Ghostdog

there have been 6 females post in this thread and 12 males, in my thread there was 2 females and 11 males why is there so many males posting in this thread? its about being a female and i for one dont have a clue whats its like to be a female

i was wondering if God can see all outcomes of every possible future. i know He is all knowing, can see the begining and the end so to me it makes sense

theres plenty of freelance online work out there as well so dont just stuck to companies for online work

what do you consider a man to be? is he strong? tough? doesnt show his feelings? is he a leader? what if you dont fit those catagories are you not considered a real man? this use to bother me a lot growing up and into adualthood cause i dont fit those ideals. i got skinny arms, im strong but not as strong as a "normal" man, i found that hiding ones "weak" emotions can lead to a being an emotinal wreck over time. growing up my idea of a man were what i saw on tv and in movies and i felt i wasnt a real man cause i didnt measure up to what holloywood was saying what a man was. i was ashamed to be myself and i was always trying to prove myself to be a real man in the eyes of others, especailly women. and it wasnt until i learned to accept myself as i am that i found peace

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you need to clear your browser cache

but stay from the last thread we dont need anymore competition

why dont you try a work from home job? theres plenty out there

dont go into the fellowship hall of the forum

ive had long hair a few years ago but i got tired of it always getting in my face when the wind blew or eating it while i ate, my nails grow long fast and when iwas younger i was ashamed of them cause i thought they were "girl nails",

theres a lot of things women do that i dont understand so i dont even try

i didnt realize how times i said "and" in the video

not really just use one of the 3 ways i explained

ya thats me

happy canada day to all my fellow canadians

id have to invent time travel and find a girl who liked me

im trying to learn how to have a healthy relationship. ive only had toxic ones or ones where i used the other person for my own gain. im trying to learn from my mistakes and not repeat them but its proving to be hard because im not sure if im doing it the right way or not. there seems to be so much i have to unlearn. i want a relationship where i wont hurt the other person, ive done that to too many past relationships. im at a point where im not sure if im trying to find an excuse to go back to being alone or if i need this relationship to continue. maybe im being selfish again.

I wanna walk on water Just like Jesus I wanna walk on water But only when it freezes Why, are my expectations of myself so high? Is it the bar I set? My arms, I stretch, but I can't reach A far cry from it, or it's in my grasp, but as Soon as I grab, squeeze I lose my grip like the flying trapeze Into the dark, I plummet Now the sky's blackening, I know the mark's high Butter-flies rip apart my stomach Knowing that no matter what words I come up with Someone's gonna hark, gripe, and tell me my faith is shallow So I scrap these, as pressure increases, I fall on my knees I feel the ice cracking, because I wanna walk on water Just like Jesus I wanna walk on water But only when it freezes Time to go back to Carman's The Standard Back to the first time Jesus and I met Always in search of the sin that I haven't dealt with yet Will this step just be another misstep To tarnish whatever love or respect, I've garnered? My walk has to be perfect, a Christian life before you flawless And it always feels like I'm hitting the mark 'Til I go sit in the dark, look at it, and pick it apart God's given me all this Still I feel no different regardless People look to me to point them to God If only they knew, sometime it feels like a facade and it's exhaustive And I try to not listen to nonsense But if Satan is trying to strip me of my confidence Mission accomplished I wanna walk on water Just like Jesus I wanna walk on water But only when it freezes 'Cause I'm only human, just like you Making my mistakes, oh if you only knew I don't think you would love me the way you do 'Cause I'm terrified to let you down It's true, I'm a Rubik's, God's beautiful mess At times juvenile, yes, I goof and I jest A flawed human, I guess But I'm doing my best to not ruin your expectations There was a time I had the world eating out my palm Everyday I try to encourage others to keep going on And now I'm struggling to rewrite this song But how did my faith last this long? Begs the question, though Especially after I reaped what I'd sown As yesterday fades and the old kingdom is burnt to the ground And all that's left of all I owned Those days are long gone And it's time to put the past down Rebellion declines, that curtains drawn I'm closing the set, sin still poking it's head out from behind And everyday has doubt and reminds me Now forget your pain, forgive them and then do it 1,444 times I'll lie and say I no longer care and not let you see 'Cause I can't let this memory go without a fight One day my life be gone, outta sight, outta mind Can God made something from mine? But when I do leave this life, though, I'll be fine Please don't cry or sigh But that final bow will be divine, but for now I wanna walk on water Just like Jesus I wanna walk on water But only when it freezes 'Cause I'm only human, just like you I been making my mistakes, oh if you only knew I don't think you would love me the way that you do 'Cause I'm terrified to let you down If I try to walk on water, I would drown

im from alberta canada

ive been homeless before and i didnt need that much just a place to sleep at night which i got by staying at a shelter and money to buy food which i got from picking bottles everything else wasnt really needed, before that i had money in the bank and nice things

Used to spend my nights hanging out in a chat room Lust was the only type love I've known But You rescued me when I hit rock bottom And brought me back when I thught I was too far gone Your love is better than a bottle of pepsi Your love is something I can call mine Your love is warm as a blanket around me And Lord, I'm thankful for Your love all the time I've looked for love in all the same old places Found the love this world gives is just a lie But then You give me a new heart and I won't waste it 'Cause there's nothing like Your love to get me high Your love is better than a bottle of pepsi Your love is something I can call mine Your love is warm as a blanket around me And Lord, I'm thankful for Your love all the time Your love is better than a bottle of pepsi Your love is something I can call mine Your love is warm as a blanket around me And Lord, I'm thankful for Your love all the time Your love is better than a bottle of pepsi bottle of pepsi bottle of pepsi Your love is better than a bottle of pepsi bottle of pepsi bottle of pepsi

Ecc 2:9,10 Whatever my eyes desired I did not keep from them. I did not withhold my heart from any pleasure, For my heart rejoiced in all my labor; And this was my reward from all my labor. Then I looked on all the works that my hands had done And on the labor in which I had toiled; And indeed all was vanity and grasping for the wind. There was no profit under the sun. (Dennis) I hurt myself today To see if I can still feel I focused on the pain The only thing that seems real The memory leaves a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all a way But I remember everything (Ghostdog) Look at what you've become My sweetest friend Every woman you loved went away In the end And we once had it all Our empire of dirt It has let you down It has left you hurt (Dennis) How can I be reborn sitting Upon my liar's chair? With this broken heart I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time Those feelings disappear Wish I were someone else but I am still right here (Ghostdog) Look at what you've become My sweetest friend Every woman you loved went away In the end And we once had it all Our empire of dirt It has let you down It has left you hurt (Dennis,Ghostdog) If I could start again A million miles away I would forgive myself I would find a way

sin is sin no matter how you spin it. sometimes its so easy to forget a few things, at least for me it is. for example: Jesus said to pick up your cross and follow him, God will judge everybody including Christians, just because God will forgive you doesnt mean you can just give into sin. one of the things i was taught to help overcome sin is to leave the area thats tempting you. dont just grind your teeth and try to get through it cause it wont work. it took me a long time to learn that lesson and somedays i still need reminders. find something else to get your mind on cause thats where sin begins and the longer you dwell on it the harder it will be to overcome.