Lomi

Firstly I am thankful for DADDY GOD for never leaving us nor forsaking us, through everything. I am thankful for my wonderful husband. I am thankful for my family, food on my table, clothes, shoes on my feet & providing all my needs.

You have excepted me the day I was introduced as the girlfriend of your son. You already decided that would become your daughter-in-law, although it never crossed my mind. I remember the day we told you we want to get married, your face shone with such radiance & joy, your smile brighten my day & is forever imprinted on my mind. Although everyone was against it, you stood your ground and made me feel loved & welcomed in this family. You never allowed me to lift a finger in your home, and scolded everyone that spoke ill of me. You fought for me...and made me the apple of your eye. When you fell ill & had much pain, never once did you loose your smile. The day before you left me, you smiled once again though tears stained your face... I could see the pain, but never did you complain. All you ever wanted from me was to be happy, visit you everyday & bless you with a grandchild that looks like me... Now you've left me to go to DADDY GOD without even seeing your wish come true.. The day you closed your eyes never to open them here again, you've taken you're smile with you never to returned... Although my heart is broken by your death, I am relieved that you don't suffer anymore pain. THank you for loving me...and giving me your son... Thank you for blessing me with a smile every time I've entered your home... Thank you for protecting me against the family... Thank you for making me your daughter and not just a daughter in law... Thank you for raising such a wonderful man (your son) Thank you for everything you've done, But most of all thank you for showing us that DADDY GOD is the only way... Thank you.... I love you....and miss you.... Love, Lomi

Praise be unto DADDY GOD. HE protects us.

To All the wonderful people here in Worthy, If I could give m appreciation to yall in a bunch of flowers, I bind it with a loving seam, I would select the reddest roses, to remind you of the Blood that flow, The whitest flowers, as the Mercy offering HE gave, The yellow sunflowers for each day the SON has taken us through, The softest pink for each smile that brightens a day, All the lillies of the fields, for the fragrance to change the atmosphere, All different colors, to give you a rainbow, in remembrance of after each storm, there is one, With love & gratitude I lay my bouquet before you down, for where it comes it's filled with joy & peace that GRACE abound. Thank you all. I do appreciate yall. with much love, Lomi

Praying that DADDY will come soon. for this is a hard reality and these family are so protectd by the government

Hi family Been away for a while, but DADDY GOD is awesome, as HE held me in HIS loving arms all the time. I am so blessed to be part of this worthy family that all i want to do is give honor to DADDY GOD. Have anyone off yall ever felt so alone, although you are surrounded by lots of people & love ones. It feels like you are not from this planet, and you feel like a puff of smke in the air ready to evaporate? Then a Hand reach out and caught you just in time, and relieve spills over you, lke a man finding water in the dessert. Oh what a feeling when DADDY GOD takes hold of you, when no-one really understand. mwah. lomi

Family, I have been away a long time, reason being I had some difficulties, but I realized I need some advice and shutting myself away from everyone is not helping at all. I hate being a nuisance. And I don't want to run away from this, I need to sort this out once and for all.Okay let me explain. I am married to a wonderful man. He is more than a good man. He is born again and loves DADDY GOD dearly. THe only time he gets agry is when people mistreats me. He never yelled at me, even when he is really angry at me. He would walked away after an arguement, go to the shop, buy flowers or sometimes chocolates, though sometimes it's not his fault, come back & appoligized and asked that we need to talked now cause we both calm. He will tell me everyday I am his dream come true. He really loves me. He even told his family if they don't except me they have to leave him alone as he will never be able to chose them over me. The reason I am telling yall all this so yall can understand I am torn in two. My dad don't have a plce to stay at the moment. My dad is drinking heavily and is very abusive (physically, verbally & emotionally) towards me. He used to stay with us, and my hubby didn't liked it. My dad once hit him when he came in between my dad & me. He told my dad if he would lift his hands again on me, he will definetly hurt him. I love my father, but I also hate him for what he is doing to me. I've tried several times to commit suicide when my dad stayed with us, but my hubby always found me in time. I hate hurting my hubby(Dasen) like that. Dasen deserve so much better than me. I am tired of hurting inside. I am tired of feeling unworthy as a child. My dad once told me that he wished I was dead, cuz his life would be so better if I was not born. He told me lots of things that is to shameful to mentioned here. As yall can see I have lots of issues because of him (my dad). Dasen told me we are not taking my dad in, he said he will rather leave the home so me & my dad stay there, than to see that I am dying each day, with my dad living with us. DADDY GOD says in HIS Word, we as children, that we must obey our parents. Were will my dad go if I don't give him a place to stay. My family already hates me for marrying an Indian. What am I suppose to do? He is my father and I don't want to loose m husband. I love them both. Can't I just die? Then my dad will have enough money to live on, and he could be happy. Dasen then don't have to face all my family who are so nasty to him. He could find someone better than me. Family I made a promise to my adoptive mama (manie), sis (pinkfrogfreak) & dasen that I won't try commiting suicide again. Though my thoughts kept planning it day & night. My letters is already written, but my promises to them is keeping me bound here. How do I do it without breaking my promise? Can I hire someone to kill me? WOuld it still be suicide? I don't know... please give me advice. love, lomi

Natt, I am married to an Indian (thorough-bred) and I am colored (mixed race) and we had & still have ppl & family that is against our marraige, however we love each other and both of us is serving DADDY GOD, the Creator of heaven & earth. Our marraige is build on the foundation of JESUS CHRIST. When you put HIM first in your relationship then all things works for the good for us who believes. We went for pre-marital counselling and I would say that yall need to do it as well Marraige is wonderful when DADDY GOD is the centre and yall 2 love each other. All my blessings to yall love, lomi

This month is really taking it's toil on me & I am tired of being toss to & fro. I am tired of being so torn inside, that it feels like someone is ripping my heart out & let me look at it while pulling knives into it with a smile on it's face. As darkness want to take control, I fighting to stay in the light, struggling to breathe but still crawling towards it. Have you ever felt like that. I have decided to take a few days to myself, & try sorting myself out. I won't be on worthy for 6 days, trying to get a grip on life, if i don't get myself right, i'll have to find another alternative. One thing though I want to thank all of yall here on worthy on praying for me, encouraging me, assisting me. I really appreciate it. Yall da best here. ALways remember yall are Designers originals & yall are fearfully & wonderfully made. GOD Bless yall MWAH lots of love lomi

Blien, Pray & wait on DADDY GOD. Be spesific what you want in the woman you want to become your spouse. DADDY GOD will bless you with someone that will appreciate you, respect you, love you & submit to you. lomi

Cool. love that

That will be so great. The prayers of the righteous & all the matyrs have been heard

I will say DADDY"S love for me, and HIM blessing me with yall here at worthy

I can feel it when my hubby is in danger. DADDY GOD makes it possible. Last year our car fell on him while working on it. I was at work and could feel the danger & intercede immediately.

fully agree with you on that

I just want to say thank yall that replied. Your encouragements & advice i'll take it to heart & work on it. Last night a prophetess told me that I'm valuable in DADDY GOD's sight, and I must say it to myself everyday till I believe it. I guess I've always struggling with that, but I'm learning & praying. GOD bless yall. lv lomi

Thank you so much, i never looked it at that way. DADDY GOD really loves me so much that HE blessed me with such a good man, and yall here on worthy. I guess i feel so overwhelmed by his kindness & love that I feel I don't deserve him, just like I sometimes feel I don't deserve DADDY GOD's love, grace, ect. ; But I am greatful though. FOr if it had not been for DADDY GOD, I don't know where I would've been. lomi

As i woke up this morning, a feeling of unworthyness trying to choke me, Before I know what I was doing, i took a shower and was fully dressed in black & on my way to work. I don't know where these thoughts came from, all i know was I wanted to die.... My hubby dropped me off at work & phoned me every hour, just to cheer me up, and tell me he loves me & DADDY loves me too. I feel so much better now, and fights this blackness that wants to overwhelm me. What did I do to deserve such a wonderful hubby, that loves me no matter what. We talk a lot, and always tell each other how we appreciate one another. But family with all my moods, He still keeps on being such a sweet, kind & loving person. How do I show my appreciation? lomi

lol, Blien must say my hubby always tells everyone how hard it was just to chat with him, cuz i totally ignored him, or will tell him straight in his face, I don't know why you hang around, I don't like you and I want you to stop being nice to me. It irritates me. lol. It went on for 3 months, before I decide to start a real conversation with him, and ever since we have good communication. We can look at each other & smile cuz we know then what the other one was thinking. Just yesterday at our friends place we were sitting far from each other, cuz my friends sometimes feel left out when we sit next to each other (then we'll get so lost in talking to each other, and forget about ppl around us), we were communicating with our eyes again & mind. lol. When we have some dissagreements we both talk at the same time, lol, it's actually very funny. I normally walk away, & go to bed. He'll then later will buy me something and appologize, lol (and tell me you 99 % right & he 1% - it's a joke his dad told us when we got married. That woman is 99% right in marraige & men only 1%) lol. Must say I am blessed with sweetie in my life. He is just a wonderful man. We will be married 5 years this October, 2.

((((((((Cheryl)))))))))))))))))))) DADDY knows your heart & HE knows your pain. I'm praying for you my sister in the LORD. lv lomi

I thank all of yall here at worthy, cuz yall prayers & encouragement is really a pillar for me to lean on. mwah lot of love, Lomi

I don't know where our country is heading to, but it looks like a Rapist is gonna be our President. I can't believe that ppl voted for Jacob Zuma. With him as president it will give every sick man the right to rape women. (Plz Dn't be offended good men of SA for I know there is a lot of all here) Please keep us in prayer here in South Africa. lv lomi

((((((((((((Stacey))))))))))))))))) I'm praying for you my sister & hope your dad will listen to you when you approached him, after you cooled down. It's hard I know, i'm keeping my distance with my dad after he did that to me & much more... I pray that DADDY will help your dad & he will come to realize that he needs to set an example. lv lomi

Mother's Day is coming up, and I'm breaking into pieces... A kaleidoscope of feelings is running through me. I feel like hidding, but that not what you taught me do do... It's been 9 years already since you've gone away...but it still feels like yesterday... Do you know i still blame myself that you've died? Though everyone told me not to... You taught me how to love & live life, but all i want to do is go to you... You said on the day you died, to pray for releasement and that everything will be OK, I need to hold onto DADDY, cuz HE will carry me all the way... DADDY have been carrying me, HE even blesed me with an adoptive mom, (she is so wonderful, kind, generous, a lot like you), But i'm so afraid, to loose her... Will I be able to survive such a loss again? I'm hurting here & I don't know what to do...Can I take my heart out and not feel again? How do I go back in being numb again? If you could, would you be able to come back once again, just once, you need not stay. I miss you so much....I never had the change to say goodbye.... I hope that one day I can be a mother like you, when DADDY blessed me with children, cuz what you've done for me words cannot express or do justice... I used to give you flowers every week, and told you I appreciate you, Now I found myself calling your number still, just to find your not answerring. 9 years and still I'm thinking you're just a phone call away.... I hold within me the life spirit you possessed & remembered the legacy of love, laughter, strength, determination, jokes, stubbornness, helping hand, kindness, joy & most of all the Love for DADDY. I went to bed last night at 4am again, crying & longing for your arms to hold me tight and sing me songs, and chasing all the nightmares away.... Oh,DADDY will this hurting ever stop? Will you just hold me again, like you always do? lv lomi

Thanks brother PJoseph