Jessi7811

I don;t know but this is how someone explained to me about what there faith is like.... This friend of mine feels as if she has given up on God? Failing to move on from the past? She thinking of Jesus as a memory of something that once brought happiness into her life not able to reach God, she can't even pray, the mercy of the Cross doesn't tug on her numb, cold heart. She was once loving and was a good serving follower of Christ. Even though the person yearns for God but is unable to hand her life back over to Christ. She acknowledge her sin, repents but falls, she wants God the Father and understands the Cross. Still bonded with her sin, alone and hurt. Wanting God! But failing each time... What is this person meant to do?

I have not been saved all my life 2 years in June I have be a christian

I ain't finished yet!!!

This is my impression of the world and how all I am is a digit to a self absorded goverment!!! I'm lost in a world for sinners and condemers off convictions and guilt by a self driven people with enternity in hell. When I look out on the world, the people walkin by r skinny, tired, run down and everyone is just holding on by a tread thats rough and worn there expressions r numb they don't peak a smile there little minds r fulled wif hatred, how do they live? They bearly don't. There's no way out except by a way that is not sociably exceptable, there is no freedom, there is no way out were trapped in world not design for love or peace its war after war in r heads or out on the streets. The streets r lined wif nothin but rubbish, modly and horrid but no one cares! Rivers flow there'd nothing but slimmy water no one can swim no more not even a little, every dark alley makes u parnoid even the sane we watch r backs. Some r scared to leave their house for yobs r out, they're out to get! Drug addicts like I they feel the need but they can't surive facing the facts of reality r too much to bear, they hide to forget but never really suceeding. We know no not no other way for live sum choose to pay just a trip to pass the day! Where is the surport for a little I to be able gave up? There is no money for rehab we have ready gave u thats chance they say! A chance, a chance I say but the door is shut. Our homes r nothing but split up parents, with teenaged Mum's there is no love its just for pleasure. We want r kid to just get on to grow up fast. There is no such thing as barbie's or action men we hand them computors or the lastest techology they become zoombies glued to TV there's been a multation r eyes r square. This is our world!!! Jessica

Wat do u think??? I don;t c them to break the rules. I do what I am told to do when I am told to do it. Like one of the rules is I am not aloud to go out on a Skool nite. I AM 18, But yet I do respect this rule don't wanna go out anyways. Its just the fact that the rule is there. Another is I am only aloud in church 2 times a week which then sumtimes I have to sneak away in the afternoon to go to my youth thing. Which isn;t the key but wat honestly is there to do? Miss out in fellowship!!!! I love my youth group so much I just know I am growin so much in my faith, there surport is brill oh man this list could go on abit.

Opps he;s 15 and YES I was left out in a hail storm for 30 mins

How old is your brother? You were literally left outside in a hail storm for 30 minutes? It's hard for us to say what you "deserve", because honestly...we only know your side of the story. You're giving us very little information to work with here. Again, are your parents Christians? What kinds of things do they do specifically that you consider are undeserved? Are you accusing them of abuse? Also, what kinds of things do you contribute to the family? Answering these will assist us in what type of advice is most appropriate. Thanks. No parents r not christians. Things like hidin my uniform, my coat, not aloudin me to go to church, in gernal just pickin arguements for no reason. I am not accusin them of abuse I just sayin thier not treatin me fairly!!! I come in from Uni study in my room, go on here there is no intereaction unless they want to have an arguement about sumthing or I haven't done sumthing (which yet I know I should do just havn;t had time). I don;t contribute much to the house except for tidyin and cleanin. I don't have the money to pay into the house as I am payin for Uni fee's BY MYSELF!!!! I don't often eat in the house or even watch TV. So I don;t really coat them anythin. I just don't see y they have to pick on me???

Love and respect I know thats the key but puttin it in action is the most hardest thing to do!!! I don't feel any connection between us it the same with all my family. I am the outsider that gets the out brusts takin on me. Which honestly I don't deserve. Like this mornin I wanted to check somethin on the TV and my little bro took the biggest fit out on me when he wasn;t even watchin the TV. Therefore because of him doin this I was the worst in the world and was lft out in the hail stones for 30 mins. Do I deserve this????

Tlkin isn't wat my family do!!! Shoutin is the only things that they can do right. I just don't even wanna sit in the same room as them havn't in along time. I just phyically can't. I know this won't help r relationship but I can;t tlk to them. Its just akward and frustratin!!! They just don't listen surpose this could go both ways. I don't wanna listen to watever they say cause mostly its just to annoy, hurt or even just abuse me from name callin. Which isn't fair cause I don't say any hurtfull things to them. My veiw in this house just doesn't matter!!!!

I am at Uni how the heck can I get a job!!!!!!! I don't enough time in a week to hold down wat I am doin at the min!! I don't eat in the house anyways and I don't have the money for house keep I earn

18, I am a christian and no my parents r beleivers

I just don't understand!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh leave me alone parents!!!!!!!! Y when u push them away do they keep comin bk for more? Y won't they just leave me alone? I don't want there stupid hugs man I don't want nothing to do wif them!!! Y can't they understand the meanin go away? Y can't I sit in my room all day? Y can't not eat dinner? Y???? Man I sound so hard but I just can't bring myself to love them or even care about them. Hurt and pain is all they do. I know this is a christian approch but man its even harder to love them than like I don't know its just real hard. Today is Mothers day I just couldn't b brothered! WHAT IS THE POINT???? Its just another stupid day that is gonna mean nothin at the end of it just like every other day. I didn't even get a card or present for her, I don't even feel bad. I just think its stupid day. I am tired of tryin!! Just leave me alone parents. Kick me out of the house. I need the FREEDOM!!! Jessica

Awwwwwwwwww, Emily man its so awesome ur love for that we doggie! Man just keep prayin I'll b prayin for da dog! K well God Bless Nite Jessica ANIMALS ROCK!!!!

Man, this is apaulin! Y should people b able to know who's had an abortion? Why should we publlicly display them to this? I know from experience hence its not me my sister she had an abortion when she was 17 she regrets it daily. But at dat time the baby would have not had a life it deserved. Why bring it into the world? For that girl/boy life to b a tourment not bein able to receive the things that it need. Wat sort of life would that have been?????? For teenagers who have abortions who's gonna pay for them us! While that child grows up we pay for it. Even if the child goes into adoption they will always wanna know who there parents r. It would drive me senseless not knowin who I actual parents were. I know I have not made myself clear I am against abortions even so these r circumstance that a child does not have to face. Also I don't think an unborn child should have an death certificate either as the child has not really set foot on this earth. There in heaven a way from livin in this destructable world livin a dream we all seek to b wif God and thats the most important bit they havn't experience hurt, pain, they havn't even had a chance b posioned by the lies of Satan so man to tell u turth there better of than us!!!! God Bless Jessica

Hey Stitchy, I agree wif elkie some brillant advice! Keep prayin and I'll pray to. May God Bless u and ur family! Love Jessica xoxox

Pix, Never realise how serious this has got man! Woooooo my head is even spinnin! I don't even know wat to say GET OUT OF THERE QUICK! Also hun don't persuade urself or let any1 else do anythin anythin u don't want, ur old enough and u have the best thing beside u and it God. Man I'll keep prayin for u! God Bless Jessica xoxxo

i'll b prayin! God Bless Jessica xoxo

Hey, Pixy its me! U know a wee bit about me and my parents but anyways. I moved put a couple of months ago cause they didn't wanted me goin to churh etc so I moved it wif my sis which was good but the fights we had were worst than the ones at home instead of arguein she would just wack me one. But anyway I moved bk home and the relationship wif my mother has been alot better. I stop speakin to Mum for 4 months (The hardest 4 months of my life) I missed her and I didn't want anything to do wif her at all. But I pray and pray and pray that one day Mum and I would b reuntied and God did let this happen I figured out that mayb I was meant to show them the light of our saviour! And till this day Mum has addmitted that there is a God but no-more. Sorry I keep gettin off wat I am tryin to say! But wifout speakin to my Mum for this period of time she missed out on alot in my life and I missed alot in her life. Even know it was only 4 months I had changed I was competely commited to God but I wish my Mum seen it and because of stubborness in both parts. I missed the greatess thing and that was showin Mum my delvolpment in Christ! I totally reget this. I would advice u to keep in contact wif ur Mum and Dad! Avoid stupid partied and say I don;t wanna cum they can command u to come ur 28. I just turned 18 and Mum can't tell me wat to were I am ME continue to b urself mayb if ur parents seen the true u they would try to change u. I will pray for u! God Bless Jessica xoxox

Hey! I hope and pray that animals will go to heaven. I live to serve God though animals to heal them form suffering and look after them thought the love of God. I am trainin to be a vetinary nurse this is were I beleive that God has gave me a gift with animals. If I didn;t have God I know I wouldn't be here in my life. I feel God will have animals in heaven like there is a 6 month kitten in work wif supected FELV y would he go to hell? I don;t feel God would let his crections of the animal kingdom b destroyed when Jesus comes. I pray daily for animals in work to b healed from there illness and operations and I feel they have been answered. Like there is a dog wif couches disese and he is still alive I prayed and fasted for this dog which was given 6 weeks to live 6 months ago! Also I feel God works thought vets, vetinary Nurse etc to help animals he has given them this gift! This is my veiw, I mayb incorrect but this is wat I beleive animals will go to heaven! God Bless Love Jessica xoxox GOD OPENED MY EYES!

Hey, I know this maybe a stupid question. But I recently have lost my dearly beloved pets. I was just wandering... Do animals go to heaven? Please write a comment. God Bless Jessica GOD OPENED MY EYES!

BRILLANT!!!! Man that sounds amazing! Its utterly amazin man its amazing! Ok I'll stop writin amazin. BUT IT IS AMAZIN! I'll pray for u. Can't wait to read ur testimony! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh its amazin! God Bless u forever Jessica xoxox GOD OPENED MY EYES!

Hey, Was just wanderin if u have asked God about this? God Bless Jessica GOD OPENED MY EYES!!!

Hey, Really good readin! Thanks for sharing. It was brillant!!! God Bess Love Jessica GOD OPENED MY EYES!!!

I don;t think so. God Bless Jessica

Awwwww Tigs! I'll keep hugging u man :hug:hug :hug :hug:hug :hug :hug:hug :hug :hug:hug :hug :hug:hug :hug There is plenty more where that came from! God Bless Love Jessica GOD OPENED MY EYES!!!!