever. What does God have to do with that? People who are hurt and not healed up will hurt others. And the financial stuff. How big is that house if a whole family can live there? I have 1 bedroom. You can't have a whole house with a part time job. And what about poor Indians? Does God hate them that they have no food or are their fellow rich countryman just selfish and nasty?