Guest ManicSmiley Posted May 4, 2006 Share Posted May 4, 2006 Ok,im depressed me badly.I think and thought about sucide every single day for last 3 months.Almost everything i do i see bad and it then or later.I almost cry every night,im about start cutting.pain feels good idk ive always like pain,lol idk why but.None this is healthy it all,think about sucide,cutting myself,ive tried hang myself,mean and im alway angery with ppl,or most them,im sad when i get home.Whole time i look happy,if u see me on street ive prably thought hurting or kill u out of some type of jealous. If anyone knows any ways beside professonial thepist cause i cant get them to help please tell me.I might thinka bout sucide and tried it but i dont want die.then again i rather die then keep on hurting lol-voice in my head told a funny statement,yea voice in my head.im bit on the insane side. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayin jade Posted May 4, 2006 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 44 Topic Count: 6,178 Topics Per Day: 0.88 Content Count: 43,795 Content Per Day: 6.21 Reputation: 11,243 Days Won: 58 Joined: 01/03/2005 Status: Offline Share Posted May 4, 2006 Check out this site. http://www.preventsuicidenow.com/suicide-hotlines.html They have phone numbers for your area, and all sorts of things to help you out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BroChuck Posted May 4, 2006 Group: Royal Member Followers: 1 Topic Count: 85 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 1,634 Content Per Day: 0.22 Reputation: 11 Days Won: 0 Joined: 08/31/2003 Status: Offline Birthday: 01/18/1961 Share Posted May 4, 2006 ManicSmiley, I sincerely pray you seek The Lord , He is our Wonderful Counselor and loves you more than you can even imagine, He also has a wonderful plan for you that involves a personal relationship between you and He and He can give peace that surpasses all your understanding.Even the toughest of trials we face , He is always with us if we trust and have faith. My prayer is that You seek The Lord Jesus Christ as your own personal Saviour and allow Him to Guide you. Hebrews 11:6 But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him. Love in Christ .. Bro Chuck Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mike2 Posted May 4, 2006 Group: Advanced Member Followers: 2 Topic Count: 4 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 258 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 5 Days Won: 0 Joined: 01/06/2006 Status: Offline Share Posted May 4, 2006 Ok,im depressed me badly.I think and thought about sucide every single day for last 3 months.Almost everything i do i see bad and it then or later.I almost cry every night,im about start cutting.pain feels good idk ive always like pain,lol idk why but.None this is healthy it all,think about sucide,cutting myself,ive tried hang myself,mean and im alway angery with ppl,or most them,im sad when i get home.Whole time i look happy,if u see me on street ive prably thought hurting or kill u out of some type of jealous. If anyone knows any ways beside professonial thepist cause i cant get them to help please tell me.I might thinka bout sucide and tried it but i dont want die.then again i rather die then keep on hurting lol-voice in my head told a funny statement,yea voice in my head.im bit on the insane side. Maybe you are a bit on the insane side,I dont know, but its not enough to keep you from looking for help, thats good. You know you are having difficult times, thats good, when you get angry with people you feel bad about it, recognizing that, is good. Those are positive things I know when I get angry with people its ususally because I have a lot of worries on my mind. Do you have a lot of worries on your mind? Smiley, God loves you, I love you, and all the people here love you mike Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zenobia Posted May 4, 2006 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 0 Topics Per Day: 0 Content Count: 2 Content Per Day: 0.00 Reputation: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/03/2006 Status: Offline Share Posted May 4, 2006 Ok,im depressed me badly.I think and thought about sucide every single day for last 3 months.Almost everything i do i see bad and it then or later.I almost cry every night,im about start cutting.pain feels good idk ive always like pain,lol idk why but.None this is healthy it all,think about sucide,cutting myself,ive tried hang myself,mean and im alway angery with ppl,or most them,im sad when i get home.Whole time i look happy,if u see me on street ive prably thought hurting or kill u out of some type of jealous. If anyone knows any ways beside professonial thepist cause i cant get them to help please tell me.I might thinka bout sucide and tried it but i dont want die.then again i rather die then keep on hurting lol-voice in my head told a funny statement,yea voice in my head.im bit on the insane side. Hi manicsmiley: First I would like to welcome you to worthy. Next I would like to say I love you. Now I want to point you in the direction to the only help that I know that can save, deliver, and set free anybody, anywhere. Jesus Christ, Lord of Lords and King of Kings. Your situation is not unknown to the Father, and he sent his only begotten son Jesus to set you free from the very situation that has you bound. Life is to be lived. He came so that you might have life and life more abundantly. God loves you and many other people whom you do not even know loves you also. If you don't want to die, but which to live and live life in abundance you must do the very best thing that you could ever do for yourself and that is accept Jesus Christ as your lord and savior. He is waiting with open arms to recieve you in his care and what a perfect caregiver is he. He has the answer to your problems and there is no problem he cannot solve. So if you are ready for a change from what you have been going through please take a visit to this site christian ministry webpage. Click on the forth link under the rbc title that reads bible study. A drop down window will appear. Go to the bottom link that reads personal relationship with God. This Ministry is a dynamic movement of God and his saving grace. You can access it free of charge and there is mountains of biblical resources for you to get involved with. You can even join the ministry and become a part of the movement. There is also a place where you can submit to pray warriors that will interceed to the Father on your behalf. It is a wonderful place to start to getting a relationship with God. I of course will make myself available to you as much as I can. God wants no man to perish and that includes you. Your life and you living life mean everything to the Father. So do not put off another minute without going to seek a personal relationship with Jesus and most of all giving your life to him. You can email me at anytime I will respond back to you www.gloryenterprise1@yahoo.com. I have you in my prayers and remember I love you and God loves you too. Love Zenobia Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ManicSmiley Posted May 5, 2006 Share Posted May 5, 2006 Thnk u,every that reply,so kyle stops nagging me as much ill post it here.lol-personally thought.Anyways im christina. p.s day this was post fpr last 2 hrs im happy with kyle he knows why, that again everyone that replied -personal thought- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
elkieDannsa' Air An Drochaid Posted May 5, 2006 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 0 Topic Count: 59 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 1,390 Content Per Day: 0.21 Reputation: 9 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/24/2005 Status: Offline Share Posted May 5, 2006 manicsmiley, HI. I hope that you will get some help. You could also call a pastor for help. Look in phonebook, they will talk on phone. You could look up an Assembly of God church and ask for the pastor and tell them why. My pastor has took calls like this before and he wants to help people in every way. Many people do care and would be available to help you and help you to like and love yourself, even if you have never liked yourself yet, you still can and one day find how relieved you are that you got rid of the pain and not your life! Many times the rejecting of ourselves is from untalked out problems and once they are talked out, we do get better. Please don't harm yourself or anyone else! I am praying for you and do pray you get help from someplaces, there are many available. I know you are needing help and that you will be better once you get it. There is no need to rush off and do something like hurting yourself. There is alot of good happy life out there to be having, and you can have it, too. There are good ways to handel the pain you ar haing and get rid of it and stay alive and get better. Praying for you, elkie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leonard Posted May 5, 2006 Group: Royal Member Followers: 2 Topic Count: 115 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 8,281 Content Per Day: 1.13 Reputation: 249 Days Won: 3 Joined: 03/03/2004 Status: Offline Birthday: 10/30/1955 Share Posted May 5, 2006 May the Good Lord smile upon you, and grant you healing from all these pains, and problems. + Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Abigailwc Posted May 5, 2006 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 1 Topic Count: 51 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 499 Content Per Day: 0.07 Reputation: 3 Days Won: 0 Joined: 01/29/2005 Status: Offline Birthday: 08/08/1964 Share Posted May 5, 2006 Turn to Him in your difficult moments and He will give you rest and peace because He loves you so much and wants the best for you. Give Him all your burdens, talk to Him and share with Him your thoughts, ask Him to help you. He will help you if you allow Him to reach out to you and reach back to Him. He is a wonderful God. I've gone through some tough times and have shed many tears. I realized that because I put my trust in Him, it will be ok. Dear Lord, thank you for ManicSmiley to come here and share his/her pain. Draw him/her near to you and comfort him/her. Give him/her the assurance that there is hope in You. Protect his/her mind and emotions and bring complete healing. In Jesus's name we pray. Amen! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carant2000_2001 Posted May 6, 2006 Group: Advanced Member Followers: 0 Topic Count: 10 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 145 Content Per Day: 0.02 Reputation: 3 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/30/2005 Status: Offline Birthday: 07/12/1957 Share Posted May 6, 2006 hi christina, God bless you, keep your eyes on Him, He will love and care for you. i will pray for you. in Christ, carolyn Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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