Lomi

LOL. NO. The last movie I watch was in May, and it was Couples Retreat. Since then, I didn't watch movies or tv. My hubby & I were very active in the church & our community. Now were are on a sabbatical. Praying that DADDY GOD must lead us, as to what happened at church on the 10 August 2011. My prayer request post. I can understand where you coming from with the question.

Family, I am not sure if this is the right place to put this post. Do anyone know what my dream mean? I'll appreciate it if yall could give me more light on it. K, Last night I dreamt: I dreamt that I was at a home with people in it. Suddenly the door was kicked open and men with guns started to shoot randomly. When they stopped I was the only one standing. They were suprise that I was not dead. They asked me what made me so special that no bullet hit me, while I didn't even fell flat on my face, but was standing. They pushed me to my knees, when I was in that position I raised my hands in a the praying hands sign and started to pray. I remember praying that DADDY GOD must forgive me my sins as well as the people that's gonna kill me. I asked DADDY GOD also to take my soul & heart. As I was still praying, they got angry and said I need to put my hands to the side, as they want to shoot me in the heart. I asked them why, they can shoot me in the head or any other place, what's the difference,.They told me that the only way they will be able to kill me is if they shoot me in the heart. I said I am praying and they can start shooting as I will not let my hands down. Two of the men then grabbed me and pulled my hands apart, and the others started shooting. I had the feeling I know these people. I woke up just then. I was laying awake for a few minutes than dose of to sleep again. Then I started to have a similar dream, But this time my mom (who died in 2000), my 2 sisters (Mel & Lizette - whom doesn't speak to one another) was with me in this house. We were talking and laughing, when suddenly these men came in again and they wanted to shoot us. I told my sisters to lay flat on the ground. My mom was sitting in her chair and looked at them, But they couldn't see her. Only I could see her. I asked my sisters to pray after me (I am worried about their salvation, so I asked them to say the salvation prayer after me), they started to pray with me, but stopped in the middle, I begged them to continue praying after me. The men got angry and said I must shut my mouth, as they are here to kill me, But will kill my sisters as well as they will be an enemy to them. Mel (my baby sister was nearest to me) I lay on top of her, as they were beginning to shoot. I made sure every inch of her was covered with my body so she won't be killed. I called my other sister to come nearer as I wanna protected her too. The men became more angry and told me to turn around so they can shoot me in the heart. I didn't turn around, but could feel an amount of bullets hitting me all over. I could feel blood dripping from me. Still I wasn't dead. They were getting more angry and came to turn me around, He kept on saying, we need to shoot togther at her heart, They started to shoot. I woke up. Anyone that can help me, I'll appreciate. mwah. GOD Bless Lomi

Amen

I just feel so depleted... Is something wrong with me DADDY GOD?

I thank DADDY GOD for all of you. I appreciate you. I was so afraid that the feelings I feel is wrong. I thought I have to be stronger & not this weak. THen I read DADDY's Word and HE said that when I am weak, HE is Strong. Oh how I wish I could cry so that all this inside can be easier. How do I cry? When I start I will not be able to stop? I do not hate the person that killed them, DADDY GOD knows I feel angry towards him. I also pity him, for he doesn't know DADDY, how will he cope with this? I find a sense of peace whenever I read the Word. Last night when my hubby hugged me and I laid my head on his lap afterwards, I went far away and it felt like I am laying my head on DADDY's lap... I was in another world. Thank you for listening to me. THe funeral is this Saturday.

A Kaleidoscope of feelings flickered in my mind. Anger, Hurt, Revenge, Numbness, Frustration , ect. I can go on & on. How do you forgive someone who killed your loved ones, and still feels guilty for feeling that way about them? How do you keep smilling when you feel like breaking down and cry? Am I going slowly insane? I must be strong for the family needs me, I must tell them that DADDY GOD still cares and HE know the pain & will heal... Am I putting on a mask again? WIll I become part of this world of plastic people, thinking that they happy, while the white walls inside is crumbling & breaking down? I know there is light at the end of the tunnel, it's just seems so far away? Am I wrong in thinking why did it have to be them, why not me? I still hear YOUR voice saying YOU are near...I still know YOU can comfort like YOU did before... Yet I want to run away from it, but my heart won't let me. For the LOve I have for YOU DADDY GOD is more than this madness going inside of me. So on bended knees, broken & bruised inside, tears floading my face, I call out to YOU just to hold me tight and don't let go! Oh how I need YOU DADDY to shine YOUR Light Clearly & Brightly to us. Help us to forgive & help the person that drove that vehicle. Let YOUR Loving grace & mercy touch him. DADDY, oh how it hurts so much...can YOU please ease this pain...it's driving me insane... I know YOU hear, I know YOU know my heart. Come and have YOUR rightful place here in my heart, and mend this brokenness...

K, let me try DADDY GOD, YOU are the Sweet in my Sweeties, The Gum in my bubblegum...

All you have to do is: Choose the month you where born in, then your birth date and the color top you are wearing. Put them together an write your statement. Jan: I kissed Feb: I cuddled Mar: I ate out with Apr: I ran away with May: I went swimming with Jun: I drove with Jul: I jumped roped with Aug: I joked with Sep: I cut class with Oct: I forgot Nov:I started a fire with Dec: I laughed with 1. a jar of honey 2. an orange 3. a pickle 4. a cat 5. emo 6. a toothbrush 7. you 8. a french fry 9. a car dealer 10. a dog 11. a horse 12. the king 13. the queen 14. a martian 15. a pole 16. a chair 17. a bird 18. a ninja 19. my kids 20. the white coats 21. a friend 22. a burger 23. a knight in shinning armour 24. Dennis the Menace 25. the telephone 26. a marker 27. a lion 28. a key holder 29. a Tree 30. A Book 31. A Calender White: Bcuz the voices in my head told me to Black: Bcuz I'm sexy Pink: Bcuz I'm jealous Blue: BCuz I hav a noodle in my ear Red: Bcuz I roll like that Yellow: Bcuz I am bored Green: Bcuz I'm beautiful Gray: Bcuz I forgot where I am Polka Dots: Bcuz I like it Other: Bcuz I'm happy Mine is: I went swimming with the white coats Bcuz the voices in my head told me to.

I love the the mic of that era. That is what you call music. My favorites just to name a few is, The Temptations, Gladys Knight & the pips, Marvin Gaye, Cliff Richard, Commodores, Dolly Parton, Jim Reeves, Whitney Houston, Anita Baker, Patti LeBelle, Aretha Franklin, ect..... Today's music is not worth listening to. I would love to visit that era, But not live in that era.

Baie dankie Fez. Ek waardeer dit. THank you

Thank you. I really appreciate yall. DADDY GOD knows we are going through hell with this congregation, But we are waiting on DADDY to show us when to go from here. mwah love Lomi

K, let me explain why I asked this question. I always knew that DADDY GOD wants to be worship in Spirit and in Truth. And I always thought that anyone can worship HIM, in their own way... HOwever last night we had a meeting in church and they felt that my Hubby is not worshipping GOD right. See when it is Praising time in church my hubby clapp hands and dance. But when it's worshipping time, he sits down and closed his eyes, with such reverence, and those that is near him can see his face shown with such peace and contentment. Now they find it wrong that he sit's down while everyone is Worshipping GOD with Hands clapping and lifting hands, ect. Can someone just explain to me, What is the right way to Worship GOD?

Thats the whole thing satan has us fight against each other over doctrine. Matthew 12:26 If Satan drives out Satan, he is divided.against himself. How then can his kingdom stand? Or vise versa:blink: I agree with Believer112. United we stand divided we fall. DADDY said in HIS Word do nor forsake the gathering of the saints...

Thank you for sharing. It is so true. My uncle is a muslim since birth, and he is that kind of person, that no matter what you say will deter him from his belief. Something awesome happened on Sunday, my hubby and I went to him as he is ill. We always show him love no matter what happened. He talked to us and asked us to pray for him. We said we would, But he persisted we need to pray for him, like now. He stood up with us and closed his eyes as my hubby prayed. He thank us and said we need to continue praying for him. He even said when he is better he would like to visit us one day in our worship service. Now if you knew what type of person my uncle was, this would have knocked your socks of your feet. Loving one another makes a big difference. And more if we love our muslim, tamil, nostic, budust, ect brothers & sisters. Just love them and GOD will do the rest.

This is my opinion... Because we fear to love one another we are quicker to critise than to love. We are so afraid to get hurt, so we shy away from living fully. We risk getting hurt if we love, for our heart will then be vunerable, But have one ever realized that when we start loving, I mean truly love like DADDY GOD loves us, then no matter how many times you've been dissapointed or getting hurt from, you tend to forgive quicker. Tell me how many times did your children hurt, or dissapoint you? Did you stop loving them? No I don't think so. So if we all will start taking a leap of faith and start loving, true love like JESUS do. We can start making a difference in a unique way that will relate to everyone, that JESUS really loves them. And what better way to reach the world...

Today you would have been 59 years old. I recall each birthday of you... The twinkle in your eyes, the big apprciative hugs, The teary eyes of thankfulness, when we wish you Happy Birthday. The loving way you accepted your little gifts. You always made us feel we've given you the best gifts, and showing it off to everyone.... The last birthday we've shared together you turned 49. With a loving, tender hug you've held me, and said thank you for all the wonderfull gifts I've showered you through all your years. You told us, that day , we as your children were the best gift, you've ever received... Your eyes lingered on all of us. It seemed like you wanted us to be forever imprinted in your mind. Never once did I thought it would be your last birthday with us. But you knew it then. Pappa always use to take your hand and danced with you, Your laughter would fill the house, and still echo's in our hearts. You told us things that I didn't understand then, and showered us with so much love. Mommy today I can't even call Mel, Lee & Roger for I'm afraid I'll break down... They still think I'm the strong one. I know they will think of you and miss you like I do. Pappa is now with you, and yall be looking now down on us, Still dancing? No farewell words were spoken, no time to say goodbye you were gone before I knew it, and only God knows why. My heart still aches in sadness, and secret tears still flow, what it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.... Happy Birthday mom. I miss you and love you still. Can't wait for the day I'll see you again...

Yesterday I felt like crying... Crying for all the children that's hurting... I felt like crying it all out, so that all that's broken can be mend, so that GOD could wipe all their tears away. ANd that they could sit in HIS lap, with HIS arms holding them tight, and their heads resting on HIM. I felt like crying for each & everyone that's hurt, and don't know who to call or what to do. If only they realized DADDY is there to wipe each tear from our eyes. And mend each ones brokenness. Yesterday after all these tears, a rainbow shown that all is well, if we let DADDY be in control. I felt like shaking earth so we could wake up, to hear our FATHER's voice calling each one's name.... Yesterday's gone...Today is here...and I still feel like crying for all who's lost, and don't know where to turn & where to go....

Yes JESUS is the way to everything. If we can put HIM first in everything, don't yall think life would be so much simpler & easier. We all serve DADDY GOD & strive to perfection, but sometimes our human nature tends to haste and all knows what happens next...

I've been watching her sermons on TBN, and it's speaks directly to my heart. I haven't done her Bible studies yet, but would love to.

I feel that I don't pray enough as well.

Pray for that guy, and leave it in DADDY's Hand. You did what you thought was best at that time. DADDY knows you Love HIM, and he understands. I'll be praying as well for that guy & you. Don't beat yourself up anymore. GOD bless. You are a Designers Orinigal, fearfully & Wonderfully made. yr sister in CHRIST Lomi

The people who encourage me is my hubby, Believer1997, HIS Girl, Pinkfrogfreak, Blien, and others here on worthy. I've found it just to listen and give a heartfelt smile & hug to others does wonders. This past weekend a lady in the community came to me, and discussed what she's been going through. She told me, she hated me, she never liked me, cuz I always seems so jouful and cheery, she told me she even prayed that something bad must happened to me, so that i also can have trouble in my life. Then my paji (father in law) & my dad died within 2 weeks last year, and she came to our homes and wanted to see how do I react to this. To her suprise I stood up in the memorial services and gave encouraging words to my family & friends. She said she went home, cried herself to bed and asked forgiveness and from then started to pray for me. She came to me just to say thank you for not talking a lot in the community, but mostly showing love and always putting others first. She said that that encourage her a lot, to start doing more and stopped talking. I felt so humble by her words. And gave her my testimony. Guess what, she even cried more and said she'll never judge a book by it's cover. I laughed at her when she told me she didn't liked me. SHe was suprised by my reaction. SO I guess I must start talking as well, lol. DADDY knows best.

This is sad. I agree with u lady. If only we can have such enthusiasm for DADDY GOD

It would be good to organise an hour where we can all meet up. If you want to be involved, please leave a few suggestions for the time to hold this prayer meeting (in New York time, to save confusion ). I'll start the ball rolling by suggesting 3pm or 6pm New York Time... I'll be praying here in South Africa at home. Bcuz 3pm in NY is 9pm in SA.

Totally agree. Yuck!!!!!!!!!