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I can certainly understand how you feel. I am angry all the time. I feel alone no matter whos in the room with me. I am 30, divorced. Many failed relationships. 2 kids. Even with my kids who I wouldnt trade the world for....I still feel more alone in the world than ever. Ive cried so much I can't even cry anymore. I just sit around and work and do my normal day things I have to get done- and dont talk much, dont interact much. All my friends have left me, alienated me, or royally hurt me and walked away. I dont talk on the phone much either. My dog curls up with me, hes about my very best friend.

Im sure alot of people disagree with me, but I for one do not think it should have been changed. The graphic images were the PURPOSE of the movie. To see with your EYES just what it was he went through for us. To feel it. Yes some of it was very graphic, but it made it so real you could almost feel it. When I saw it everyone in the place was weeping. I took my 12 year old sister (with my parents permission) after it came out, her faith was there, but she was unsure and I was the only one encouraging her in her walk. When she saw it she sobbed, she cried out for them to stop. Her faith has never been stronger, and IMHO, that was his point.

Welcome leah! I was in the same situation. sortof lol. I didnt partake cause I didnt feel as though my faith was "old" enough or strong enough. and then the whole communion thing, and me being divorced (some churches limit GREATLY what a divorced woman can do) I agree. Pray. Read and learn. The Lord will show you the way. Im so happy you are a sister

I need help. Im not one to put my personal life out in the open, but I feel like Im losing my mind. I have been in the biggest spiritual battle for most of my life. Starting with my father sexually abusing me, my brother pyhscially abusing me, my parents never showing love. My mom has never said I love you or hugged me. ever. My x husband was emotionally and verbally abusive. He was very unfaithful. I have lost many family members, friends. Becuase of my inability to cope with life I lead a life of self injury and bulimia. My friend Dan said this all gives me a great testimony for my faith. But I need help. As dumb as it sounds I feel like I am in constant battle with the devil for my soul. I have had a sheet over my mirrors for so long I dont even remember when they were put there. I hate looking at myself. I break down and cry and these voices take over my head telling me Im worthless and ugly. Im to fat, I dont deserve anything. Its so intense I just cry. They get so far into me that I feel the only thing I deserve is pain. I dont self injur anymore, but i just wanna pull my hair, or something. I dont know what to do. Im sure you few reading this probably think im nuts lol its ok, sometimes I think the same thing. I just I dont know know. I have no trust in anyone. I have a great bf who accepted me for me. Even with my past problems. But Im constantly afriad. Afriad Im not good enough. that he'll want to leave. or that he'll cheat. Can anyone help me? If I am fighting him, why is he so focused on me?? How do I make it stop?

I will refuse it myself, even if I cannot get medical care. One thing I had MS and many mri's. If you have the chip you cannot take mri's it would cause the chip to explode. Those who have the chips will find that if there is power surges that sets these things off they will explode and burn the skin, sounds like revealtios, where those who accept the mark will have sores come up upon them. I willl take my chances. What our President is proposing is that all people in order to recieve any medical care would have to have the chip. That makes it mandatory. And of course veri chip is gleeful with this announcement. I was a recent computer student, and one of our professors told us to switch majors from networking to programming these newe embedded chips, thay were the coming thing, and they will be a source of riches for those who got in on the ground floor. <{POST_SNAPBACK}>

I read this article and its very interesting, I also saw what was said about the president wanting chips implanted for medical records. My question is, can you refuse these? With times coming, and possibly fast, there is no right or wrong guess at what "the mark" could be. So Im wondering what is refusable and what is not. If its for medical records I guess my concern is, even if it is the mark, if you refuse it, then are you not able to recieve future medical care? If they all go to these I mean?

I have so many things swirling around in my brain. Things I dont know how to BEGIN to work through. A co-worker I once had told me that obviously sex was a gift from God to married people. And that whoever you had intimate relations with, in heaven you would be considered to have been married to. Now as someone who.....*deep breath*.....was raped by her father many times at a young age, does this still stand true? And how do you learn to trust? Becasue of things that have happened in my life, my dad, being beaten daily by my brother, my x husband, dealing with Bulimia, self- injury, how is it done? I have such a problem trusting anyone. And I know its not up to me. That anything that happens to me, is up to God to bring justice for. But I more than anything would LOVE the freedom of trusting someone completely. Just letting go. And I cant

Yes its catholic. I was told I was not allowed (not by the church) for two reasons. Becasue i am a divorced catholic and because i never had first communion or confirmation classes

Possibly a dumb question? My parents never took us to church, so Im new to this. I am church going alone! lol As a divorcee, am I allowed to take communion? I was baptized, but baptized catholic, i never did the confermation classes or communion. Am i allowed to do this? I feel so werid sitting in church while everyone else does.

Now correct me if Im wrong, But I have heard stories of it and a man and his exploration team are getting ready to go get it. I think (my memory has been affected by motherhood!You other moms know lol) they said it was mount arrarat or something? Its in the side of a mountain deep in the ice they believe. They have ariel shots of it, but its difficult to get to

I know i shouldnt, my mom told me to get over it and move on, but this morning started horrible. My daughters FIRST day of school, kindergarden!, and she missed it. My bad luck strikes again. Of all the days/things for her to miss, her first day

Dumb question here, But does anyone but ME think its possible its part of Gods plan for you to be in this relationship? That maybe your the one who will eventually bring this person around to him? My 2 cents

Yes I know, yet ANOTHER post from me I know you all enjoy them Seriously tho, I have a werid question. I have been reading here and alot of people trying to "interpret" dreams. Well something has bugged me for a long long time. There are nights, every so often, that I will have a dream. Typical dreams. People, events, so on. But then weather its days later, a month later, it HAPPENS. Same people, events, same exact conversations. Its like de javu. What does this mean? Is it something bad? Its really werid. People think Im werid!

I know that feeling. More times than not in church especially during prayer, I break out into tears because i am so grateful and feel so unworthy. A while back When i was knee-deep in dealing with my ED, my bf asked me to pray with him, and as we started to pray I started crying so hard. So hard. I was so unworthy of him, and what Id done to this body hed given me.... Im sorry Lord. Please forgive me

Thank You wisdom. This inspired me in a time when i REALLY needed it most. God bless you! P.s. I quoted you in my signature I loved it, Hope you dont mind! :oww:

I was curious, I have always believed in the power of prayer. I have even had a friend who was praying about weather or not to go to missionary school and saw hawaii everywhere. The word and the place. (thats where on of the schools is) I had another friend who said he would call and talk to his dad about stuff, and his dad would say "Right there. Dont you see it? Thats where God is working, or thats God talking right to you" But he didnt notice it til then. I have yet to have these "obvious revelations" Im curious if any of you have had these type of obvious answers or signs to a prayer or many prayers or your way to his will? And....3.....2....1..... DISCUSS! :oww:

And ive never been more scared I moved out. I am living with my bf's Godsons parents. In a new state, no job, bills. And taking my 2 kids for the ride. I feel horrible. They all say I should just stay here and get myself together. And if he wants to continue dating thats fine, but if he comes back, his first moms best friend says i shouldnt go back unless he has a ring. Which i agree with. But what is wrong with ME?? Why did he bring me and my kids out here if he wasnt ready? This just makes no sense. Im sorry. Im scared, and dont know what to do and have no one to talk to

How do you guys get rid of stress? Im stressin BIG time right now. I am new here, cant find a job, child care so i can GET a job is ridiculous! My child suuport for 2 kids is a joke. Im drowning!

That was really good :hug:

While I agree it has alot to do with math (God is one smart cookie ya know ) they have proved EVERYTHING is where it is for a reason. Move the sun a slight bit off its spot, half the galaxy sucked in, move the moon a tad, the earth is totally flood with water. Everything is put where its SUPPOSED to be. Where its MEANT to be. As far as humans not knowing the origin or why or any of that, I will always go back to my one and only original answer- When its time for us to know, God will tell us why

I had NO idea! Man.....the things you learn lol *Wheres my little bow to you smiley when i need him?? lol

Ok I understand but dont agree when they say they must keep the world "PC" so somethings must be censored yada yada yada. Enter all forms of new words. Some i like. But is it just me, or has cencorship in itself become a sort of form of dicrimination? I understand some words are changed or improved bc some cultures find them racially offensive, and post MAN is changed to post PERSON as to not confuse growing children into thinking all people are not created equal. But I have noticed that the word CHRIST is taken out......for what reason? Christmas is shorted to Xmas, which some say is a "time consumer", how much longer does it take to write down 5 more letters? I almost lost it though a few months ago, I used to be a teacher in a christian child care center, and we got a new book for the kids (donation) it was letters. Had letters across the top and going down were pictures that started with that letter. Got toward the end, Letter X? Xmas tree!

OK after reading through here and drooling all over the place lol I decided to post 2 recipes my mom and I always use and they are crowd pleasures EVERYTIME. They can be used as main dishes or side dishes, good for pot lucks, game day food, whatever! :oww: Cheesy potatoes I bag of frozen cubed potatos (You can use like the southern mix, i would NOT recomend using the O'brien ones. They have spices n such) 8 oz tub of sour cream 8 oz of french onion chip dip 1 can of cream of chicken soup 2 cups shredded cheddar cheese ~ 2 sleeves of townhouse crackers butter 1) mix all ingredients except butter and crackers together very well (dont smuch of course lol) put into a cassorole dish (rectangle) 2) take handfuls of your crackers and smush em up in your hand and spread them on top. (Doesnt have to be cracker dust, but a little smushed lol) 3) melt butter (as much as you want, some like alot some dont) and drizzle over the top 4) bake 350 for 45 or so minutes I promise its awesome!! Beefy biscuit cups My dad loves these for games and my kids love them all the time! 1 lb ground beef 1 jar spagetti sauce 2 rolls of Grands biscuits (or any other kind, just the big ones) shredded cheddar cheese 1) brown beef, drain, add spagetti sauce. heat 2) take biscuits and smush them into cupcake tins 3) spoon meat/sauce mixture into biscuits. (not TOOO much! lol) Bake at 350 for ~12-15 mins. Sprinkle cheese on top of them bake another 2 or 3 minutes

Alot of us have come to think or been told that. On one hand in the world we live in today its KINDA nice to see humans actually attempting to look out for each other. On the other hand it IS still a lie. Why take a chance of telling even a "white lie" to supposedly help someone when A) the effects of said helping could be very short- and if they find out the truth and end up hurt or devestated, could come back to you B) would give you any chance or hurting or building a wall between you and God? If they are TRUELY your friend, as much as it hurts they should understand you TELL them to help, not to get some sick pleasure :hug:

You guys should really check out "the raggamuffin gospel"! Go to amazon and buy it used. I buy all my books used from their and they are in like perfect condition for like dollars. most of them are like 1 or 2 dollars. most expensive was "Celebration of discipline" it was like 5